Chapter 145 Emotional Trust
"Mom, sometimes when I fall in love with someone, I will no longer care what I want, and I will no longer feel wronged or wronged. I only know that I love him. If I had no him, my life would be colorless, and I would not know what the meaning of my life is."
However, life is like this, there is no perfect thing, and there will be no value and meaning that makes her feel that she can exist.
However, Huo Qishao doesn't love her, that's a fact, and Huo Qishao married another woman, it's a fact.
Mo Liying may feel pain, but she knew in her heart that even if it was pain, she didn't care.
Now that Huo Qishao has finally arrived in the United States, she certainly has to seize this opportunity and give her and Huo Qishao a new beginning, even if she uses any means.
This is what she wants to do.
But Su Yujing felt that the whole villa was empty because Huo Qishao was not at home.
Sometimes, a habit and an expectation are really scary and will make her not know what to do.
Aunt He was afraid that Su Yujing had a bad appetite, so she got up early in the morning and prepared various breakfasts.
When Su Yujing saw the breakfast on the dining table, she suddenly felt warm.
"Aunt He, it's okay for me. You don't have to be so troubled." Su Yujing suddenly felt that her appetite was particularly good.
Aunt He smiled, "No trouble, no trouble at all."
After Su Yujing had breakfast, she was about to go to the company.
"Madam, if you feel uncomfortable, remember to go to the hospital for examination. You can't be careless." Aunt He did not forget to remind Su Yujing before going out.
Su Yujing nodded, "Okay, I understand, don't worry!"
After saying that, Su Yujing drove to the company.
Qiao Xin was in the garage and saw Su Yujing driving to the company by herself, she immediately walked towards her, "Yujing, are you okay? I thought you would go to the hospital today."
Su Yujing smiled faintly, "I'm fine, don't be so anxious to go to the hospital."
In fact, Su Yujing was afraid that all this was just her own illusion.
Maybe it doesn't matter if you wait any longer.
Qiao Xin looked at Su Yujing and shook her head, "You don't care about such a big thing at all?"
"Qiao Xin, I'm fine, actually, I'm..." Su Yujing looked at Qiao Xin, "Actually, I'm afraid it's just a waste."
Some things suddenly appear when you don’t want them, and those things come with surprises, but if she repeatedly wants to force and expect them, she will probably just fail in the end.
Su Yujing doesn't dare now, and she is also afraid, so she doesn't want to face it, so she feels that these things seem to be so simple.
If she was calm, she might still feel that life would not be desperate, and life has great expectations.
When Qiao Xin heard Su Yujing say this, she nodded slightly. Perhaps, Su Yujing actually really wants a child and wants to have a child with Huo Qishao.
That's why she didn't dare to go to the hospital for examination at this time, and the fact that she was pregnant.
"Okay, then wait a little longer, but I think you'd better be careful. It's said that you'll be particularly fragile when you're pregnant." Qiao Xin didn't have experience in this area, so she didn't know what to say.
Su Yujing smiled, "Don't worry, I'll pay attention."
The two walked into the elevator together and arrived at their respective office floors.
Su Yujing was busy all morning and almost didn't even have time to drink water. It was noon that she could sit at her desk and rest quietly for a while.
Qiao Xin knew that Su Yujing was busy today, so she waited for her to finish her work before she came to ask her to have lunch together.
The two of them went to a restaurant together, and Su Yujing felt that her stomach had started to roar and began to protest against her.
"Yujing, the president has contacted you, right?" Qiao Xin asked while eating.
"Well, when he arrived at the airport, he called me. I said that if he was busy, he wouldn't have to call me all the time." Although Su Yujing said it relaxed, she actually knew in her heart that this time, Huo Qishao went to the United States, and this project was not so easy to solve.
Moreover, there was Mo Liying there, which I felt relaxed, but now it became complicated.
If Su Yujing doesn't care about these things, it seems that it's not right. If Su Yujing doesn't care about them, she can't help with anything.
So, Su Yujing could only tell herself that he could solve the problem and that he could handle everything well. No matter what the final result was, as long as it was good, she should feel at ease.
