Chapter 1254: I know it's impossible for us

"Let me tell you how I knew." Li Yanjin's expression was extremely serious. "Xia Chuchu, you said it yourself, and I heard it with your own ears. Do you think you said it would be fake?"

Xia Chuchu's eyes suddenly widened.

How could it be?

How is that possible?

She has no impression of it at all!

How could she say this and be heard by her uncle?

"No, no," she shook her head, "this is impossible!"

"Impossible? Then let me tell you well."

Li Yanjin said, slowly approaching her cheek, Xia Chuchu kept leaning back, trying to distance himself from him.

"Do you remember the time I took you out of the wine cellar?" Li Yanjin said, "Hmm?"

Xia Chuchu nodded subconsciously: "Remember..."

"I took you back to the bedroom and covered you with a quilt. You held my hand tightly and kept saying, "You love me, you love me very much, you can't live without me..."

Xia Chuchu's face was no longer bloody.

Oh my God... she actually said such things unconsciously!

And my uncle heard it!

This damn dream talk!

What should I do now? Do she still want to deny it? Will she not let go if she bite her?

"I didn't." Xia Chuchu said, "Uncle, you must have heard it wrong, sure."

"My ears are not deaf, and you pronounce them so clearly, how could you be wrong?"

Xia Chuchu pretended to be calm and said, "Then, maybe I had a dream. I...I can't remember it clearly. Besides, you, you are my uncle, and it's reasonable. Of course, I love you."

"Respectful love?" Li Yanjin seemed to hear some big joke. "You grabbed my hand, crying like a kitten, saying you love me. You told me, is it respectful love? Is it the love of the younger generation for the elders?"

Xia Chuchu didn't let go when he bites him: "Yes."

She could even imagine the scene at that time. She was frightened, so when her uncle approached her, she would instinctively approach him, stick to him, and say those words.

She was guarding against that, but in the end she didn't expect that she could not defend herself and was defeated by her dream talk.

No wonder she always felt that since the wine cellar incident, her uncle's attitude towards her has changed a lot.

It turned out that he heard what she said...

"Xia Chuchu, don't deny it. You love me. You can deceive me and anyone, but you can't deceive yourself."

Xia Chuchu gritted her teeth: "Uncle, since you heard it at that time, why didn't you ask me at that time? It's been so long now, but I'm here to catch this question?"

He whispered: "At that time... I didn't know what to do."

Xia Chuchu was stunned.

Li Yanjin continued, "But now I know what to do. Xia Chuchu, you can't... leave my side."

"Uncle, do you... do you know what you are talking about? Are you crazy?"

Xia Chuchu tried to use this method to make my uncle sober.

But he smiled: "If I'm crazy, then you will drive me crazy first. If you hadn't said those words in your sleep, Xia Chuchu, how could I be restless in these few days?"

"you……"

Li Yanjin looked at her seriously: "Xia Chuchu, I know it is impossible for us. I am your uncle and you are my niece. But I only have one request."

"What?"

"Don't leave me," he said, "No matter what, don't leave me. Just be in the Li family, so that I can see you anytime, anywhere, and I will be satisfied."

These words are almost equivalent to confessing.

Smart people can understand a deeper meaning in Li Yanjin's words.

Xia Chuchu, I also understood.

He wanted her to stay, but he knew very well that he could not be with her, and he would never have any love thoughts, so...

He just hoped that she would stay, just stay at the Li family, not to go anywhere, and he wanted to see her every day.

"Uncle, you just want me, stay? That's all?"

"Yes," Li Yanjin nodded, "That's all."

Xia Chuchu felt surprised and sad.

Surprisingly, even though my uncle knew about her love for him, he was not repulsive at all, and did not feel that she was hopelessly crazy regardless of the world.

But what's sad is...

He had never really put himself in his shoes.

He was happy that she stayed in the Li family, but what about her?

She wants to watch his and Qiao Jingwei's love every day?

She wants to love him clearly, but not have any intimacy with him?

She wants to pretend to be nothing every day, but in fact she loves him so much that she is exhausted?

No, Xia Chuchu thought, it would be too uncomfortable, too uncomfortable.

"Uncle, I will only be more painful for me to stay. And you...you have Qiao Jingwei."

He replied in a hoarse voice: "But Chuchu, if you leave, I will suffer a hundred and a thousand times more than you."

It's all about this, and it's a complete showdown between Li Yanjin and Xia Chuchu.

For Li Yanjin, how difficult it is to say this sentence that has been kept in his heart.

How difficult it is for him to take this step.

But for Xia Chuchu, there is only endless sadness.

She knew that he loved her and loved her deeply. Now even though he had lost his memory, he still couldn't control himself in the end.

But what if you love it?

Can love go against the will of heaven and change fate?

Can love transcend blood ties?

Can love make all difficulties simple and easy?

After a few seconds of quiet, Li Yanjin finally sighed softly: "After all, we are still too selfish. Chuchu."

She did not answer.

He kept lying around her waist and slowly let go.

Xia Chuchu regained freedom, but she would escape immediately without the imagination.

Her legs were so weak that she could not walk, so she could only lean on her body, support the back of the chair next to her, barely standing, stabilizing her body.

Li Yanjin was very irritable and touched his trousers pocket, which was empty and had no cigarettes.

After pausing for a long time, he said, "Sit here for a while and think about it. Chuchu, I... can't force you to leave or stay."

She nodded gently, sat down, and then she felt relieved that her palms were covered with sweat.

Of course, it's leaving.

In this situation, Xia Chuchu must leave. If he stays, he will be more and more mistakes with his uncle.

She wanted to cut off the feelings between herself and her uncle as soon as possible, and she could not solve them.

At the beginning, a few years ago, she did not decisively cut off this feeling, which led to a series of subsequent events.
Chapter completed!