Chapter 714 You are more disgusting than a bed bug

She began to hate Mr. Yu.

She hated Mr. Yu for wanting her but couldn't marry her. In the end, she turned her hatred for Mr. Yu to her son.

Yu Yeli was beaten or scolded since childhood, and her mother refused to let him contact anyone.

When he offered to go outside.

His mother turned crazy and scolded: "You are just an illegitimate child, a pitiful and pathetic illegitimate child. As an illegitimate child, why should you go outside? You are also ridiculed and looked down upon when you go outside. You are more disgusting and disgusting than a bed bug!"

Then his mother would lock him in a small dark room without lights, and let endless darkness and fear surround him, until he kneels down to his mother and says he will never say he is going out again, and his mother will release him.

In this long letter, Yu Shaoqian and Mu Yajing seemed to see a child's dark and fearful childhood. Before the letter, they all said hatred for what their mother did. Until the end, Yu Yeli's words suddenly changed.

"Mother, I thought I hated you, I thought you were extremely hateful, but now I suddenly understood, maybe, I was wrong, are you just love but not right? I couldn't love my father, so my heart was twisted, I suddenly understood, because I also fell in love with a woman, I loved her very much, but that woman wanted to leave me, mother, my heart was also twisted, mother, I finally understood your pain, but not love but not, it turned out that the saddest pain in the world!"

The letter ends here.

Yu Shaoqian and Mu Yajing both withdrew their gaze from the letter at the same time. They looked at each other and were speechless for a long time.

After waiting for a while, Yu Shaoqian opened the letter Yu Yeli wrote to Mr. Yu.

When the letter was opened, Yu Shaoqian's eyes were filled with darkness.

After all, this letter was written to his biological grandfather.

This letter is also very short.

The three letters were very brief, except for the one written to my mother about her dark childhood.

"Father, should I call you that? Your blood flows through me, but you don't seem to be my father, because you have made my mother and me become shameless beings. We cannot walk in the light and be bathed in the sunshine outside."

"Father, I'm dead. I've found a way to prevent my body from rotting. Do you know why I do this? Only women care about appearances. Why is I, a man, also care about appearances? You must find it strange, right? Because you don't know how inferior and dark I feel in my heart."

"My mother told me since childhood that I am a despised being. I am not even as good as bed bugs and mice. It's disgusting. How inferior I am. Apart from this good-looking appearance, I have nothing to care about. That's why I want to keep my body and never decay. After all, you don't know how inferior your son is."

"I know, I am also a shame to you, but you are very happy now, because your shame, the stain in your life, finally died, and he died, and will never become your stain again."

The letter ends here.

Yu Shaoqian's breathing was a little depressed.

And Mu Yajing was also very silent.

She remembered that she was in Beicheng before, and Chen Shan told her that Yu Yeli was a very pitiful person.

She was very excited at that time.

She felt that such a devilish person would be pitiful!

But now after reading these three letters, especially those written by Yu Yeli to her mother, telling her childhood, she suddenly felt that Yu Yeli was pitiful.

This is a pitiful and sad but hateful person.

"Yajing, I will check the real cause of your father's death." A moment later, Yu Shaoqian's low voice came into Mu Yajing's ears.

Mu Yajing nodded, and a hint of relief flashed in her eyes.

Men can always think so carefully.

She hadn't mentioned it yet, and Yu Shaoqian had already thought about it.

"Is this the truth revealed?" she murmured suddenly.

It seems to be.

Except for the real cause of her father's death, everything was finally revealed.

Yu Shaoqian's eyes were deep: "It should be counted."

Mu Yajing didn't say anything.

Her mood was very complicated, without excitement or anger, but very complicated, and there was a hint of sourness.

Yu Shaoqian suddenly pulled Mu Yajing to sit on the bench.

He asked Mu Yajing to put his head on his shoulder: "Yajing, if you want to tell me what you want to say, I will talk to you."

Mu Yajing leaned her head on Yu Shaoqian's shoulder.

She looked at the ceiling quietly: "Yu Shaoqian, you said, has this man ever fallen in love with my mother?"

"I think, there is." Yu Shaoqian gave Mu Yajing a very affirmative answer: "However, he has serious psychological problems, extremeness, inferiority, distortion, and paranoidness."

It can be seen from the letter written by Yu Yeli.

This is a man with serious personality problems.

But it's not surprising.

It is not surprising that Yu Yeli's psychology will be distorted and divided with such a life experience, such a mother, and such a childhood.

"So my mother couldn't stand it and left in the end." Mu Yajing murmured: "He said that he just scared my mother and wanted to force my mother to submit. He said he was wrong, but why couldn't he know that he was wrong and how could he wake up early?"

If Yu Yeli could wake up early, or all tragedies would not exist.

Yu Shaoqian held Mu Yajing's hand and said in a low voice: "Yajing, if every step in the world could be taken just right, then maybe there would be no joys and sorrows in the world, just like, we went to that forest earlier, or if you read that book earlier, we would not have experienced such a long time of pain."

Mu Yajing's breathing condensed.

"But now we understand that it was a misunderstanding before, Shaoqian, we all understand that it has nothing to do with your father."

"Yes." Yu Shaoqian's voice became deeper and deeper: "Yajing, our mistakes can be saved, but many people's mistakes are that once they are wrong, they will never be saved."

Mu Yajing didn't speak anymore.

She fell into silence.

After waiting for a long time, Yu Shaoqian stretched out his hand, and his hand gently stroked Mu Yajing's long hair: "Yajing, the past has passed. I know you are uncomfortable, but it is all the past. People cannot always immerse themselves in the past grief. You still have Xiaobai, Niannian, and me."

This man's words gave Mu Yajing strength and support.

She raised her eyes and looked at Yu Shaoqian: "I promise you that I will adjust my mentality as soon as possible."

"I believe." Yu Shaoqian's eyes were burning: "Yajing, you have always been a very strong girl, whether it is the past, present, or the future."
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