29, surrender(1/2)
What does God mean to be unhappy? It is when Chen Jiangnian felt that she could see the spring water rippling deep in Shen Qingxi's eyes in a trance. Suddenly, her mobile phone screen suddenly turned black. At the critical moment, Chen Jiangnian's mobile phone was out of power.
The cell phone is also very innocent. Because she reminded her several times that the battery was insufficient, Chen Jiangnian was reluctant to interrupt their conversation, so she delayed...that was like that of the frustration. The body that was about to reach the top suddenly became abolished.
Chen Jiangnian was so angry that she almost exploded on the spot. She jumped out of bed naked and grabbed the charger rudely. She inserted it in a hurry and pressed the turn on button. The phone didn't give the owner face at all, and she fell asleep to death. Chen Jiangnian suddenly felt a little regretful. She should buy another phone, otherwise, she should have pressed a landline here.
Beijing was still hot in August this year. Chen Jiangnian was so naked and didn't feel cold at all. She was still a little hot. Turn on the computer and turned on... Chen Jiangnian silently chanted the spell and pressed the boot button. She still slept firmly. Chen Jiangnian was so angry that she beat the bed a few times, threw herself on it, and didn't move for a long time. When the heat began to drop, her reason began to wake up, and her sadness woke up.
The person I had just met, and the phone had only been made several times. But when she thought of this person, she would feel distressed. If someone else told Chen Jiangnian such a story, she would definitely sneer. Yes, she didn't believe in love at first sight. She felt pretentious about the so-called deep love; the love plot described in the book made her feel nauseous. God was probably punishing her and sent a Shen Qingsu, who seemed to be an angel but a demon. Even if they didn't have much contact, Chen Jiangnian clearly felt that she could not control Shen Qingsu at all.
Anyone who is so outstanding and beautiful will be moved when she sees her. She thinks she has a strong personality. Li Qian even said to her: "You Leo, you don't always be so strong, which makes the little Aries frightened." But when Leo meets Shen Qingsu, what sign does Shen Qingsu mean? It makes her want to surrender to her so much. Of course, her temperament will not change, and she also wants Shen Qingsu to surrender to her.
Why would two strong people surrender to each other? Chen Jiangnian lay there, squinted her eyes and thought, saying that she seemed to be a little over the control. To be more blunt, Shen Qingsu and Shen Jiangnian will definitely lose now. Shen Qingsu did nothing, she was already like this. If Shen Qingsu showed her goodwill slightly, she would probably fall completely.
The most terrifying thing was that Chen Jiangnian noticed this, but he still looked forward to Shen Qingnian's show of kindness with disdain. It is a good thing to know himself, but it would be uncomfortable to know himself too much. It is probably the kind of feeling that the real Chen Jiangnian was in front of the false Chen Jiangnian.
At 2 o'clock in the second half of the night, Chen Jiangnian's cell phone finally turned on. Without Shen Qingxuan's phone, she was unwilling to admit it, but she was really disappointed and sad. Shen Qingxuan lied to people and said that her body was so beautiful that she must have a cramp in her heart. She must have had a head cramp at that time, otherwise how could she take the initiative to lift the blanket? It would be great if she didn't lift it at that time, at least she would have some face in front of Shen Qingxuan.
She cared so much about Shen Qingxuan. In the middle of the night, she was still annoyed by her impulsive behavior. With a depressed mood, Chen Jiangnian lay on the bed with her back on the sky. She wouldn't call Shen Qingxuan. Forget it, she couldn't call him, but she suddenly disappeared. Shouldn't Shen Qingxuan send a WeChat message?
She was afraid she would open her eyes until dawn, and looked at the time. At 2:05, she would fly to New York tomorrow, and Chen Jiangnian became even more irritable. The accent of India's San was so ugly, it seemed to be English and Indian. It would take Chen Jiangnian more energy to do it. In addition, the Indians she met before had a strong perfume smell on her body... Alas, she didn't want to go to New York, Chen Jiangnian turned over, smacked her lips, rubbed her lips, when was the last time she went to Shanghai? Why didn't there be a case in Shanghai that can be picked up recently? In that way, she could go to Shanghai with a legitimate reputation.
