"Yajing, I did it on purpose, I wanted to die in front of you, because people are forgetful, just like Haoran, he promised me that he would quit gambling. When his father died, he was so sad, but in a blink of an eye, he went to gambling again. You said, how forgetful people are."

"Yajing, I know you are a good person, and I also know that you will definitely help me take care of my daughter and my mother-in-law, but my daughter and my mother-in-law are not your relatives after all. I am afraid that during this long time, you will gradually forget them. Yajing, I used to believe in human nature so much, but now I can't believe it, so I used this method, I waited until you came back and chose this way to die. I know how much impact this will bring to you, Yajing, because I hope that you can remember my death for the rest of your life. Sorry, my only scheming in my life is used on you. If Yajing has a next life, I will definitely be a cow and a horse to repay your kindness."

"Yajing, after my father died, when Haoran went to bet again, I had plans. I planned to hold my daughter and commit suicide. Do you know, there is a very big river nearby. I plan to jump into the river with my daughter in my arms. Yajing, I really plan to do this, but in the end, this idea was still dispelled by me. Do you know why?"

"Do you still remember the eve of your wedding? I, you, Su Xiaoru, and Fang Caiwei, who was as beautiful as a fairy in the sky, we gathered in the same room, we talked and laughed, chatted and ate together, and we laughed so hard that tears fell down. I thought about how happy and happy I was that night."

"So I looked at my daughter and suddenly hesitated. I thought, I couldn't take her to die. She has not grown up yet, has not experienced the joy of life, and has not talked and laughed with her sisters like this. How could I just take her to die? Yajing promised me to give her a happy life and must tell her not to be the second me. She must live happily. In the future, she must find a man who loves her and give her a happy life."

"Yajing, you must tell her that the biggest mistake of her mother in her life is to choose a man she loves but not her. This is the beginning of her mother's tragedy, so that she can't take the wrong path like her mother."

"Yajing, I gave my daughter a name, Lin Le. Maybe this reputation is very ordinary and not very nice, but it gave me all hope. She can be not beautiful or have no prospects, but she must live her life happily. Yajing, so I named her Lin Le."

"Yajing, at the end of the writing, I suddenly laughed, because the scene of that night echoed in my mind again, so happy and so happy, how much I want to live in such happiness, Yajing, I'm leaving, you must live well and always live in such happiness, you are lucky than me, if you have a man who loves you, you will definitely live happily and happily, Yajing, goodbye, goodbye forever."

Letter end here,

Mu Yajing burst into tears.

She remembered that Xia Lanlan had told her before that she had a lot of things to say to her and that she would definitely listen carefully.

And now she understood that what Xia Lanlan wanted to say was probably what she wrote in the letter.

"Blue Lan." Mu Yajing slowly stretched out her hand, and her fingers fell on Xia Lanlan's face, and her slender fingers were trembling: "You are so stupid. There are so many roads in the world, why did you choose a dead end? You are still so young."

"Why did you make such a confused decision? Lanlan, you are so stupid!"

"Yajing, the deceased has passed away." Yu Shaoqian's deep words rang in Mu Yajing's ears: "It is the most important to fulfill her wish."

These words woke Mu Yajing up.

Mu Yajing withdrew her hand.

She looked at Xia Lanlan, and the sadness on her face was replaced by a solemn one: "Lanlan, I promise you that I will take good care of Haoran's mother and your daughter in the future. Haoran's mother, I will regard it as my biological mother, and your daughter is also my biological daughter."

After saying that, she bent down and her face pressed on Xia Lanlan's face again. She murmured softly: "Lanlan, you can feel at ease. Also, if there is a next life, I don't want you to repay me. I just hope you will be happy and happy for the rest of your life."

Some small fragments emerged in my mind.

That was the first time we met Xia Lanlan. They volunteered together. Xia Lanlan was a girl who likes to laugh very much, and she smiled shyly.

She always thought that a girl who loves to laugh must be living in a very happy family.

But later, I accidentally saw a scar on Xia Lanlan's face. She asked Xia Lanlan repeatedly and found out that it was Xia Lanlan's mother who beat her. She was not her biological mother, but her stepmother.

At that time, she was so angry that she wanted to take Xia Lanlan to find the stepmother to judge, but Xia Lanlan said she couldn't go. She told Mu Yajing that she had a sister and a father. If her relationship with her stepmother was too stiff, it would make her family feel wronged.

And that time also made Mu Yajing know Xia Lanlan better.

This is an optimistic and tolerant female core.

She can still smile every day and consider others in such a bad environment. This is a girl with sunshine in her heart.

But such a girl chose to commit suicide.

Mu Yajing's tears fell down again.

Drop by drop, like a pearl.

...

Hospital.

Lin Haoran's head became clearer and clearer.

He was previously very excited about his father's affairs.

This caused him to feel a little mentally ill.

After being sent to the hospital, the doctor gave him a little drip and asked him to rest. After sleeping for a long time, Lin Haoran woke up.

After he woke up, his mind began to get normal.

Some memories also emerged in a vague way.

Something wrong with his mother before, and he forced him to take away his wedding ring with Xia Lanlan and pushed Xia Lanlan aside.

Lin Haoran sat up from the hospital bed with a "rubbing".

The nurse ran over.

"You have to worry about it."

Lin Haoran pulled the needle out of his hand regardless of it.

He is going home.

He wants to go home right away.

When Lin Haoran rushed out of the ward, someone happened to come towards him.

Lin Haoran paused.

The person who came was Mu Yajing.

Mu Yajing looked at Lin Haoran and felt sad.

She already knows.

Lin Haoran went to Nancheng, not to gamble.

My father's death brought stimulation to Lin Haoran.

Lin Haoran was a little mentally ill.
Chapter completed!