Chapter 2035: I have never hated you
"Uncle!" Xia Tian's sharp eyes were discovered, and he suddenly found him, "Mommy, it's uncle, hey, uncle is here."
Xia Chuchu nodded: "Well, I saw it."
Of course Li Yanjin will come today, which was as expected by her.
Li Yanjin came over; "Is this time just the time for supper?"
"Yes, yes, uncle, you came on time." Xia Tian said, "Let's have dinner together! I'll ask the servant aunt to get an extra pair of bowls and chopsticks!"
"Yeah." Li Yanjin nodded, "Okay."
Xia Chuchu said, "Let me make two more dishes in the kitchen."
Li Yanjin looked at her, her lips slightly raised.
At the dining table, Xia Tian was sharing what he was doing in the new school. Li Yanjin and Xia Chuchu both listened to it, with pity in their eyes.
This is the dear daughter of two people...
After dinner, while Xia Tian was watching the cartoon with all his attention, Xia Chuchu went to Li Yanjin and sat down to bring the two people closer.
Li Yanjin turned his head and looked at her.
He didn't know what Xia Chuchu suddenly approached him, but he understood that he must not...want to get close to him.
Sure enough, after Xia Chuchu sat close, he looked at Xia Tian, and asked in a low voice: "Xia Tian Kindergarten, what are you going to deal with about that parent's affairs?"
“There is a lawyer dealing with it.”
"Don't let Xia Tian know." Xia Chuchu said, "Don't let the father and son go easily."
"Don't worry, I understand."
"That's good, I don't have to worry about this anymore. I also hope that this matter will not have any impact on summer."
Li Yanjin said: "She just shared the matter about the new school and was very happy. She didn't see anything wrong."
"Yes," Xia Chuchu nodded, "I hope I'm too concerned."
Li Yanjin was silent for a while, hesitated for a long time before saying, "I... just came, I happened to see Sister Yan leave."
"Ah? Have you met?"
"Um."
Xia Chuchu asked, "What then? Did you say anything?"
"I said it." Li Yanjin replied, "I said everything. She said... she came to you to apologize, and you forgave her."
Xia Chuchu nodded: "Well...yes."
"Why...can you forgive me so easily?"
"That's my mother." Xia Chuchu said, "I gave birth to me and raised me. Even if she did something wrong, she admitted her mistake and realized her mistake. Do I still have to hold a hatred for her for the rest of my life?"
Li Yanjin didn't say anything. Xia Chuchu continued, "What's more, if my mother and I continue to be so angry, it will have a bad impact on Xia Tian. Sooner or later, she will see something is wrong between me and my mother. I don't want Xia Tian to feel that her family is in harmony.
”
Li Yanjin still didn't say anything.
Xia Chuchu looked at him in surprise, but didn't say it out.
She unconsciously licked her dry lips and continued, "Did you and my mother say anything else?"
Li Yanjin still remained silent.
Xia Chuchu was so strange.
She took the initiative to ask questions, why did Li Yanjin just look mute and just not speak?
"Li Yanjin?Li Yanjin?" Xia Chuchu called him several times, "Have you heard me talking?"
He raised his eyes and looked at her.
"Did you... hear?" Xia Chuchu hesitated and asked again, "What's wrong with you? It seems something is wrong..."
Li Yanjin's lips moved slightly several times, and finally, he spoke.
"Chuchu, you really forgave Sister Yan, right? Did you really forgive me?"
Xia Chuchu nodded: "Of course."
"Did you hold a grudge against what she did in the past?"
"Yes." Xia Chuchu said, "I forgive all of them. If I still care about it, would that be forgiven?"
"Chuchu. Then, what I want to ask you is... Have you forgiven Gu Yanbin?"
"No."
Li Yanjin continued to ask: "What if Gu Yanbin comes to you to apologize?"
Xia Chuchu paused for a moment, did not answer, but asked, "Li Yanjin...What do you want to say? What do you mean?"
"I just want to ask."
"Gu Yanbin will not come to apologize to me." Xia Chuchu said, "I just thought that Qiao Jingwei is tortured by you so much, and life is worse than death. She will not come to me, and say something to bow her head."
"Qiao Jingwei is Qiao Jingwei, Gu Yanbin is Gu Yanbin. Chuchu, for you, these two people are different."
"What's the difference? Li Yanjin, your thoughts are very strange. Is it time to this and now, do you still think there will be anything between Gu Yanbin and me?"
"...I know nothing. But I always feel that if Gu Yanbin apologizes sincerely and sincerely, you will still forgive him."
Xia Chuchu thought seriously for several seconds, then looked inside and felt his eyes and replied: "Maybe...I will forgive him."
Li Yanjin's eyes flashed slightly. Xia Chuchu said, "Because I don't want to care about these things with Gu Yanbin anymore. He will not appear in my life again, nor will he participate in any of my life anymore. Just like I and him have never known each other before. If I still have him until now
If you are petty, I will remember him in my life.”
Li Yanjin was a little surprised: "What do you mean..."
"Sometimes, forgiveness is not really forgiveness, but letting go." Xia Chuchu replied, "It is impossible for Gu Yanbin to get my real forgiveness with me. I just want to let myself go, not forgive him."
If you live in hatred for the rest of your life, then how boring it would be.
Although Gu Yanbin did something that hurt her, Xia Chuchu really didn't want to hate her anymore.
It is very tiring to hate someone.
"You mean, you don't have any feelings for Gu Yanbin, so for you, it doesn't make much sense to forgive him or not, right?"
"Yes." Xia Chuchu nodded, "That's what I mean."
"So, what about you to Sister Yan?"
"That's different." Xia Chuchu replied, "Li Yanjin, she is my mother. Can I always compete with my mother and be angry?"
Li Yanjin said, "I understand what you mean. Whether it is to Sister Yan, Gu Yanbin, or even... to Qiao Jingwei, you can actually not care about it and don't take it to your heart."
"Yes."
After being silent for a while, Li Yanjin said, "What about... what to me?"
Xia Chuchu was stunned.
Chapter completed!