Chapter four hundred and eighty fifth find yourself
Lin Jiayi struggled to carry Jiang Yao half into her home, threw it on the sofa, took off her shoes, turned her head, looked at the footprints on the ground with a headache, sighed, and glared at Jiang Yao.
"Hey, wake me up and get up and mop the floor." She said, kicking Jiang Yao gently.
Jiang Yao moved her body, squinted her eyes and opened it, as if she had glanced at her, turned around again, and fell into a state of sleep again, "I'm not drunk... I'm just sad."
Lin Jiayi retracted her feet, and this time she really believed what she said.
The alcohol smell on her body was not strong. After all, she only drank two glasses and the degree was not deep. Jiang Yao's alcohol content was better than Jiang Zilin, so she would not be drunk. But just now she couldn't even walk, and now she couldn't wake up.
Lin Jiayi turned around and took the mop, kicked the door gently with her feet, and whispered: "Fortunately I didn't retreat this apartment. You can sleep here at night. Get up early tomorrow morning and go and explain to the person who should explain. I haven't returned overnight. I guess tomorrow will be enough for you..."
When Jiang Yao heard this, she finally opened her eyes, moved her body, and then closed her eyes again.
Tears began to surge.
"Jiayi, I'm so tired." She suddenly whispered.
Lin Jiayi glanced at her and continued to mop the floor.
Jiang Yao moved again, pulled the sofa and sat up, dizzy, but she was still awake, leaning on the sofa and staring at the ceiling, her lips squirming for a moment, "Jiayi, I secretly went to see Zhou Zheng today, but I didn't let him see me, but I watched him go to security check."
"I know."
"..." Jiang Yao paused, turned his head in a daze and said, "Do you know?"
"You will understand when you look in the mirror." Lin Jiayi pointed to her clothes, mopped the floor, and put the mop aside.
Jiang Yao struggled to hold up his head, looked down at his clothes, and immediately understood.
So that's it... She wore clothes and dressed up all over her body today, and even held a hat and mask in her hand, holding them tightly, for fear of being recognized... Even if she went to the bar to get drunk, she had to be careful.
"Actually, we all know what you think, so we don't need to hide from us." Lin Jiayi sat down beside her and said, "Zhou Zheng has been abroad for two years. He already knows how he should go. What about you? Haven't you figured it out yet?"
"I have no way..."
"Why not? Is marriage just the whole thing for a woman?"
"Perhaps it's not the case for others to get married, but I'm definitely getting married." Jiang Yao closed her eyes and shook her head, "Jiayi, you don't understand. I live in pain every day, every day... I wake up in the middle of the night and often ask myself why I lie next to this man, why did I promise my mother to see Gao Fei, why didn't I realize what kind of person Gao Fei is earlier, and why are the unlucky and suffering always me..."
"I don't think it's right." Lin Jiayi said.
The two were silent for a moment, and Jiang Yao's emotions calmed down a little. She sat up with her body and turned to look at Lin Jiayi, with her eyes shining brightly, "Why isn't it right?"
"Your life and Gao Fei's life can be separated." Lin Jiayi narrowed her eyes, "Marriage is not everything, it cannot be all. But you don't have the ability to separate from him. When you have the ability, you will find it a joke. Wasn't it the same when I was with Jiang Wenyang? I feel that the world has collapsed, and I feel that I am covered in bruises and can't be repaired again. But I still did it, step by step, climbing up by myself. Looking back today, I just feel cowardly and ridiculous."
Jiang Yao's fingertips moved. She had experienced Jiayi's time and also watched with her own eyes how she got to this day, but... she is different from Jiayi, she is not that outstanding...
"I'm not you, I can't..."
"How can you know that you can't do it if you don't do it? You don't have to be the shadow of anyone. You are you. What you can do may be different from me, but you will definitely not be less than me." Lin Jiayi insisted on the railway.
Jiang Yao let out a breath, leaned back, and returned to the position of looking at the ceiling.
"What else can I do?"
