Chapter 119: Live again
Under the night candle, the evening breeze blows outside the window.
It was late at night when Bai Muqiu sat in the closed study room at the desk. His cold and ruthless eyes as cold as before could no longer cover his despair.
The room was quiet, but silence could not hide the sadness.
Even if hope and despair are in front of him today, even if there is anger and sadness, he dare not be happy or angry, and he cannot even be a complete person quickly. Bang - an exquisite porcelain piece hit the ground, shattered into pieces.
As in front of others, he was the admiral of the Dongchang, under one person and above ten thousand people. He could not cry, be sad, and even laugh.
Like a man, he was just a poor eunuch and a slave to the royal family.
Whenever I hug my body, my body is filled with a shocking wound.
"I just want to not create killing to get something like this..."
Bai Muqiu closed his eyes, his hands and feet trembled, as if he was talking to the air, "That... clean... it's pretty good."
"But... why not give it to me?"
At this moment, he seemed to be asking himself back, and his tone suddenly paused, and he punched his head with a heart-wrenching roar: "——Tell me, why don't you give it to me! I just want to get my things back cleanly, why do you want to make things difficult for me!"
Wow—
Wow—
He punched his head, and blood lines flowed down his forehead, and the white hair turned red. With a bang, the desk in front of him broke into two pieces, wood chips flew, Bai Muqiu had red eyes, and his hair was messy like a madman, hitting him.
"Everyone of you wants me to be a eunuch forever...I want to see my joke..." Bai Muqiu looked confused and uneasy, pointing to the empty corner, smiling hideously, and crying in fear. "I want to be a human being clean... Why do those two people interfere? Why didn't that miracle doctor finish writing before he dies-"
He sat down dejectedly, sitting on the mess, his sticky blood drooping with silver threads, and murmured breathlessly, "And Shen Shou... useless things... useless things..."
Outside, the guard who heard the movement rushed in.
"Get out--"
Bai Muqiu stood up tremblingly, roared hysterically, then closed his eyes, walked around for a few steps and sat back on the chair, lowering his head. The sound was miserable, lonely and helpless night wandering over the sky, like a wounded beast in the dark, hiding in the shadows and licking a wound. In my memory, my appearance became more and more blurred, and in my memory my wife, children, and mother's appearance was also blurred. Perhaps, I will completely forget it soon, completely forget that I still have such a memory, and I forgot that there is a man named Bai Muqiu at the end of time and space.
Suddenly, he raised his head, stared at the dark front, and smiled ferociously, "System...If one day, I suddenly die...will you disappear too?"
"......" No sound came from my mind.
"Scared?"
"Why don't you talk?"
"You're talking-"
"I'm so embarrassed you!"
Bai Muqiu raised his palm and covered his forehead frantically.
"——Yes." Suddenly, a sound in my mind.
When his palm was almost wiped against his scalp, he stopped. Bai Muqiu covered his eyes and laughed wildly, covering it. The corners of his eyes were soaked in moistness, but tears couldn't roll down.
"Don't you want a point of cause and effect?"
Bai Muqiu sneered in a terrifying sneer, his eyes were red and almost bleeding, and his voice was like a devil's tone: "—I will fulfill you, wait."
.........
Outside the door, footsteps sounded.
With a creaking sound, the door of the study opened, and a small head looked inside. When he saw Bai Muqiu, he shouted weakly: "Honeyone?"
In the darkness, Bai Muqiu nodded.
Xifu then came in carefully and saw the mess on the ground. She walked over and saw the man's hair disheveled, and said anxiously: "Blood..., you are bleeding, Husband, Xifu..., wipe it for you..."
"Don't talk."
Bai Muqiu's voice was a little choked and indifferent.
But the silly girl was still anxious to find something to wipe the blood on his head. Then, when her hand touched his cheek, she felt wet tears, "Mr....you are crying."
"My husband... Why are you crying..."
Xifu suddenly leaned over and pressed Bai Muqiu's face against his chest. He stroked his face with his little hands and said softly: "...... In the past... Xifu remembered... Xifu was very sad when he was a child... At that time, her mother was still there... She just touched Xifu like this... telling stories... Later, Xifu was not sad... Xifu didn't know why her husband was sad... But Chunlan and the others, as well as Xiao Cao Cao, and Xiao Tiantian seemed... very afraid of you."
"Would you be afraid of your husband after chasing your blessing?" Bai Muqiu asked subconsciously, feeling the tenderness brought by his fingertips.
Xifu smiled foolishly, shook his head, and simply said, "I'm not afraid! Because you are my husband..."
"If my husband killed many people... do you still like my husband?"
The silly girl raised her mouth and thought for a moment, and said with a smile: "I like it... you are the husband who cherishes blessings... you will never change."
"Silly girl..."
Bai Muqiu straightened her body and sat up. He reached out and pinched her little face, and suddenly laughed, "You will always be my Bai Ning's wife, and you will never change."
"Let's live again-"
Bai Muqiu took a deep breath, vomited, stretched out and hugged Xifu in his arms, "Silly girl... Hello, my name is Bai Ning."
.........
The next morning came, and carriages gathered at the government office.
Bai Ning, with a bandage wrapped around his head, got on the chariot with a frost and cold face. Behind him was the prefect Shen Shou, and a book of arrests listed in all the crimes of corruption was thrown on the other party's face. Bai Ning looked at him for the last time and waved his hand, "Discharge and investigate, and kill him if you have enough crimes."
Then, he said to Cao Shaoqing and the others: "Go to Nanping County north, there has been a long enough turmoil, so let's find the venue from there."
"Those kamikaze cannons..."
Bai Ning put down the curtain of the car and the voice came, "I will stay in Hangzhou. It will probably not take long before they will give Fang La a big gift. This time I will play a big one."
Chapter completed!