Without desire, one will be strong, and caring will lead to chaos.

Chen Jiangnian walked out of the office with a lot of emotions, saying that anger is not anger, saying that depression is not depression, in short, a mixture of emotions made her chest feel stuffy. At the door of the elevator, she pressed the elevator. By chance, the elevator showed that it had just been up.

Chen Jiangnian pressed her irritably for a few times, and suddenly remembered that she had no way to enter and exit the 30th floor at all. Her heart seemed to be hit by a heavy object, and even her impulsive thoughts were shattered. Chen Jiangnian stood in front of the elevator door, lowered her head slightly, and soon, someone came out behind her, it was Li Rui.

"Hey? Jiangnian, where are you going?"

"Ah? I'll go outside, something is wrong." Chen Jiangnian said.

"Your face is not very good, are you uncomfortable?" Li Rui asked with concern.

"It's okay." Chen Jiangnian smiled.

When the elevator arrived, Li Rui went in first. Seeing that Chen Jiangnian didn't move, "Will you not leave?"

Chen Jiangnian's lips moved, and she wanted to ask her if she wanted to go up or down, but instead, she closed her mouth. Chen Jiangnian stepped in and went down the elevator, just like Shen Jiangnian's heart, falling down, and the feeling of weightlessness made her feel slightly dizzy and a slight pain in her heart.

At the door, Chen Jiangnian and Li Rui separated, Li Rui went to the right, and Chen Jiangnian went to the left. Chen Jiangnian didn't know where she was going, and where the road under her feet led, she could see, but where the road in her heart led? Chen Jiangnian was a little confused and walked forward aimlessly.

Care is confusing. The impulse that broke out in mind Shen Qingxuan made a decision to question, which was blown away in the stuffy hot wind in Shanghai. So what can I do if I ask? Who moved into Shen Qingxuan's home? Isn't that Shen Qingxuan's decision? What is she going to ask? Chen Jiangnian curled her lips and smiled sadly. They were just a relationship. Didn't she agree with Shen Qingxuan at the beginning?

However, her heart is always extravagant. Because what she expects and what she actually gets is always inconsistent, she always feels sad and wants to hold Shen Qingsu accountable for it. In fact, what does it have to do with Shen Qingsu? Isn’t this all her voluntary? Chen Jiangnian feels that she is really in chaos.

Shanghai is so big, but it is so difficult for her to rent a house. Chen Jiangnian, who was walking aimlessly, walked for a long time before she felt that someone seemed to be following her behind her. She turned around but had no familiar face. Chen Jiangnian thought she had an illusion, so she deliberately walked very fast, and suddenly at the entrance of a cafe, she suddenly hid next to the pillar on the porch.

After a while, Chen Jiangnian slowly turned around and planned to take a look at it secretly, but unexpectedly, he was startled. Ruan Ruan was also startled, her face turned red, she lowered her head at a loss, and said incoherently: "Yes, I'm sorry."

"Are you following me?" Chen Jiangnian leaned against the pillar, turned his head slightly, and looked at the shy little girl's dark eyes with her own reflection. "I didn't follow me, I happened to meet..." Ruan Ruan explained embarrassedly.

"Meet?" Chen Jiangnian felt a little funny when she saw her nervous and helpless look.

"Well... I saw you, but you didn't see me, so... well..." Madan, what was she saying? Ruan Ruan was so nervous that she wanted to cry, and her eyes turned red. She simply lowered her head and apologized and kept apologizing, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Chen Jiangnian's heart actually felt a little painful. For some reason, she thought of herself and said in a gentle tone, "Why are you so nervous?" Chen Jiang's young and quick tone coaxed people, but she didn't know that this coax made people cry.

"Hey, why are you still crying?" Chen Jiangnian was a little helpless this time. "How about I treat you to coffee? Well?" Chen Jiangnian leaned against the pillar, and his arms were also supported on the pillar, with his chin on his wrist. He teased: "Shanghai is so hot, and crying and such a violent emotional thing will make you feel hypoxia~" Chen Jiangnian was definitely talking nonsense, but Ruan Ruan was very proud and laughed when she cried.

In fact, it’s not that difficult to coax people. Chen Jiangnian said seriously: “I’m thirsty too. Let’s go, I’ll treat you to coffee.”

In fact, Ruan Ruan came back from work and saw Chen Jiangnian from a distance. Normally, Ruan Ruan should go back to work, but somehow... she followed Chen Jiangnian so far, frightened but mixed with indescribable excitement, and her steps did not stop. Until Chen Jiangnian lost, Ruan Ruan speeded up and chased after him and wanted to find him, and then was caught.

"I drink American coffee." Chen Jiangnian naturally jumped out of his mind, the taste that Shen Qing liked to drink.

"Madam, where are you?" The service staff asked Ruan Ruan politely.

"I want to be the same as her."

Chen Jiangnian raised her eyes and looked at Ruan Ruan and asked her: "Dear, come some dessert."

Ruan Ruan shook his head, "You order." Chen Jiangnian insisted on asking her to order. Ruan Ruan tossed and turned over and over again many times. Finally, she raised her head and asked, "What do you like to eat?" Chen Jiangnian's heart really hurt a little. She couldn't tell why, but she suddenly felt a little painful and asked, "What do you like to eat?"