2:10, Chen Jiangnian pulled the charging phone over and stared at her face. Is the phone broken? Can't receive WeChat? Chen Jiangnian poked it in, and the phone responded slowly. He clicked on WeChat for a long time without any response. Chen Jiangnian was anxious and the night was long, so he simply came to clean the cache and delete the useless files of the local files of the mobile phone. He turned on the phone again, and the phone was much faster. Click on WeChat and it showed that it was not logged in. Oh! Chen Jiangnian was excited and indeed logged out. Shen Qingsu sent the message naturally would not show it.
What does the sky have eyes mean? It means closing a door and opening a window. Chen Jiangnian logged on WeChat. Her favorite beauty's little avatar was updated with a red dot. She was so excited that her hand trembled. Shen Qing sent three messages.
Article 1: You are cute and beautiful tonight.
Article 2: Chen Jiangnian, I went to Beijing on a business trip on Wednesday and still lived there.
Article 3: Blow dry your hair, rest early, and good night.
The information was sent at 1:50 in the second half of the night, which was probably the time when her mobile phone was out of power. Chen Jiangnian's heart suddenly felt much more comfortable. Her slender fingertips repeatedly poked on the screen several times.
First time: Yes, good night.
The second time: Although you are beautiful today, I still want to say that my nosebleed is not really because of you.
The third time: I will fly to New York tomorrow. I don’t know if I can come back on Wednesday. How many days will you stay in Beijing?
The fourth time: I will come back on Wednesday. Do you have time during the day? I can take you around Beijing.
The fifth time: We will meet on Wednesday and just chat.
...
Finally, she wrote: Shen Qingxuan, good night, good dream.
The message was completed and when it was about to be sent, I paused my fingertips. Shen Qingxuan should have rested, right? What if it disturbs her? Chen Jiangnian deleted every word, put down his phone, closed his eyes, and was ready to rest.
Shen Qingxuan, do you know the unsolvable entanglement in my heart? Chen Jiangnian has never been like this, because she is completely unable to sleep alone. She is 29 years old and has long passed the age of impulsiveness. At least she thinks so much. She really doesn't know that she cares about someone so much.
Chen Jiangnian held the quilt and wrapped herself in. It was not so comfortable to lie down. Shen Qingxuan's arms were very warm, she remembered that she was not a person who indulged in lust, and could be satisfied with just one embrace.
Shen Qingxuan, on Wednesday, just give me a hug. If there is a kiss, it will be the icing on the cake. If it is a lingering night, I will refuse first. But if it cannot be rejected... then let it go.
It seems that every time Shen Qingxu appears, she feels complicated and focuses too much on a person. To outsiders, the person involved always seems to be wandering around.
Although Chen Jiangnian did not affect her work, she came from the first round of meetings, "Sue, are you doing something?" The person in charge of New York asked with concern. Chen Jiangnian's English name, thinking of her surname Chen, she started with S. A friend listed a bunch of names for her to choose, and she directly said the third one. The English name Sue was born, which was a bit funny. Those who didn't know her real name thought her surname was Su.
"It's okay." Chen Jiangnian smiled and put away his phone. There was no information from Shen Qingsu, and his circle of friends was not updated. Of course, she did not take the initiative to send messages to Shen Qingsu. This could not affect his work. Chen Jiangnian deliberately put the phone farthest away from her. When she came on stage, she asked the person in charge to keep it for him.
Keep your phone away from yourself and restrain yourself. While busy, you forgot to pay attention to other things. The meeting was said to be 3 days, but the third day was actually to accompany the Indian San to visit New York. There was no particularly difficult agenda. Chen Jiangnian considered asking local friends in the United States to do it. In this way, um, she could take the plane tonight and arrive in Beijing on Wednesday. Chen Jiangnian even thought about the reasons, "My friend is a local from New York and knows the local customs and feelings. It is very appropriate to be a tour guide for foreign guests."
