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The effect of tears is not just to keep your eyes moist.
Emotional tears, for women who are good at using them, are lethal weapons.
You must have such a time. When you argue with someone loudly, you have the advantage and thought you would win a great victory, but at this time the other party suddenly collapsed and burst into tears. Your sympathy will arise, put away your verbal and verbal attacks, and even in the end you will take the initiative to comfort the other party.
Of course, you may be the one who cried loudly. Why couldn’t I hold back my tears and burst into tears at that moment? Chen Jiangnian didn’t understand what kind of mentality they had when those who showed weakness in front of the “enemy” were. She was never weak except in front of Shen Qingsu. Therefore, even if a child who could cry had milk, she would not use this method to win Shen Qingsu’s love.
At this moment, Chen Jiangnian felt really distressed, but she also maintained her elegance. "What's wrong with Ziyun?" Although her heart was about to be angry, she still told herself: Be elegant and be like an adult. The matter between her and Shen Qingxuan is between them. She wanted a reason, but she had to wait until there were only two of them. She didn't want to be a little embarrassed.
How cheap people are, Chen Jiangnian sighed.
Qi Ziyun seemed to notice that when Chen Jiangnian arrived, Shen Qingxi gently pushed her away and whispered: "Stop crying." Shen Qingxi distanced her. Qi Ziyun sniffed, "I don't want to stay here at night."
"It's okay if you don't live here, but you have to consider Ruan Ruan, right?" Chen Jiangnian reminded her, "Ruan Ruan is still waiting for you."
"You should be with your peers more." Shen Qingsu raised his hand and wiped Qi Ziyun's tears. Chen Jiangnian's heart was about to be sore. "When I left, Ruan Ruan was still inside. With Mr. Jiang, you go over and take a look. Try not to leave Ruan Ruan alone. She drank a lot." Shen Qingsu was still worried.
"Then will she go to your house?" Qi Ziyun pointed out.
"Live at my house for the time being." Shen Qing said.
Chen Jiangnian stood beside him, his face was cold and he was very careful.
"How long is it for the time being?" Qi Zijun asked after him. Shen Qingxi was about to speak, but Chen Jiangnian turned a cold tone, "I live in Shen Qingxi's house, not yours. How long it lasts has nothing to do with you." Qi Zijun was startled by her stern slut, and she didn't say anything, but just grabbed Shen Qingxi's clothes. Shen Qingxi turned her head and looked at Chen Jiangnian. Chen Jiangnian always felt that there was anger in her eyes, which made her feel even more disturbed.
"Okay, let's go and see Ruan Ruan's situation first, and report to me for safety." Shen Qingxu gently patted her shoulder. This was an action that Chen Jiangnian had seen more, and it was also an action that Shen Qingxu and Qi Ziyun had physical contact. Shen Qingxu gently pushed him, "Go, I'll look at you." Qi Ziyun walked reluctantly, and after a few steps, Shen Qingxu stood there until Qi Ziyun could not see it.
Chen Jiangnian had no choice but to be angry. She was born with a slight scruple in the person she cared about. So, Chen Jiangnian walked forward without waiting for Shen Qingxuan. The two of them kept a certain distance from the beginning. Chen Jiangnian's speed quickly slowed down. Of course, it was not to deliberately wait for Shen Qingxuan, but to be a little tired, and the alcohol was a little rushing, making her feel a little disgusted.
Shen Qingxuan's speed was not sure how fast Chen Jiangnian was, but she didn't catch up with her, so this speed was slow in her opinion. For this reason, Chen Jiangnian's unhappiness was even more serious, so the disgust became more obvious, and the stomach seemed to be beginning to turn over.
Chen Jiangnian walked while stroking her heart and taking deep breaths, but she still started to retching. The speed was slower. In the end, because of a strong sense of nausea, she had to stop, adjust her breathing, and panting. She had been spinning in her eyes because of the retching, and was about to fall.
