They just met because of the school's literary and artistic performance. He sang and she danced. One day, he came over to her and took the initiative to say that he used singing to cooperate with her dance. Li Ziyu agreed.

Later, the two had dinner together in the school cafeteria.

After getting familiar with it, one day he said he would let her taste the dishes he bought and delivered them to her mouth with a spoon, but she did not let go.

At a beautiful noon, the two sat together on the shore of Weiming Lake. The sun was warm and she closed her eyes slightly. He approached. She felt his breath but did not hide.

Then, the two got together.

She was sick, and he stood by her bed with tears in his eyes. The nurse did not leave until eleven o'clock in the evening. The next morning, he got up early in the morning to cook porridge and sent it to the hospital ward. When the ward opened at six o'clock, he was always the first to rush in.

Her phone accidentally broke and he pretended that a friend asked him to leave, but half an hour later, he returned to her with a latest phone and carefully taught her how to use each function of the new phone.

There are many memories that she accidentally forgot, but all of them emerged at this moment.

In most of these memories, he was silently caring for her and taking care of her.

She was used to his various care, but she felt that he was like a child who never grew up and was always attached to her, which made her feel a slight dissatisfaction in her heart. Especially after she came into contact with some men she thought were very mature in her life, her dissatisfaction with him became over and over again, making her feel tired and wanted to separate from him and find the perfect man she thought she thought was.

"Actually, I'm the only one in the audience. Actually, I can see that you are a little reluctant. The scene is used to us pulling back and forth, so what are you still thinking about?"

"In fact, it is not necessarily true that you can't separate. In fact, the most feared thing about relationships is to drag it. The more you act in the major scene, the more you can't cry. Is it worth it?"

"I'm a little immersed in your performance so hard. I'm not as calm as I was at the beginning. It might be fake at the beginning, but when we recall our past together, I also see that you have some real reluctance in it."

"Even the scenes are used to the fact that we are real and fake. Since I am the only audience, I don't need to worry about whether anyone will see me as cowardly. I said before that I want to delay my boredom and not want to break up, but now it seems that there is no need. The longer the relationship is, the more dull and boring it will be. Finally, until the two are tired of each other, in that case, there may be no parting scene. In this way, even if we waste each other's time, there is nothing worth it."

"In the end, after thinking through the above, I also tried my best to express my emotions. Separation is inevitable. If you don't want to be a heartless person, then I will do it. I won't love you anymore. The cruel person is me, and the cruel person is me. I guess this is the kind of performance you want, so I might as well cooperate with you and let you choose to end your relationship in the way you most hope."

"Although I'm also performing these things, like the guest of the emotional program, it's not important, the last time, so it's not important. If you see a trace of love for you in my cold and ruthless eyes, please ignore it and don't expose me, so that I can separate and be more decent."

"It is because I love you that I give you these cooperation, and it is because I love you that I try to do what I am now. So, separate! Use the performance you are proud of in the way you like."

"I'm trying my best to perform for you, like the guests in the emotional program to choose from. If you can still see that I love you, please cut out those plots to make me look decent."

"But you used to love me so much, why did you perform the details? The way you don't care is my last performance. I chose to perform this kind of success because I love you."

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"Thank you some of my life, thank you for the unforgettable years, thank you for listening to the song I sing today, thank you!" Zhao Yu bowed deeply to the audience and left the show.

"This song is so good! I've heard it and cried!"

"I reminded me of my first love, alas! That was how I felt with her at the beginning!"

"Zhao Yu is so perfect! Why doesn't he cherish him? Let him suffer this emotional damage?"

"I don't know how to cherish what is too easy to get!"

“…”

This song "Actor" performed by Zhao Yu was quickly uploaded to the Internet by the Bian college students who watched the evening party. Many editors of music and video websites discovered the potential of the song and placed it on the homepage to attract clicks, making the song spread quickly.

"The actors are so nice because they completely write about the most real, most unbearable and naive side of love. I believe many people have experienced it. If a person finds that he doesn't love his partner, but doesn't want to be a 'bad guy' who breaks up, he (she) will start performing various things and making a move, and finally forcing you to break up. The most unbearable thing is that it is difficult for ordinary people like you and me to hide their true emotions. And I have long seen through your poor acting skills, and I will accompany you to act like this to see when you will tell the truth to me."