In this way, Chen Jiangnian's three-day itinerary was shortened to 2 days. When she thought about the next schedule, Chen Jiangnian's tired body was full of strength after two days of busyness. Should she tell Shen Qingsu in advance that she could go to the appointment? Chen Jiangnian looked at her phone for a long time, but Shen Qingsu had no movement. Gao Yang's enthusiasm was a little low, just bear it, go back to the country, look at the situation again, think about this... she became ill-hearted.
Chen Jiangnian: On Wednesday, I may not be able to go to the appointment.
On the way back to the hotel, Chen Jiangnian sent Shen Qingsu a WeChat message on the way back to the hotel. There was no reason, there was only an ambiguous result. Chen Jiangnian knew that it was not good to test someone, but she still couldn't help but do this. After the message was sent, she almost couldn't help but withdraw it. If Shen Qingsu saw it and said that he wouldn't come, then she would go or not?
In the end, she still did not withdraw. If Shen Qingxuan really took someone else because she might not have made an appointment, then she would stay away from Shen Qingxuan as soon as possible.
Chen Jiangnian's message was sent at 17:05. At that time, she was using a dinner with foreign guests, and there was a dedicated person to keep the phone. During this period, she looked at it several times, but Shen Qingxuan did not reply. At 18:30, Chen Jiangnian looked through it again and replied to the beautiful little person's avatar: I understand.
Chen Jiangnian stared at him for a long time, and only three words were written. She was thinking that Shen Qingxi would go on and they could talk about it. Now, the topic was dead. She was obviously tempted first, but she was angry that Shen Qingxi was indifferent. In anger, she stuffed her phone into the small pocket on the side of Shaobao's bag and sat down for dinner.
Chen Jiangnian didn't take her cell phone again, until she planned to see if Shen Qingxuan had a new reply. Before boarding the plane, Chen Jiangnian reached into her pocket and touched her for a long time, but no? Oh, yes, it was still not there. Chen Jiangnian's heart suddenly fell, was it lost again?
Chen Jiangnian was about to flip the bag, but her phone was gone. A mobile phone was not a good phone. It has been used for more than a year, and it was nothing to say important information. However, Chen Jiangnian was still sad because Shen Qingxuan on the phone was gone. Now, she either took a taxi back to the banquet hotel and went to search immediately. She didn't know how likely she was to find it, but she would miss the plane because of this. But if she didn't look for it... Chen Jiangnian stood at the boarding gate for a long time, lost her phone and asked Shen Qingxuan's contact information. If she missed Shen Qingxuan... Chen Jiangnian chose to board the plane.
At 10 o'clock in the evening, Chen Jiangnian landed on an international flight. She went to the bathroom to check her makeup, used to light makeup, and just put on some makeup. She had no other clothes to change except for the suit skirt she wore. It looked pretty good, Chen Jiangnian planned to go directly to the hotel. On the way, Chen Jiangnian was thinking that it was past 9 o'clock, and when she arrived in the city, it was 10 o'clock. What if Shen Qingzu had already returned to her room? She went to knock on the door directly?
In fact, this is not bad. If Shen Qingzuo is alone, her appointment will be a surprise. If Shen Qingzuo is not alone... Chen Jiangnian frowned and didn't want to.
22:15, Chen Jiangnian stood in the magnificent hall again, as if she had a different life. The place where she and Shen Qingxuan "meeted". Their encounter started from the hotel. Did they be destined to be with the tone of **, love and color from the beginning?
Naturally, others are not allowed to enter easily in high-end hotels, even Chen Jiangnian cannot. Chen Jiangnian went to the front desk to ask if they had checked in a room number. The beautiful front desk lady is no longer the one she had before, and she probably changed shifts.