Shen Qingxuan's hand gently held her, as if she had opened the floodgates of her heartache. Before, she could bear it, but at this moment, she felt that the pain was so heartbroken that tears quickly filled her eyes. Chen Jiangnian struggled, and Shen Qingxuan held it tighter. Chen Jiangnian retching and poured up, and she said with difficulty: "Let go, I want to vomit." Shen Qingxuan let go, Chen Jiangnian leaned over slightly, and Shen Qingxuan gave her a back.
Tears were probably attracted by gravity and fell down in fear. It was so embarrassing. Chen Jiangnian stood up straight and turned her back to Shen Qingsu. She wanted to raise her hand to wipe away the tears. Shen Qingsu walked around her, blocked her with her arms, and said softly: "Don't move."
How many people will carry veils around these days? However, the veil in Shen Qingxi's palm is soft and fragrant, with the unique smell of Shen Qingxi's body, which makes Chen Jiangnian's heart feel tight and painful.
Shen Qingxu wiped her tears, and regardless of her wishes, he took her hand and walked to the pavilion next to him, saying, "You sit here for a rest." Shen Qingxu called Ruan Yue and asked her to hang out the medicine, and at the same time told her to drive over.
Chen Jiangnian sat in the pavilion. Maybe she was too hot. She felt that the night breeze was slightly cool, and her eyes were also cold after crying. Shen Qingxiu under the moonlight was like a goddess, with a layer of hazy light being coated by the silver moonlight, so unreal.
Is Shen Qingxuan hers? It's not hers. Shen Qingxuan never admitted that it was hers. The intimate contact these days gave her an illusion. When Chen Jiangnian thought of this result, her heart ached again. After Shen Qingxuan called, he stood in front of her and said, "If it's uncomfortable, just cry." Chen Jiangnian was awkward, but angry, "I didn't cry, I just retching for too long." Shen Qingxuan nodded, not saying too much.
It was so close that it only needed a hug to break all the freezing. Shen Qingxuan stood there and didn't move. Chen Jiangnian was really angry. He wanted to say that someone could keep a distance just now, why is there no one still like this? She was angry, so she refused to take the initiative.
"Are you better?" After a long time, Shen Qing asked, Chen Jiangnian lowered her head and didn't say anything. Maybe she had been sitting for too long and was a little tired. She wanted to find a place to lean on her. Chen Jiangnian shook her body, and Shen Qingnian almost subconsciously moved. Chen Jiangnian just shook, so Shen Qingnian was standing there after all.
Time was a little hard to bear every minute, and it could be sweet. Chen Jiangnian thought sadly, will you die if you come over and hug me? He was holding Qi Ziyun just now, why can't I come over and hug me? Just because I don't cry, wouldn't I jump into your arms? I don't do that, don't you know why? I don't want you to make things difficult... When Chen Jiangnian was thinking this way, she felt that Shen Qingxu suddenly leaned over, and her hand fell on her shoulder, not an illusion, "Mr. Chen? Haven't left yet?" Chen Jiangnian heard someone calling Shen Qingxu, almost subconsciously avoided it, and pushed Shen Qingxu away.
Hearing a colleague from the head office. Shen Qingxuan was unprepared and pushed back. She turned around and said, "Yeah, let's leave later."
“Then slow down the road.”
"Well, have fun at night." Shen Qing said.
The colleagues left, and their distance was even further away. This time, it was Chen Jiangnian who recommended it.
Shen Qingxu didn't get closer, and stood there, with her back facing Chen Jiangnian, motionless. Chen Jiangnian felt sorry for no reason. Will Shen Qingxu misunderstand her? She thought she didn't want to be touched just now? No, she just didn't want to cause trouble to Shen Qingxu, so she pushed it away.
God is always so annoying. When he is so good at picking, Shen Qingxuan finally hugged her, but let others make trouble. Chen Jiangnian thought this way, but she didn't know how to speak to break the tranquility at this moment. Shen Qingxuan stood there, never moving, and her lonely back looked a little cold.
