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Chapter 228 Where should I sit?(1/2)

"Since you don't speak, then let me say it."

Chen Feier straightened her body and put her hands on the table. As usual when she was having a meeting with her subordinates, she felt that such a posture could keep herself rational and calm enough.

Taking a deep breath, she looked at Lin Ruoyin first and said slowly, "Lin Ruoyin, I have no brothers and sisters, so I have always regarded you as my own sister. Your innocence, your imagination, and your freedom have always been my envy. To be honest, if I could exchange my life, I would like to exchange everything for you..."

Speaking of this, Chen Feier smiled self-deprecatingly, "Haha, but you probably don't want to."

Lin Ruoyin lowered her head, looked at the plate of braised fish on the table, and said nothing.

Chen Fei'er continued, "Ruoyin, during this period, I have been talking about Gu Yun intentionally or unintentionally to you. I know that you are so smart, you must have guessed it, so I took the initiative to invite this dinner."

When Gu Laogou heard this, he realized why Lin Ruoyin suddenly had a dinner party. It turned out that Chen Feier was hinting that she was - this silly woman, after all, embarked on the old path of sacrificing herself and fulfilling others.

"I know you want to verify something, but I don't think it's time to waste. I can tell you now that everything you think exists."

Chen Feier looked at Lin Ruoyin and said word by word, "You have no misunderstandings, they are all true. I have indeed lived with Gu Yun..."

Lin Ruoyin has always believed that she is mentally prepared and that even if she hears the truth or hears the facts, she will never have too much reaction.

However, when she heard this, she felt a chill all over, but her eyes were hot. At this moment, everything in the room became distorted and bizarre, just like her pure feelings for Gu Yun, and as Gu Yun promised her... At this moment, everything collapsed beyond recognition.

But Lin Ruoyin didn't move or cry. She was just like a puppet, still staring at the fish in front of her, not wanting to move her eyes or not.

Judging from this scene, it seems that Lin Ruoyin is the victim, she is the most pitiful one.

One is his friend whom he regards as his sister, and the other is his boyfriend he loves deeply. Then he found that the two of them were secretly together with him on their backs. This kind of thing is bloody for any girl.

However, perhaps the pain in Chen Fei'er's heart at this moment was even better than Lin Ruoyin.

Maybe she is the most pitiful one.

Because after today, she may lose a sister she has always treated sincerely, and at the same time, she also loses a man she once gave up her self-esteem and wanted to keep.

If nothing unexpected happens, she will be the only one left in her life after today.

Eat noodles alone, sleep alone, sit by the window alone, watch the scenery alone, use her thin body to warm this big but cold house - just like she used to be

She thought her life had changed, but after only a few months, everything was knocked back to its original form... and then lost it after getting it, which is cruel to anyone.

At this time, Chen Fei'er's eyes were slightly wet, but she still gritted her teeth and decided to finish everything.

In this way, you can be decent enough to be free.

"Ruoyin, I know you must hate me very much now, and I don't ask you to forgive me. I just hope you can understand... Sister, I also have the right to pursue happiness and the urge to like someone, but because the person you may be hurt is you, I decided to... confess."

At this time, Chen Fei'er was already a little choked and her eyes were even more scarlet. But she didn't stop because she knew that if she didn't finish her words in one go, she would never be able to continue.

"Ruoyin, I was very nervous when you asked for this meal and even regretted it because I didn't know how to tell you about this so that you could understand me... We, we are not lying to you, not bullying you, but really just having an incorrect relationship at the wrong time... But later, I thought that since I have chosen to let you know all this, I should... bear the consequences of the choice."

After saying to Lin Ruoyin, Chen Feier breathed a sigh of relief, feeling that the stone that had been pressing on her heart these days had finally fallen to the ground.

At this time, Lin Ruoyin suddenly raised her head and looked at Chen Fei'er with tears in her eyes.

Her mouth opened slightly, as if she wanted to say something, which made Chen Feier's heart tighten.

Although Chen Fei'er spoke very rationally and resolutely, she was afraid that she would say very cold words and very cold words from Lin Ruoyin's mouth... Even if everyone never meets each other from today on, she would definitely not want to feel the chill from this little girl.

However, Lin Ruoyin didn't say that after all. When the first tears fell from the corner of her eyes, she looked down at the plate of fish again.

At this time, Old Gou Gu looked at him silently. He wanted to say something, but he found that nothing was appropriate.

Since the showdown has become like this, he feels that no routine is necessary now.

Then be sincere once.

The two girls wanted to say everything, and let them finish everything. After they finished speaking, they would talk about what they always wanted to say in their hearts.

If all this happens, the sword-holding man appears directly, then he has nothing to say.

The origin of the sword-holding man is that he has betrayed a woman. If these girls think that they have done so, then the sword-holding man will be able to rise again, which will be considered a cause and effect.

At this time, Chen Feier looked at Gu Yun again.

Originally, she had prepared a lot of things to say to Gu Yun. These words were not what she thought of today, but had already thought about them from the first day she was with Gu Yun.

She knew that one day she would tell him.

But at this moment, when it came to this day, she found that she could not speak at all.

Because she was too cruel, she couldn't bear to say it to him. She could no longer say it at this time. It was too plain and meaningless to say it, and it was too sharp, but it would only leave only hatred.

