"I've been pushing you forward all the time, forcing you to push you too hard." Li Yanjin replied, "I shouldn't have always asked you to go your life as I thought. Everyone has autonomy, right?"

Xia Chuchu nodded: "Yes" "So, I'm actually very glad that you said everything in your heart like that last time." Li Yanjin looked at her, "Those words can let me know where I'm not doing well enough, where I need to pay attention to, and where I need to

improve."

Then, he will gradually improve.

He can also become better at loving her.

Although he could no longer get close to her, it was not a bad thing to realize his mistakes and know what she thought.

"You are fine." Xia Chuchu said, "I am the bad ones, and I am the ones who need improvement."

"No, it's me. Chuchu, you are not wrong. I have always been the ones who are wrong."

Xia Chuchu suddenly laughed: "So, are we two going to take responsibility for each other now?"

"If Chuchu can, I would like to ask you something."

"Tell me." She nodded, "We both came out for this walk today to make it clear. I don't want to continue like this in the future. Some things, even if I avoid them, will be useless."

Li Yanjin looked at her, slowed down, and then spoke for a while.

"Do you really don't want our relationship to improve?" he asked. "You have to keep pushing us until we can't avoid it? Or, what you care about is just Sister Yan's objection."

"Actually, I don't know what I'm hiding or what I'm hiding. I used to be a person who would care about other people's opinions. But now, my personality has really changed a lot."

"I saw it."

"That time, I was so angry at you, so angry, and said some hurtful words. Actually, I'm sorry." Xia Chuchu said, "I had lost my mind at that time. Later, as soon as I calmed down, I regretted it."

"Yeah?"

If Xia Chuchu still regrets a little, it means that she still has feelings for him.

"Well. From then on, I think you have listened to me. You rarely come to me, and you don't even take the initiative to talk to me and don't get close to me. Just as I said, give me enough freedom and time."

"I don't dare to get close to you anymore."

"I've been avoiding you all the time," said Xia Chuchu. "If it weren't for Xia Tian's kindergarten this time, I might have been hiding."

Li Yanjin said: "Chuchu, it is useless to avoid it."

"I know it's useless, and the problem of things will not be solved." Xia Chuchu replied, "But at least I can give me a time to think calmly."

"I gave."

"Yes, you gave it to it. Li Yanjin, you are still the same as before, indulging me and tolerating everything about me. During this period, I have calmed down, I am free, and I have space, but I still haven't figured it out."

After a pause, Xia Chuchu said again: "Maybe, I can't figure this out."

"Many questions in this world don't need a complete and clear answer." Li Yanjin thought for a while and replied, "Maybe, is it enough to live a happy life?"

Xia Chuchu paused.

Then, she slowly turned around, raised her head, and looked at Li Yanjin.

She repeated Li Yanjin's words word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word word "Is it enough to live a happy life myself?"

"Um."

"What if our happiness is based on the pain of others?"

Li Yanjin immediately retorted: "Then, other people's happiness has also been based on our pain."

Although neither of them said it clearly,

However, both of them knew who this "other" was referring to.

Li Yan.

This is the hurdle that Xia Chuchu cannot overcome in his heart.

Like a demon in the heart.

"What you said makes sense," Xia Chuchu said, "but, she can do this, we can't."

"Zhuchu"

Li Yanjin wanted to say something, but when she said something, she suddenly realized that she seemed to have made the old habit of the past.

He began to try to push Xia Chuchu again, urging her, forcing her to move forward.

Don't fall twice in the same place.

Li Yanjin couldn't make two mistakes on the same thing.

so

"Chuchu." Li Yanjin pursed his lips and reorganized his language, "Just as you feel happy."

But she shook her head: "I have never been happy, I have never been."

"So, what you think you should do, then do it."

"Okay." Xia Chuchu raised his hand and interrupted him, "I won't talk about this question now. Xia Tian is the most important one."

Between her and Li Yanjin

Looking back, it has been so many years since the day we started to fall in love.

The relationship between two people is so bumpy and rough.

After so many years, you are still you and I am me.

Not us.

"Chuchu." Li Yanjin said, "Well, then, let's not talk about these things, which will make you unhappy. What do you want to deal with the matters related to summer?"

Xia Chuchu said: "Summer still needs dad."

Li Yanjin's heartbeat suddenly accelerated a lot.

What she means

Li Yanjin suddenly became a little nervous, and he swallowed his saliva with nervousness, not knowing what he was going to say.

Xia Chuchu looked at his eyes: "It's not too late to take advantage of now. I want to find an opportunity to let Xia Tian know that you are actually her father."

"I can't ask for this." Li Yanjin replied, "But, you can't say this casually, be cautious."

"Of course I know. If, now, I go and tell Xia Tian that you are her father, I think she would think that I am joking. She used to subconsciously think that you are her uncle, how could she suddenly become a father?"

"yes."

"This is also a problem I'm worried about." Xia Chuchu said, "What should I do to tell Xia Tian about this and make her believe it? She believes it, it's not difficult. I'm just afraid that she won't accept it, and then it will have a counterproductive effect."

Li Yanjin pondered for a moment: "Yes. I didn't think of a good solution for a while."

"Me too."
Chapter completed!