Madan is just a hug! At this moment, Chen Jiangnian felt that she was simply sick. She obviously wanted to have physical contact with her, and it would be good for anyone to hug her. So, Chen Jiangnian stood up with the rising wine and hugged Shen Qingsu suddenly.
Shen Qingxi's body suddenly tensed, as if it was frightened. Chen Jiangnian's heart began to hurt unstoppably again. "Shen Qingxi~" Shen Qingxi's body was trembling slightly, "Shen Qingxi~" Chen Jiangnian called her, but Shen Qingxi did not respond. Chen Jiangnian just hugged her like that, rubbing her cheeks gently on her back, "Why do you want to push me away but you can hug Qi Ziyun? Why?" After all, he asked.
"Mr. Chen!" Ruan Yue suddenly saw Shen Qingxi's body being held stiffly. She was startled and screamed, and realized that she was too stupid. The person who hugged Mr. Chen should be Chen Jiangnian? Shen Qingxi struggled and took a deep breath. It seemed that she had been holding her breath just now. "Chen Jiangnian, let go." Her tone was very light, but she could not refuse.
Chen Jiangnian was stunned and let go. After getting in the car, Ruan Yue handed over the wardrobe medicine. Shen Qingxuan still took the initiative to open it and handed it to her, but there was no more movement. No one got close to them at a distance from one person. Ruan Yue didn't understand very well, was this a quarrel? He was hugged by Chen Jiangnian just now, and Mr. Chen's posture seemed to be repulsive. Chen Jiangnian was the same. He was outside, and he had to hug him from the front. It felt so insecure to hug him from the back.
When he got home, Shen Qingxuan still gave Chen Jiangnian a bath water first, "Take a bath, rest early." Shen Qingxuan seemed a little tired. Shen Qingxuan didn't talk much on weekdays, but at this moment, he was even less. Chen Jiangnian wanted to look at Shen Qingxuan more, but Shen Qingxuan didn't give her a chance, and she didn't even have a redundant look. Shen Qingxuan turned around and went to take a shower.
When Chen Jiangnian came out, the hair dryer was placed on the table. Shen Qingsu didn't even help her blow her hair. Are you angry? Chen Jiangnian stood at Shen Qingsu's door for a long time and didn't knock on the door. She knew that Shen Qingsu took a shower faster than her, so she went back to the room first.
Chen Jiangnian stood for a long time, turned around and blew her hair, thinking to herself, go back to another bedroom to sleep, but she still stared at Shen Qingsu's door and looked at it for a while. Qi Ziyun, who is Shen Qingsu? In the past, Chen Jiangnian was always jealous, but never thought deeply. Perhaps, they were relatives? But Qi Ziyun's attachment to Shen Qingsu clearly seemed to be more helpless to Qi Ziyun. Chen Jiangnian thought of herself. Every time she lost her temper, was Shen Qingsu helpless? She always said that she didn't want to make things difficult for her, but once she was sad, she forgot everything.
Chen Jiangnian was barefoot in the living room, reviewing herself barefoot. Tonight, Shen Qingxuan did not take the initiative to look at Qi Ziyun. Her only action was to gently pat Qi Ziyun on the shoulder, as if it was a long habit. But when he was in the pavilion, Shen Qingxuan did take the initiative to touch her. If there were no one in the way, they might have hugged each other.
Chen Jiangnian looked down at herself, raised her arms, and she wanted to hug Shen Qingxiu. So, Chen Jiangnian went back to the room to get the pillow and walked towards Shen Qingxiu's bedroom. She held the door handle and twisted it gently, as if she couldn't believe it, and twisted it again. The door was indeed locked.
Shen Qingxuan, locked the door because of her? Shen Qingxuan was guarding against her? Chen Jiangnian's heart suddenly became complicated.