"I like..." Ruan Ruan blushed, "I like this." She pointed a few strawberries at her fingertips. Perhaps God deliberately arranged it and ordered the taste that Chen Jiangnian liked, "It just so happens that I like the strawberry flavor too."

When Ruan Ruan ordered the order, Chen Jiangnian saw that Ruan Ruan's ears turned red this time. She laughed when she spoke, and seemed very happy. Chen Jiangnian withdrew her gaze and looked out the window. Shen Qingzu rarely laughed. Are she unhappy with herself? When she is with someone, she will be happy, just like her, she is stupid every time in front of Shen Qingzu.

"That..." Ruan Ruan spoke, interrupting Chen Jiangnian's random thoughts.

"Yeah." Chen Jiangnian agreed.

"You...you..." Ruan Ruan is about to start to become unnatural again, "Can I call you your name?"

"Can."

"Can you call you Jiangnian?"

"Can."

"Jiang Nian..."

"kindness."

"Jiangnian."

"kindness?"

"Jiang Nian~"

Chen Jiangnian looked at her with a funny look, "I like to read my name so much?"

"Yeah, your name sounds nice."

"Yeah, you're so soft."

Ruan Ruan was so shy that she was blushing, and her explanation was more like she was showing off her strength, "No, I just had a soft name." Chen Jiangnian smiled and did not argue with her.

"Jiang Nian~"

"Don't call me if you're fine."

Ruan Ruan held her breath and asked, "Is it okay for you to come out like this during working hours?"

"You ask me, I want to ask you, why did you come with me?" Chen Jiangnian didn't plan to tell people other than Shen Qingxu too much about himself.

"I just happened to see it." Ruan Ruan explained with a little guilty feeling.

"Then don't you have to go back to work?" Chen Jiangnian gave in. The waiter put down the coffee. She took a sip. The sweet and bitter taste instantly made her whole body feel much more awake.

"To be honest, I have to go back later, but..." Ruan Ruan answered subconsciously, pursed her lips and stopped talking. She picked up the cup and took a sip as Chen Jiangnian. She was so bitter that she shrank her body and resisted the idea of ​​spitting it out. "Woo~" Ruan Ruan swallowed it hard and stuck out her tongue, "It's so bitter, it seems to be so bitter in my heart~" The cuteness that was unintentionally revealed made Chen Jiangnian laugh, "There are sugar cubes and a partner here." Chen Jiangnian remembered that she had first drunk, and it was also the same feeling. Ruan Ruan shook her head and refused to let go.

Chen Jiangnian did not follow the question just now. In fact, she was not curious, but when she asked for it, Chen Jiangnian fell into a taciturn state again, and her thoughts floated to Shen Qingxuan again. The sweet and bitterness of the coffee made her feel as if she tasted the ulterior motives and sensational relationship between her and Shen Qingxuan.

Ruan Ruan sat there, a little cramped. After a while, she couldn't help but ask again: "Will you go back to the company later?"

"I don't know." Chen Jiangnian took back his thoughts. In fact, in life, Chen Jiangnian is also a taciturn type, but when facing Shen Qingsu, he just took the initiative. Apart from Shen Qingsu, Chen Jiangnian was not interested. The waiter brought the desserts up, Chen Jiangnian pushed them over and said, "You can go back to work after you finish your meal." Ruan Ruan nodded uncomfortably, keeping her head silent.

Seeing that she had just improved, Chen Jiangnian was depressed again and asked, "Why, don't you want to go back?"

"No."

"Why don't you look unhappy? I didn't bully you." Chen Jiangnian was joking.

Ruan Ruan raised her face and smiled, "There is no unhappiness, it's a rare opportunity like this."

Chen Jiangnian raised her eyebrows, Ruan Ruan held the cup in her hand, lowered her head and explained, "I haven't been like this with you alone..." Before he finished speaking, he was so shy again. Chen Jiangnian asked in a teasing tone, "If you do this, I think you like me." Ruan Ruan shook his hand and the cup fell off directly.

"Is it okay?" Chen Jiangnian realized that she might have been a little too much, so she quickly got up to check it out, and said, "Sorry, I shouldn't have made such a joke." The other party was still a child. What's the point of making such a joke? "Is it so hot?" Chen Jiangnian took out a tissue to wipe it for her.

"It's okay." Ruan Ruan turned his hand, shook his head, and hid behind. Ruan Ruan's shirt and skirt were dyed with coffee, and the white shirt turned brown, wet, and spreading downwards.

"This won't work. Are there any clothes to change in the company?" Chen Jiangnian wiped it a few times and found that the more he wiped it, the dirtier it became.

"No, no~" Ruan Ruan's voice was trembling. Chen Jiangnian raised her eyes and saw her blushing and bleeding, she realized that the hand she had wiped was between Ruan Ruan's legs. She hurriedly retracted her hand. In the past, Chen Jiangnian would never think wrongly, but since she met Shen Qingxuan, she would intentionally or unintentionally avoid intimate contact with her same sex. "Then..." Chen Jiangnian made a quick decision, "You ask for leave in the afternoon, and I will buy you a set of clothes."

