Chapter 182 Hate Because of Love
Jiang Wanqiu looked at Qi Kun's back as she left, and suddenly, she felt that her heart seemed empty. It was a feeling that she didn't know what to say. Perhaps, she didn't know how her life should begin.
She just wanted to say, is this really what she wanted?
Does she really want to take everything by herself? Is she really willing to let go of this relationship? Maybe, for her, this is a beginning, but if she can't let go of the past, how can there be a new beginning?
Missing over the past few years has become a kind of past. Everything she has endured in recent years has been exchanged for the same result.
Just because she is Jiang Wanqiu, not Qi Ya, she is destined to lose this relationship.
Is there any other choice between her and Qi Kun besides letting go of everything?
She didn't know what she should do to be right, and she didn't know what she should do to be her future.
Jiang Wanqiu watched Qi Kun drive away, and she could only stand on the balcony on the second floor, without saying anything, just heartache.
She lost everything she deserved to lose.
She has also loved, been crazy, and suffered. Now, is it time for her to completely let go?
Qi Kun looked through the rearview mirror of the car and looked at her petite figure standing there. He had persisted in this relationship for so many years and had also found Jiang Wanqiu for so many years. Therefore, he would not give up, and he would not let her bear all the pain alone and lose everything.
The attitudes of the Qi family are very clear. At least, they have not changed so far, and maybe they will not change in the future.
Then should she have to guard Jiangnanyuan by herself?
Qi Kun returned to Qi's family. I don't know how long it has been. He has not returned to the Qi's house. For him, everything here has brought him pressure. When he met Jiang Wanqiu and fell in love with her, he could see a freshness that he had never felt before. When he was with her, he would feel extremely relaxed. It is precisely because of this that he was able to give his feelings for so long. It is precisely because of this that he understood that everything he now, everything he understood, was not accidental, but an unimaginable fate.
"Brother Kun, you are finally willing to come back. Let's go. I will accompany you upstairs to see your room. I will clean it for you today, and the bed sheets and quilt covers have changed your favorite color." Qi Ya put her arms around his arm and snuggled into his arms.
Qi Kun pushed her away, "I only stayed here for one night. The room is not important at all. If my room should have specifications and layouts for me, then I wouldn't have lived in Jiangnan Garden for so long." As soon as Qi Kun said this, Qi Ya's face changed.
It turned out that she thought Qi Kun gave in, but she thought Qi Kun agreed to come back because he had figured it out and because he had given up Jiang Wanqiu.
But now she has just realized that for Qi Kun, only Jiang Wanqiu is the only existence in his heart, and only Jiang Wanqiu is the most important to him.
"Brother Kun, can you still not let her go so far? But, doesn't she want you anymore?" Qi Ya really didn't understand, what is Jiang Wanqiu? Did she really think she could get everything easily? Did she really think she could get everything from the Qi family at will?
Regardless of whether Qi Ya has any ideas about the Qi family or whether she has any ideas about the Qi family, at least, she wants to become the young lady of the Qi family. Only by becoming Qi Kun’s wife and Mrs. Qi can she have more, and there are much more than the current Qi family lady.
Qi Kun looked at Qi Ya, "Qiya, it's one thing to love me or not, and whether I still love her is the same thing, so don't think about it, we can only be brothers and sisters."
For her, he had no love, and he couldn't stay in the air. His heart was filled with Jiang Wanqiu and could no longer tolerate Qi Ya.
"Brother Kun, but I have loved you since I was a child. You know what my biggest dream in my life is. My biggest dream in my life is to be your wife." This is Qiya's love, but it is her own love.
"Qiya, that's my business and it has nothing to do with you. I don't want my life to be troubled." Qi Kun already said it very clearly, and he had nothing else to say. If she had persistence alone, it would not change anything. If Qi Kun was a person who was willing to compromise, then he would not have left the Qi family for so many years, just for the waiting and dedication of this relationship.