"The most naive thing is that even if I see you acting, even if I know you don't love me anymore, I still love you and want to play with you. Maybe you will fall in love with me again at some moment. In the end, I can't continue acting anymore and I'm tired. Although I still have love for you, let you go! The more I get hurt, the more I know. You can't love me, but please don't deny me, after all, I love you." Tang Jing reposted the video of "Actor" on Weibo and commented.

"Many times I have a fate to hear a song, but when I hear a new song, I think of many things from the past, which is a great fate. Sometimes, actors are roles that no one can play in love. When a new love wants to break up, a sad 'inconsistency' is a concealer pen that covers dark circles before the date after staying up late; he heard him talk about the 'magnanimity and virtuous' that his ex-girlfriend was forcibly pretending to be, etc."

"When everyone is looking for a partner, they say 'find someone who loves me who loves me,' but I feel that this kind of love is very rare and I can't find it. The real feeling used to be perfunctory now. 'It turns out that these and those who love let go of defense are the test'. Many people think that chasing someone is actually a great success, but in fact, after being together for a long time, they really let go of defense and start to treat each other in the way of treating their families, and they will find that the shortcomings are piled up and the advantages are beginning to be exhausted."

"The unconditional love I get from my family is so difficult to get from another person, even if he is the one you love. But I am also an optimistic person. After being sad, I quoted the best lyrics with the best ending: 'In fact, it is not necessarily true that I can't separate. In fact, the most feared thing about feelings is dragging it.'" Character expert Zhu Shang also noticed the song and commented on Weibo.

"Love is always a mistake but not a defense, and separation is mostly planned for a long time."

"I've been fascinated by this song recently. I know why I feel sad the more I listen to it. In fact, what I fear most is to drag it, agree!"

"The Actor continues to write deep sadness in plain words, and the lyrics confide in girls from the perspective of a boy: Since you no longer love, you must express it openly. This is a love fable that uses songs to interpret the entanglement of love and hate."

"I liked this song very much before my love breakup, and I liked this song very much after my love breakup, but I just didn't dare to listen to it anymore."

"For the first time, I understood the meaning of love songs. When I was a child, love songs were just good. But when I heard Zhao Yu's "Actor" really hurt me when I first heard them, I understood what it means to know what you sang."

"The lyrics are better than the music, with 90 points and 95 points. After Lao Mo and Wang Qian, Hua Guo released another good songwriter, praise!"

Netizens also praised the song online.

...

The next day, early morning.

On the shore of Weiming Lake, Zhao Yu stood in the place where he had hugged her, looking at the lake water and wondering what he was thinking.

A girl came to Zhao Yu and stood there, her expression seemed a little reluctant and aggrieved.

Zhao Yu turned around and saw her familiar.

Like her once, she threw her arms to him, then fell in her arms and started crying.

"I'm sorry, I blamed you wrongly. You are not as immature as I imagined. You just love me, so you just spoil me. I don't want to be separated from you. Can we be together forever?" Li Ziyu raised her head and looked at Zhao Yu.

"Some feelings are over, let them end!" Zhao Yu looked at Li Ziyu who was crying in front of him, but felt relieved.

"What do you... mean?" Li Ziyu's expression was a little incomprehensible.

"I have thought about it carefully these days, and we are indeed not suitable." Zhao Yu answered Li Ziyu.

"You are not telling it seriously, are you?" Li Ziyu became a little angry. In her opinion, her relationship between the two has always been dominated by her. She has been hesitating about the decision to break up but has not spoken. Even if it is finally decided, it should be proposed by her, rather than him who has always been extremely attached to her.

"Thank you for your appearance in my life, thank you for the unforgettable years of these two years. I believe that we will find our own happiness in the future." Zhao Yu glanced deeply at Li Ziyu, then turned around and walked away resolutely.

"You..." Li Ziyu looked at Zhao Yu's back disappearing into the woods by Weiming Lake, but the sad melody on the stage last night sounded in his ears again.

"Actually, I'm the only one in the audience. Actually, I can see that you are a little reluctant. The scene is used to us pulling back and forth, so what are you still thinking about?"

"In fact, it is not necessarily true that you can't separate. In fact, the most feared thing about relationships is to drag it. The more you act in the major scene, the more you can't cry. Is it worth it?"

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Chapter completed!