"Are you looking for someone or check in?" The front desk lady looked at Shen Qingxuan, with her handsome eyebrows and apricot eyes.
"I just want to make sure if this room is open."
"Sorry, if you need to check in, I can handle it for you; if you are looking for someone, you need to contact your friend. I will not be able to disclose other information."
It seems that the room is open, and Chen Jiangnian's tone was in a deep tone, "I contacted Shen Qingxu in advance." Sure enough, the front desk lady quickly looked up and her tone was respectful, "Ah... I'm really sorry. Since I made an agreement with Mr. Shen in advance, I'll send you up now." Chen Jiangnian was right, that room was exclusive to Shen Qingxu.
"Have Mr. Chen returned? I don't have a key." Chen Jiangnian asked casually. The front desk lady swiped the card and pressed the elevator floor and said respectfully: "Mr. Chen said hello. If someone comes, you can let you in first. I'm really sorry just now." Chen Jiangnian felt a little relieved. It seems that Shen Qingxuan still put her in his heart, so he said in a good mood: "It's okay."
Shen Qingxuan didn't come back so late. Alas, he was also a busy person. He was busy until late at night and never felt sorry for his own people. Now he felt sorry for others.
It was still the same room, everything had not changed. There was a faint fragrance in the room, just like that day. Chen Jiangnian stood at the bathroom door. Should she take a shower first or wait for Shen Qingxuan to come back? It is undeniable that her heart was looking forward to something. They were not long since they separated last time, but for her, it seemed as long as a year had passed.
Taking a bath is too obvious, so it's better to wait for Shen Qingxuan to come back. This time, it's midnight and endless emptiness. Chen Jiangnian was a little tired and was just struggling all the way. Looking at the time, it was already 1 o'clock in the second half of the night. Chen Jiangnian felt sad. Oh, no matter how busy he was in his work, he wouldn't be able to socialize until the second half of the night, right? It seems that Shen Qingxuan has many places in this vast Beijing.
Who will be the one who is lucky tonight? What’s funny is that she has waited until now. The hotel appointment late at night has already explained her heart and knows that she is also looking forward to what will happen tonight. Now, she is coming to the door, and Shen Qingxuan doesn’t want it. After Chen Jiangnian smiled, she left the hotel at 3 o’clock in the second night.
The lady at the front desk became the girl who received her and Shen Qingxuan for the first time. She was a little surprised, but Chen Jiangnian didn't give her a look and left directly. Isn't Beijing in August stuffy? Why is it a little cold? Chen Jiangnian had a cold war, and the coldness emitted from the bottom of her heart made her cold from head to toe.
Goodbye, Shen Qingxuan.
Chen Jiangnian returned to CBD. After taking a shower, it was almost dawn and he fell asleep. Without a cell phone, the advantage was that no one could disturb her rest. The disadvantage was that her mother came to the door and almost broke the door. Chen Jiangnian opened the door a crack, and Chen's mother followed Chen's father behind him. The two stood at the door and showed their love, "Manyun, I'll take it, you go in." Manyun is the name of Chen's mother. From young to now, she calls her love more and more.
"Oh, this thing is not heavy. Your hand was cut yesterday, don't exert force." Chen's mother said nothing. While Chen's mother and Shen's father were pulling, they turned around and saw a single dog with resentment from the crack of the door. Chen's mother asked: "I won't say anything when I open the door."
沉绛年揉揉惺忪睡眼,“两位,可以不要吵醒单身狗,在人家家门口秀恩爱吗?很容易挨揍的.”沉爸把门拉开,让沉妈进去,说:“打你电话关机,你妈吓坏了,她本来半夜就要过来,我愣是没让,想自己过来吧,她又不让,就这样,等到了天亮.”
"Well, if something really happens, you missed the time to save me perfectly." Chen Jiangnian poured water for her parents, and Chen's mother said angrily: "Crow's mouth, can you say something good? Why did the phone suddenly turn off last night?"
"The cell phone was lost in New York." Chen Jiangnian replied casually, looking like he didn't care.
