Eight hundred and eleventh chapter disheartened
What she said was really heartfelt. After experiencing all kinds of blows today, Chu Changzai felt that he was a little bored, so he only said all the things he wanted to say in his heart.
"In my life, in the end, I can see it at a glance. If I don't get the emperor's favor, I won't have much success in the end. The best ending may be in the old age and death palace." Chu Chang laughed mockingly, "If I am more unlucky, I might be treated as a scapegoat. If I do anything, I will put my sins on my head. At that time, it will be called a good ending."
"So sometimes, I really envy you." Chu Changzai suddenly raised his head, looked at Chen Tang, and said seriously, "No matter what you think, at least, you already have it, which is much better than the rest of the palace. You must cherish it."
"Even if the emperor loves you now, don't be too fond of you." Chu Chang was already a broken cane and said as he pleased, "It is the main thing to take advantage of the emperor's favor and improve his status as soon as possible. If possible, it would be better to have a child. It would be better to be a prince, so that he can rely on something in the future."
Every word she said was heartfelt. If someone else had come, Chu Changzai would definitely not have said that. But today I don’t know what happened. She wanted to say all these words.
Maybe it was because I was too lonely. Chu Chang was thinking silently in his heart. It happened that Concubine Chen comforted himself. Although she knew that her comfort was of little use, with her kindness, I wanted to say a few more words.
Chen Tang was standing aside, listening to Chu Chang's words, and his face showed a look of shock. The woman in front of him was very serious, and it sounded like he was sincere.
But she and the woman in front of her were not related to each other. What purpose did this woman want to say so much to her? Chen Tang was confused and alert in his heart, and couldn't help but say, "I don't know you very much, Xia Changzai, why did you say so much to me?"
Chen Tang was really confused. After all, she really had no impression of Chu Changzai in front of her. When she came to the water pavilion just now, she only saw a depressed figure of a woman from afar, which made people feel a little unbearable.
But in fact, she was not familiar with Chu Changzai and did not know much. With Chen Tang's principles of dealing with things, she would definitely not say so much to someone she had just met. Therefore, although Chen Tang was grateful for Chu Changzai's heartfelt words, she was still very confused and even a little wary.
After listening to Chen Tang's words, Chu Chang looked at the expression on Chen Tang's face. What else was there to understand? This must be because he said too much. Instead, Chen Tang became a little vigilant. Although he knew that this was normal, Chu Changzai was still a little disappointed.
"Guy Chen doesn't have to care too much about what I just said. I was just joking just now, there is no need to think too much." Chu Changzai smiled slightly, "Besides, I've only been too long, no one talks with me, and I feel a little lonely, so I've said so much. You really don't take it too much."
Speaking of this, Chu Changzai lowered his eyes again, concealing his true expression. She took a deep breath, tried to pretend to be indifferent, and only quietly looked at the ripples in the distance, without saying a word again.
Although she was not talking, the attitude she showed made Chen Tang feel a little sad for no reason. Chen Tang couldn't help but say, "You don't have to be too sad. You are actually not lonely. Look, isn't I still talking to you?"
Whether this sentence comes from sincerity or falsehood, it at least gave Chu Chang some comfort. She smiled slightly and said softly: "Well, at least you are here to talk to me, so it's not lonely. It's just..."
Chu Changzai swallowed the following words and stopped talking. After all, she was not familiar with Chen Tang. The words she said just now were already a bit over the line, and the rest should be swallowed in her heart and could not continue.
At the end, Chu Chang cleverly changed the subject: "No need to talk about me anymore, it's not interesting. Tell me about you and the emperor. I feel that it must be a very romantic story."
As soon as Chen Tang heard Chu Chang's question, he immediately became concerned. Although she made up the words she said to Shen Huo, she implemented the concept of having to do a complete set of dramas. When she spoke, she was the same set of them no matter who she was with. Over time, she believed it a little.
From this point of view, if you tell too many lies, it is really possible that they will become the truth. At least in Chen Tang's opinion, what she said has already been true and there is no falsehood.
"If you want to talk about my encounter with the emperor, it can be considered a romantic story. The story starts from the severe drought in Shanxi-" Chen Tang looked gentle and quietly narrated her "encounter" with Shen Huo.
Chu Changzai didn't know that this was fake, and he was so envious of me just listening on the side. She looked a little dazed and thought sadly: If my encounter with the emperor was so romantic, would my status in the palace be very different now?
But imagination is just imagination, the fact is that Chu Changzai was just Shen Huo Wuxin, a small Changzai who was recruited into the palace by chance, and had never been taken to heart. Chu Changzai obviously understood this, so the unrealistic fantasy only made her think about it for a while and then she was severely extinguished.
In this water pavilion, the two chatted for a long time. From the palace to outside the palace, the most talked about was Shen Huo. At the end of the conversation, Chen Tang was still a little unsatisfied: "Let's go here first today. Chu Changzai. If I have time in the future, I will definitely go over to find you and chat with you."
"Okay." Chu Chang smiled slightly at Chen Tang, his expression was rather dumbfounded than gentle. The two left the Shuixi Pavilion one after another.
Regarding today's chat, Chen Tang only regarded this matter as a small episode of life, and did not take it to heart. After the chat, it would pass and didn't care. However, Chu Changzai took this matter seriously and thought about it over and over again.
She thought of the surprise when she saw Chen Tang at Shuixie, and the shock and jealousy in her heart when she learned that the person in front of her was Shen Huo's new favorite. Later, when she heard what Chen Tang said, the jealousy was gone, and only sadness was left. Looking back on these things, Chu Chang couldn't help but feel even more sad.
At night, the more Chu Changzai thought about it, the sadder she felt. She was alone
Chapter completed!