"Don't you and Zhou Zheng have dreams?" Lin Jiayi also leaned on the sofa and glanced at Jiang Yao's face. "Now he has come out of decadence and knows that he wants to pursue what he wants to do, you should wake up. Even if what you are doing now is not what you want to do, you should work hard in that direction."
dream……
Jiang Yao moved her lips.
Lin Jiayi suddenly smiled and continued, "To be honest, I haven't heard anyone mention the word "dream" for a long time. It's like a primary school student's composition. You can only hear this word in the radio script in school. This world is never tolerant of people with dreams. If you are not realistic enough, you can only bear everything that reality gives you. This is what it is now. When your dreams are deviated from reality, what should you do? Should you continue to persist in the darkness, or just give up, and regard the present as the end of your life?"
Jiang Yao opened her eyes and was moved, "Then what should I do?"
"Ask yourself." Lin Jiayi stood up, "Do you still need me to tell you what you want to do in your own life?"
Jiang Yao stood up suddenly.
Lin Jiayi was shocked by her movements and frowned and looked at her, "What's wrong?"
"I'll go back first." Jiang Yao's lips curled and his eyes began to shiny.
Lin Jiayi stared at her expression and laughed two seconds later, "Did you figure it out?"
"Well, I seem to have some thoughts." Jiang Yao's smile still did not disappear, immersed in her own world, slowly lifting her legs and walking outside.
She recalled the first day of meeting Zhou Zheng, recalled the two of them going abroad to attend food festivals, and even recalled the time when they opened the shop... The air seemed to be filled with the smell of desserts, her whole body was wrapped in the sweet fragrance of cream, and the proportions of flour and water collision, how beautiful the temperature emitted in the oven was... Over the past period of time, due to the entanglement and suppression of life, she had almost forgotten how much she loved food and enjoyed the satisfaction after baking and roasting.
Yes, that's right... it's time for her to find herself back.
At this moment, Gao Fei's house.
"Hey, I said to Brother Fei, your wife probably didn't come back tonight, right?"
"That's right, it's all the time. My friend didn't bring me any more, I didn't come back, and I didn't answer the phone..."
"Brother Fei, are you okay? The first time I saw you being defeated haha!"
There was a burst of laughter around him.
Everyone picked up their bags and prepared to leave, and they still didn't forget to fight before leaving.
Although Gao Fei was smiling, he was already cursing in his heart.
Not only did Jiang Yao not bring Jiang Gu and the others tonight, he didn't even come back. He lived in the laughter of others all night! Fortunately, he had already praised the situation and said that he would give these friends a surprise, how to be a human being and how to make a living in the future?
Gao Fei sent the person away with a cold face. He turned around and was about to go back when footsteps suddenly came from behind him.
He frowned, turned his head, and his face suddenly sank.
It's Jiang Yao.
Jiang Yao walked towards home with brisk steps, and obviously saw Gao Fei, remembering that he had not come back for dinner today. He took a little slower step, and finally passed by him and went straight into the room.
Gao Fei came back behind her, staring at her face, and his eyes were shockingly cold, "Jiang Yao, you are very good, you deliberately put my face like this, right?"
"I told you that they won't come, and I hope you can listen to what I say in your heart in the future." Jiang Yao turned around and said.
She was actually a little scared, but when she thought that Zhou Zheng had gone abroad, Gao Fei could not have done anything to him, she breathed a sigh of relief and became much more tough.
As long as Gao Fei can't hurt Zhou Zheng, what else can he do to her? It doesn't matter. She has decided to live well as long as she lives for one day.
Jiang Yao thought, her steps became lighter. Yu Guang touched Gao Fei's face, and she felt a sense of excitement. She turned around and walked into the bathroom, "Oh, by the way, I decided to quit. I won't be an assistant from tomorrow, but it's not because of this position that makes you lose face. I want to learn to make pastries again." After that, she closed the door.
The sound of water sounded, Gao Fei's face became heavier and he suddenly reached out and smashed his hand at the coffee table, and the table was shocked.
Chapter completed!