"No, no, no." Ruan Ruan shook his head vigorously, "I'll just go home to change clothes." After that, Ruan Ruan was about to run away, "Jiangnian, I'll leave first." Chen Jiangnian subconsciously reached out, grabbed someone, and grabbed the wet hand. Chen Jiangnian saw it, and his hand was burned red, "Let's go, I'll take you home."

Fortunately, Ruan Ruan's residence was near the unit, "You are waiting for me here, I'll go buy ointment." Chen Jiangnian took a few steps, turned around, and ran into Ruan Ruan's focused gaze. Ruan Ruan hurriedly lowered her head, Chen Jiangnian turned back, took off her coat, tied it around her waist to block the traces on her lower body, "You go to the door to wait for me."

Ruan Ruan’s house is a spacious two-bedroom and one living room, with a simple and clean house. Chen Jiangnian gave Ruan Ruan medicine. Seeing that she was nervous, she asked casually, “The house you bought here?”

“Rent.”

"Live with friends?"

"I was going to live with Ziyun, but she didn't go with me."

Chen Jiangnian's heart tightened, and he had no intention of using Ruan Ruan, and asked, "Where does she live?"

"She said she would rent it herself."

Chen Jiangnian breathed a sigh of relief inexplicably, so it was not enough to live in Shen Qingxuan's house.

"Do you know where she rented?"

"I don't know, it seems that I asked Mr. Chen to help her find a house."

Chen Jiangnian's heart was hanging again, "What?" Unconsciously exerted force, Ruan Ruan shrank back and said with trembling: "It hurts~"

"Ah~ Sorry." Chen Jiangnian quickly let go of his hand, "I'm not very good at taking care of people, so I'm hurting you."

"It's okay, then Mr. Chen seemed to have found her, but she was not very satisfied and might have to pick her again."

Ha? You can find it so quickly? You can find it with Qi Ziyun, but you can't find it with yourself. Chen Jiangnian was a little angry again. He was afraid that he would reveal his emotions, so Chen Jiangnian changed the topic, "Then are you living here, aren't you afraid?"

"It's better to be afraid, the main rent is a bit high." Ruan Ruan said naively, "I have also asked my friends recently if anyone wants to rent a house, but they have all their companions. I posted a shared rental message online..."

"Well, it's best to find someone to live with. Sharing the rent is a trivial matter. If someone is together, it's a care." Chen Jiangnian didn't think much about it and continued to apply medicine. He was afraid that she would hurt her, so he blew it on her. Ruan Ruan rolled her toes and suddenly said: "I heard you are looking for a house."

Chen Jiangnian squatted there halfway, raised his eyes, licked his lower lip, and asked, "Are you a question or a statement?"

"I..." Ruan Ruan bit her lip, and in Shen Jiangnian's eyes that were not instantly unstoppable, her cheeks turned red again, and her eyelashes blinked quickly. She lowered her head, closed her legs, and said quickly: "Do you want to rent a house with me?" Then, without waiting for Chen Jiangnian to answer, she continued in one breath: "You only need to share a small portion of the rent. I can cook, do housework, and will not cause trouble for you. Go to bed early at night and don't bring the messy people back..."

If you don’t know, you thought Chen Jiangnian was the landlord, and Ruan Ruan was the one who rented the house. She said too much in one breath and did not have enough energy. She took a sudden breath and asked tightly: “So, do you want to rent a house with me?”

Chen Jiangnian had already prepared her medicine, stood up, let out a gentle breath, and asked, "Who did you tell me that I'm looking for a house."

"Listen..." Ruan Ruan opened her mouth, shook her head again, and said bluntly: "I don't want to say it." Chen Jiangnian didn't ask, "The medicine is ready, you have to rest, I should leave." Ruan Ruan suddenly got up, and the injured hand grabbed her, "You, do you think I hate me?" Ruan Ruan's eyes were a little red, "I got drunk that day at dinner and said strange words. If you offend me, please forgive me."

"Do you still remember what I said that day?" Chen Jiangnian remembered that day, Ruan Ruan said that she was the most beautiful person in the Yanel Group.

"I don't remember." Ruan Ruan said stutteringly: "But one day Mr. Jiang joked with me, saying that I was a little cute when I was drunk and liked to tell the truth..." Ruan Ruan only remembered that she had interacted with Shen Jiangnian that day, but she forgot about the specifics. Jiang Weier said more than that. What Ruan Ruan feared the most was that she was drunk and talked nonsense with Shen Jiangnian.

"Oh~" Chen Jiangnian smiled, "You didn't say anything offended me that day." Ruan Ruan asked uncertainly, "Really?" Chen Jiangnian said with a whisper, and Ruan Ruan sighed relievedly, "I thought you hated it because of it." Chen Jiangnian said unhappyly, and said again, "No." Chen Jiangnian once again, as if she had seen her former self. She cared so much about Shen Qingxuan, for fear that any words and actions of her would make her bored.

"Ruan Ruan."
To be continued...