Why bother?

No matter what, it is a love affair.

No matter what, they are just a love affair.

Forget it, that's all.

Chen Feier withdrew her gaze from Gu Yun, took a deep breath, and used her last strength to say calmly, "I've finished speaking, but this is not my confession. Because in this matter, I don't know who is right and who is wrong. I just want to be fair and honest, so that everyone knows the facts."

Old Gou Gu looked at Chen Feier in surprise. After all, he thought that Chen Feier was ready to withdraw after saying this.

But what she said now was vaguely saying that she wanted to return the right to Lin Ruoyin and Gu Yun.

In fact, Chen Feier wanted to quit at the beginning, but just now, she suddenly changed her mind.

Because of her, she began to feel a little pitiful to herself.

This woman who seems to be pampered with all kinds of love is actually pitiful. She has been struggling in this complex circle for so many years, but now she has finally gained fame and fortune, but she is covered in scars.

I finally found a warmth that I thought I could rely on, and gave him everything I had been with him for thirty years, but in just one or two months, I was instantly defeated by reality.

Why? Is it because I am old? Or is it because I am not outstanding, kind, and beautiful enough?

So Chen Feier felt that even if she wanted to quit, she could never say it.

Otherwise, I would be too sorry for myself.

If you don’t even love yourself, then how can you ask others to love yourself?

When Chen Feier thought of this, she suddenly felt a soft and warm hand placed on the back of her hand.

When she looked up, she found that it was Lin Ruoyin's, which surprised her.

The little girl's eyes were still scarlet, but she was stronger than Chen Fei'er imagined - she didn't cry.

"Sister Fei'er..." Lin Ruoyin gently held Chen Fei'er's hand and said lightly, "You are not wrong, and I didn't force you to do anything. I just want to know the facts."

This short sentence made Chen Feier unable to hold back.

With her lips pursed, her nose felt sore and tears suddenly surged out.

Turning around, she held Lin Ruoyin's hand in the palm of her hand and then pressed it on her forehead.

At this moment, the two of them were speechless, but they were better than thousands of words.

But Old Gou Gu is a little lost... So now they have reached a settlement, right?

In what sense is it a reconciliation?

What should you say?

Suddenly I felt I couldn't.

Because this scene is completely different from what he imagined. After all, Lin Ruoyin had to set up this dinner first, and it seemed that she was just for trouble. But unexpectedly, when Chen Feier finished speaking, she actually... reconciled?

The atmosphere is a bit too warm and weird now, is it even weird?

Gu Laogou reminded himself to wake up. Lin Ruoyin's reconciliation was aimed at Chen Fei'er, and he did not say that he was reconciliation with him.

So the next focus should be on Lin Ruoyin.

Because Chen Feier had known Lin Ruoyin's existence before, to a certain extent, she had accepted "coexistence" with Lin Ruoyin, so she was not very angry with herself except for grievances - especially on the premise that Comrade Chen Dahong gave her a lot of good things last night.

However, we cannot be a little biased towards Chen Feier just because the focus is on Lin Ruoyin. At this time, there is only one basic attitude, which is to give them a balance and let them know that they are equally important to them.

In addition, this time it was not a production operation, but... it was just to say something from their hearts.

I have been buried in my heart and want to say it, but I have never had the chance to say it.

So, after a little pondering, Gu Laogou said in a deep voice, "I'm sorry, I'm actually the only one who is wrong, I know. Chen Fei'er, I know that you have an illusion of doing something wrong these days, but it's actually not necessary, because I took you to do something wrong step by step, and you just happened to fall in love with a little bastard like me. If there are consequences in this matter, it should be me, not you who don't owe anyone."

After saying that, Chen Fei'er, Gu Laogou looked at Lin Ruoyin again, and then said, "Ruoyin, I know you are very wronged now. For you, this fact is indeed too bloody.

We grew up together. When we were young, you bought me snacks and I fought for you... Until we met again a few months ago... In my eyes, you are naturally the girl closest to me, so no matter what happens, I am willing to be the first to stand by you.

I don't know if this kind of relationship is considered to be loving you very much, but I know that after hearing the news of your disappearance that day, I was very panicked and even a little helpless. I would think of a bad trick like 10 million to save you, and I completely lost the ability to think...

I admit that I am indeed very greedy, but the part of my greed is that I don’t want to like many girls, but I want to like you well and Feier well.

It may be difficult for you to accept all this, but since I have said this, I can only tell you my truest thoughts.”

When Gu Laogou said this, he looked at Chen Feier and Lin Ruoyin's hands in the middle of the table, and then made a final summary of the words.

"You two are the most important people in my life. There is no difference in the feelings I give you, because they have reached the limit. Because the person who made mistakes is me, so all the consequences should be borne by me. I only require... the three of us can finish this meal decently and quietly, and then I am willing to... disappear from your life forever."

As soon as the faint words fell, Chen Feier and Lin Ruoyin slowly turned their heads and stared at him in a daze.

Lin Ruoyin didn't say anything, and Chen Feier didn't say anything. The whole room was silent. The atmosphere was as depressing as a moment before the storm came, and the dark clouds were almost overwhelming.

If this is also a strategy, then Mr. Gu admits that he is indeed retreating to advance.

But isn't this what he said in his heart?
To be continued...
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