"When did you come back last night?" Chen's mother asked.
“Accessed tonight.”
"I won't go home." Chen's mother was very concerned, "Day, carefree, have you lost a few mobile phones in the United States?" Chen Jiangnian remembered last night and was upset. Alas, and replied impatiently: "I don't know." Chen's father gave his wife a very proud face and replied: "I lost 7 of them in total, and this one has been used the longest time. If the old ones don't go to the new ones, you don't have time, so I'll buy you a new mobile phone."
As expected, only father is good in the world. Chen Jiangnian deliberately moved, "Dad, you are so good." He also said politely, "Will this bother you too much? Do I want me to transfer money to you first?"
"Not bothered. I was going to buy a new phone for your mother today, and I bought it for you by the way."
"..." By the way, this is the stepfather. Mom Chen has already seen the whole room while the two of them are chatting. "The refrigerator is empty. I really doubt whether the photo you took to me before is a takeaway. I have to come out and live by myself. What should I do if I starve to death?"
"..." There is a stepfather, there is a stepmother, and he is still a smart stepmother. "I won't starve to death. I will learn to cook by myself in the future." Chen's mother had a look of what you can do. Thinking about it, Li Qian also joked about her poor cooking skills and also "kindly" suggestion, "You can just marry a chef." Marrying a man is such a boring thing, alas, but she doesn't seem to have much talk about now.
Before he met Shen Qingxuan, Chen Jiangnian really didn't know that her life was so boring. Chen's father was neat and sent his phone in the afternoon. Chen's mother made a meal and even brought the evening. The three had a small reunion dinner, and the loving old couple went down. Chen Jiangnian stood in front of the window and saw her father walking, she always adjusted her pace and slowed down her mother. She remembered that if she passed through the crowded abortion, her father would Expand your arms and protect your mother in your arms; with your father there, you never have anything in your hands. The father said, "A woman, it will hurt to marry her home." Is this love? The same is true for my mother. She will remember the time of her father on a business trip and contact the phone at any time; if the father works overtime, the mother will definitely wait until very late, even if the father comes back, he always says with heartache: "Don't wait for me next time, you have to rest early." But my mother will still wait next time.
Chen Jiangnian sighed. In the afternoon, she went out to re-issue the lost phone card, but she did not put it in immediately. Walking back all the way, it was already 3 pm, and it was a little quiet when she went home alone. She found a cafe. The exquisite pastries and fragrant coffee cups. Chen Jiangnian's mood improved a little, put the phone card in, and installed the software to use. The first one was to open WeChat and log in, and the past chat records were gone. This was not bad. When Chen Jiangnian was thinking this way, the beautiful little person's avatar jumped out and said: If you come, call me.
There were accidents, surprises, and some were heartbroken. She asked her to call again. Will Shen Qingzu die if she took the initiative to call? Of course, even if she beat her, she would not be able to receive it. However, Shen Qingzu's attitude clearly had no intention of hitting her. Where did Shen Qingzu who didn't appear last night? Chen Jiangnian was curious, but she didn't want to ask.
The second chance to meet that could have been facilitated disappeared inexplicably. After Chen Jiangnian finished reading the message that day, he deleted the only chat record, and was not upset. Chen Jiangnian deliberately pulled a long distance and deliberately suppressed her longing. Time was still fast. When Chen Jiangnian turned on the calendar again, she realized that she had not had any contact with Shen Qingsu for a month. Shen Qingsu still had no news on his circle of friends. Chen Jiangnian turned off his phone and breathed a sigh of relief. Let's do it.
In the past month, Chen Jiangnian went to Berlin once and then went to London. She went to Harbin and Xi'an in China. When she was busy, she didn't realize that there was anything, but when she was free, she would still think of Shen Qingxuan. The time for one month was not long, but it was not short. Chen Jiangnian thought of Shen Qingxuan again, and there was no obvious and strong negative emotions.