Of course, he also knew very well in his heart that he was willing to make this effort because he loved Jiang Wanqiu deeply in his heart. It was because of this deep love that he was willing to give up everything.
Qi Ya felt naturally uncomfortable when she listened to Qi Kun's words, because she understood that all her feelings for him and all her efforts to him could only be a waste. Of course, she was unwilling to do so.
Qiya hopes that all his efforts can be rewarded, and she also hopes that Qi Kun can give her the same love, but she can't get it. Naturally, because of this failure, it will make Qiya feel too much hatred in her heart.
Now that Jiang Wanqiu is back, Qi Kun will not give up. Therefore, Qi Ya uses no matter what method Qi Kun uses to get Qi Kun back to Qi's family, but some feelings are not changed because Qi Kun comes back.
Just like what Qi Kun said just now.
Qi Kun returned to the room and looked at everything in front of him. It was strange to him, but so what? Everything he cared about was like life, and it was not here either.
Therefore, all of this will not have any impact.
If some people have to use all their lives to love, then what does this mean to them? If some people have to use all their lives to love until the end of their lives, what kind of feelings will it be?
Perhaps such a relationship is not that important to others and nothing, but for Qi Kun, it is very important.
Qi Ya stood outside Qi Kun's room, and there was a kind of resentment on her face. Her whole relationship started from the first time she saw Qi Kun. At that time, she was a noble lady from the rich family, and the two families were family friends. She met him at a banquet.
From the first sight of Qiya, she fell in love with him and decided to marry him in this life.
It is because of this kind of heart that even though her family has nothing, she is the only one left. So when Mr. Qi brought her back from the orphanage and named her Qiya again, she did not hesitate at all. For her, this was the best result.
However, all her efforts to him were still unable to defeat a woman with nothing in the end.
Could it be that this is the only result of her life in Qiya? No matter how much she pays or loses, will she not be able to get Qi Kun's feelings in the end?
She was unwilling to accept everything like this.
At this time, Qi Kun's room door opened, and Qi Ya saw Qi Kun walk out of the room, with a coat hanging in his arms and a car key in his hand.
"Brother Kun, it's so late, where are you going?" Qi Ya asked him.
Qi Kun just glanced at her indifferently, "Do you have to report where I go?"
After saying that, he passed her and walked straight downstairs.
Qi Ya looked at Qi Kun's back and she could only sit there.
Qi Kun drove to the bar and saw Huo Qishao sitting there, "Brother Huo."
"You are here, how are you? Today I heard that Mr. Qi took his family to take you back to Qi's house. Are you okay?" Huo Qishao asked.
Qi Kun just smiled faintly, "I'm fine, I'm just afraid that Wanqiu will suffer grievances alone. She suffered all the hardships for me, but now, I can't do anything for her."
"Okay, you don't have to think too much. I'll take the time to see Wanqiu. She should be able to understand your intentions. She still has feelings for you." Huo Qishao could see that she had used up everything Jiang Wanqiu had now.
Because Huo Qishao knew that during those years, Jiang Wanqiu was on the verge of death again and again, and persevered for love again and again.
Therefore, it is not easy for her to survive like this. If she has no feelings, then she can return to Jiangnanyuan and end it all in just one sentence.
Then why did she choose to hide? That is because she doesn't want to give up this relationship. But this time, if she is willing to let go, she will speak up and drive Qi Kun away. It's just that she has decided to let go of this relationship. She doesn't want to love anymore, but can she let it go? No one knows, only she herself.
"No matter how deep she has feelings for me, she should know that for her, I am willing to give up everything. For her, I don't want anything. Then why does she still make such a choice?" Of course, Qi Kun knew in his heart that Jiang Wanqiu did not have no feelings for her, but they had to make such a choice. It was a pain for no one to say.
This is everything they should face, and it is also the most difficult thing they have to face in the future.
Chapter completed!