"Because Mo Liying is here, I wonder if you will be worried?" Qiao Xin also looked at it from the perspective of a woman.
She hopes that Su Yujing will not be hurt because of Mo Liying, and she does not want anything bad between Su Yujing and Huo Qishao.
After all, the lethality of this woman, Mo Liying, is too great to make people unable to understand and so great that it makes people unable to breathe.
Otherwise, Huo Qishao wouldn't need to go there in person.
"I'm still very relieved about Qi Shao. If he and Mo Liying really have something, they don't have to wait until they go to the United States on purpose? Moreover, I think I still understand Qi Shao. He only wants to do what he wants to do, rather than being forced to do what he doesn't want to do."
At this point, Su Yujing is actually very clear about it, and she also knows him.
It is because of this understanding and trust that Su Yujing feels that no matter what the result is, she can face it well.
Qiao Xin was much more relieved when she heard Su Yujing say this.
"Well, it's good for you to think so, but it's better for you to look at the president more. We won't know what kind of means Mo Liying will use." Qiao Xin had this idea, and of course, Su Yujing would have it in her heart.
Because she understood that what she had to face and what she was going to do was actually like this.
Mo Liying uses any means just to get it.
But Su Yujing only knows how to face everything with emotion and love.
She used to be foolishly trapped in a relationship, but now she is willing to face him with a better attitude? She is clear in her heart that she has a deep relationship with Huo Qishao, so deep that she doesn't know how to face it.
Her feelings for him were so deep that she could not say she could give up easily.
When she just woke up as Su Yujing, she told her that no one could believe it, she could only believe it.
At that time, she once told herself that she had to face a lot of things, she had to do and face them. She was not afraid of the final result, she just hoped that Ye Dehai would be well.
When she slowly lost everything, she realized that she seemed to have really missed a lot.
Later, she realized that some love came from the wrong time and some efforts came too early, and they could never meet at the right time, nor could they missed at the wrong time.
This is the pain of life.
o39;"What Mo Liying wants to do is her business. Maybe some of her feelings are real, maybe she is not the one who gives up easily. After all, they have known each other for so many years, and they have been together for a long time before. Women are always prone to giving feelings." Su Yujing was very calm, but she also felt particularly relaxed.
If she told herself that what she should do is right and what she should do is wrong, that life would be too light, so everything is there now, right?
Meeting Huo Qishao was an accident in Su Yujing's life. Falling in love with him was something she had never thought of.
But now, what she wants is two people to stay together for a lifetime. Does she want such love and marriage?
Of course, Qiao Xin knew it clearly. Su Yujing cared about Huo Qishao very much, otherwise she would not give everything.
A woman's efforts to love are probably something others cannot understand.
When she watched Su Yujing walk through this step by step from the beginning to now, she felt that many things seemed to have become different.
However, Qiao Xin saw the firmness and expectation on Su Yujing's face, so she smiled.
Because she knew that only Su Yujing could have everything like this.
After lunch together, the two returned to the company together.
Su Yujing sat at the desk, and she looked at the photo in front of her. It was a rare photo of her and Huo Qishao. It was she thought she was just acting in a play.
Everything that was originally seemed to have changed now, no longer what she thought, life has no expectations and is unknown, this is what she cannot understand.
The future is not in the expectation she thought. Su Yujing told herself that as long as she loves it, that is enough, as long as she never gives up, it is enough.
Everything else is no longer so important, and it is no longer what she thought.
Now, perhaps she still has a little life in her belly, which is a surprise and a miracle for her.
She was once disappointed in her own life, she was once despair of losing relatives, losing lovers, and becoming a despair. All her expectations and dreams were empty, and she could not accept all of this.
And now, she has full love and expectations, which is her life and the future she should face.
A Moliying would not affect her. Su Yujing insisted so much, and she felt that a Moliying would have no effect on her.
As long as she smiles, as long as she insists on loving her, that's enough.
I don’t know what Huo Qishao is doing now. Is he busy staying up late to work overtime, or having a good rest, or he will think of her at the same time.
Chapter completed!