Does everything that time washes away should not exist? Just like her negative emotions towards Shen Qingxuan. To be honest, they have nothing to do with each other, and Shen Qingxuan doesn’t need to be responsible for her. So, why should she point fingers at Shen Qingxuan? Whether or not to come or not, whether to call is Shen Qingxuan’s freedom, and she has no right to interfere.
Without Shen Qingxuan, Chen Jiangnian calmed down and returned to the familiar Chen Jiangnian look of Li Qian. The tide in his heart would still ripples, but it was no longer so turbulent.
Golden September and Silver October, many large international conferences were in the past two months, and Chen Jiangnian was busy. But money made her happy, and she was very busy and arranged the schedule. Chen Jiangnian really thought she had let go of Shen Qingxuan, but when a friend called her, "The Shanghai Annual Financial Summit Forum invited American investment masters, translator, do you do it, can you do it?" She agreed without hesitation. Even if the meeting was in conflict with the schedule, even if the reward was too low, she still chose to agree.
September in Shanghai is obviously hotter than in Beijing. Chen Jiangnian's clothing is still the forum organizer. She wore a silver-gray lady's waist-hugging suit, got up late with a quilt, and wore gold-rimmed glasses that she hadn't brought for a long time. Li Qian, who sent her to the airport, said: Baby, you are really cold and abstinent, and you have a gentle and scum temperament.
"..." Chen Jiangnian wanted to hit someone after hearing this.
Along the way, Chen Jiangnian was considering whether to contact Shen Qingxuan. If they were in contact, what would she say? They had not had any contact for more than a month. Shen Qingxuan probably forgot her, right? When checking in at the hotel, Chen Jiangnian heard a bright and neat voice behind him, "Qingxuan, room number 301, and it was 2 o'clock, and we just came to me. Put the things and let's go out to eat. I really can't get used to the food in the hotel." Chen Jiangnian seemed to have been lit, Qingxuan? Is it the Shen Qingxuan she knew? She turned around and there were too many people coming and going. For a moment, she didn't know which person was the one who called.
Is it 2 pm? Chen Jiangnian felt that she was probably crazy. She stood in the corner and looked at the crowd coming and going at the door. When the time approached 2 o'clock, she began to be nervous uncontrollably. Chen Jiangnian stared at the door. The crowd was still very dense, but she still saw the person who was walking out of the painting in the crowd at first glance. Shen Qingsu made a new hairstyle, and the wavy curve made her look more charming; the person who painted light makeup was more refined, and she felt perfect no matter how she looked at it. The slim royal blue top and the fitted pencil pants outlined straight lines. She had seen Shen Qingsu's beautiful legs. She had just seen one more extravagant and one less thin.
Chen Jiangnian has never been so happy. Shen Qingxuan, you are here too. This is God's will, right? She doesn't need to worry anymore. If Shen Qingxuan is here to attend the meeting, it must be an important role. They will definitely have the opportunity to meet up close, because during the meeting, there was a closed-door roundtable discussion with investment masters and entrepreneurs on the theme of "Technology Finance and Innovation Finance".
Shen Qingxuan, what kind of expression would you have when you see me again? Will there be any surprises? Chen Jiangnian didn’t know if Shen Qingxuan would, but she was already excited now. The vivid and fragrant things in her mind were all uncut versions, and it was the adult world.
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I'll give you some popular science here: The long review I mentioned is a 1,000-word long review with 2 points. I hope the soft and cute writing can be as appropriate as possible for the article.
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Let’s talk about yesterday’s situation, which comes from the long comments that are somewhat similar to nonsense in the soft and cute “I know the way home on the evening of the day” haha. As the first long comment in this article, long comments are more refined, and today’s additional comments are necessary. The additional updates are combined with today’s updates! If you want to watch the additional updates again, the soft and cute people will continue to use their strength to write long comments~
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Let’s talk about the red envelope situation. I counted it once in the afternoon, and there were a total of 54 messages left.
To be continued...