Chen Jiangnian leaned against the wall, wondering if it was time to knock on the door or what to do. Before, Shen Qingsu had never locked the door. Does this mean that Shen Qingsu had a grudge against her? Why? Shen Qingsu, I have never done anything to hurt you.
Chen Jiangnian's body slid down the wall, and she sat on the ground, facing Shen Qingsu, she was always at a loss. Now, that feeling was even worse, because Shen Qingsu refused to say anything, and she didn't understand, so she could not avoid Shen Qingsu's sensitive point. Just like this morning, the moment Shen Qingsu woke up, she was unexpected.
Chen Jiangnian was sitting at Shen Qingxi's door, thinking about it randomly, drinking, exhausted, sad... and rushed up together. The person was too tired and fell asleep at the door. Shen Qingxi in the room tossed and turned. The brief sleep this morning made her realize that her tight strings were loose, and it was undeniable that there was a reason for Chen Jiangnian. That kind of uneasiness began to breed again. It was her taboo to be too at ease with someone.
Since she first met Chen Jiangnian, she has not given her due vigilance, and even all the contacts she later had. After returning to China, she has never been so ties with anyone, and she has been alone for the rest of her life. She has no intention of love, only desire, she can play with it when she wants to play with it, and throw it away when she wants to. It has always been like this, but for Chen Jiangnian, her initial mentality seems to be different from the past.
She said that the two calls she answered today were all unhappy. However, they were all unwilling to let go. It would be better if people were more selfish when they were alive. But if a third person was involved, how could they be selfish safely? Shen Qingxuan couldn't lie down and wanted to go to the meditation room, so she got out of bed.
At the door, Shen Qingxu saw Chen Jiangnian. She was like a puppy who was protecting her master's safety. She curled up at the door, holding her arms... Pillow. Shen Qingxu squatted down and pushed her gently. Chen Jiangnian murmured, not very happy. Shen Qingxu pushed again, and Chen Jiangnian murmured and murmured something. Shen Qingxu didn't hear it clearly.
This time, Shen Qingxi went to pull Chen Jiangnian's pillow. Chen Jiangnian hugged her tighter and muttered, this time, Shen Qingxi got closer and heard her say, "Shen Qingxi is mine~." Shen Qingxi's panicked and anxious heart suddenly had a moment of breathing in the middle of the night, and it seemed that she was not so uncomfortable.
Shen Qing was holding Chen Jiangnian, and Chen Jiangnian held the pillow. When he arrived on the bed, Chen Jiangnian refused to let go.
In the dream, what Chen Jiangnian was holding was not a pillow.
She thought she had held her whole world.
Someone is coming to steal her world, and Chen Jiangnian uses her life to protect her.
I love you and use my life, so when the pillow was snatched away by Shen Qingxiu, Chen Jiangnian woke up from his dream and cried heartbrokenly.
The warm and fragrant feeling made Chen Jiangnian feel illusion, and her back was gently stroked, and it was very gentle. Chen Jiangnian's breathing gradually slowed down, sobbing, and reacted. Shen Qingxi was hugging her. Thinking of the loss in the dream, Chen Jiangnian used all his strength to hug Shen Qingxi, even exerting force on his teeth.
Shen Qingxiu comforted her, "It's all a dream." Chen Jiangnian still hugged her tightly. Shen Qingxiu must not know what she was thinking. If she knew, would she be afraid?
What Chen Jiangnian thought was: Shen Qingxuan, I have always thought darkly that I will use my own way to dominate you for the rest of my life, regardless of whether you are willing or not.
The author has something to say: advance preview: The next chapter is a special show between Jiang Weier and Ruan Ruan. If you don’t like to watch it, don’t buy it~
Preview in advance: The next chapter is a special show between Jiang Weier and Ruan Ruan. If you don’t like to watch it, don’t buy it~
Preview in advance: The next chapter is a special show between Jiang Weier and Ruan Ruan. If you don’t like to watch it, don’t buy it~
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