He was stunned. Before he realized it, before he made a rational judgment, Alfonso Caron had already filled his eyes with tears. The surging tears completely blurred his vision, leaving only a daze and surprise. The shocked emotions rippled in the dizzy water.

He knew, and now he finally truly knew, the relationship between Ryan and his younger brother, the alienation between Ryan and his family, the dependence between Ryan and his dreams, the regret between Ryan and his younger brother and his children... From getting rid of social attributes to returning to social attributes, from being above life to returning to the origin of life, on the road to chasing the truth, after walking around a big circle, finally returning to the origin again.

It's like... it seems like a mortal transformed into a superman, possessing the power of gods like God, dominating life and creating life; but after re-understanding, I realized again that the existence of the super-divine power itself also comes from life, so I completed the second transformation again, and returned to the starting point of the mortals down-to-earth again, and saw a completely different new world.

Survival and death, rebirth and destruction, life and nature, mortals and gods, reason and emotion.

Everything is both the starting point and the end point. The beginning and the end are connected, and the end are completed. After going around, we still trace the origin. It seems to be the same starting point, but the whole world has changed. The mountains are still mountains, but no longer that mountain; the water is still water, but no longer that piece of water.

This is very complex, it is very profound, it is very philosophical, it is very mouth-wrinkle; but it is also very simple, it is also very straightforward, it is also very profound, it is also very clear that everything is rooted in the depths of the soul, never disappears, never changes, it is just waiting for human exploration and pursuit.

Some people never realize their existence in their entire lives; some people pursue their tirelessly but still cannot reach the end; some people instantly realize and complete sublimation and transformation, opening the door to a new world.

Just now, Ryan realized it; and just now, Alfonso truly saw the real power

It is not a performance, not an interpretation, nor an interpretation, but a power from real. The baptism deep in the soul is like a torrential rain, venting down in a mighty way. The whole person couldn't help but start to tremble, which was excitement, fear, and worship.

At this moment, Alfonso truly understood how huge, cumbersome and difficult Lanli's work was. Every frown and smile in every move easily controlled the atmosphere of the audience. Not to mention other actors or audiences, even the director's mind could not help but immerse himself in it.

God. Oh, God.

...

Ryan's movements were stiff and his expression frozen for a moment, without any change. However, with all his strength, tears continued to seep out, one after another, crystal clear water droplets quietly blurred the dark brown eyes, which was heartbreaking.

He just kept moving, fearing that with a little movement, he would completely fall apart and be wiped out.

"You are holding a baby, are you?" Ryan asked softly, immersed in the baby's crying, and joy overflowed from the depths of his eyes. It was not a smile, but joy and happiness, quietly flowing with a touch of spring/light, like hot spring water, rolling, and the misty hot air, making people melt little by little.

This is not the familiar Ryan Stone. It is not the cold and serious Ryan, nor the Ryan who is still trying to save his teammates when his life is in danger, nor the Ryan who knows nothing beyond professional knowledge. The tenderness and warmth in his eyes seem to be slowly melting the iceberg.

"Are you singing a lullaby?" Ryan said again, without a response, but he didn't care, but hummed softly unconsciously. The fragmented notes could not be pieced together at all, but just choked deep in his throat and rolled slowly. "That's so warm." He said softly.

Unconsciously, his smile rose again, "Do you know? I used to sing lullabies for my brother." Ryan's voice was slowly sinking, revealing a hint of hoarseness, and tears appeared in his eyes again, "But... we haven't talked for a long time." Then, Ryan tilted his head gently and pulled the corner of his mouth with a sarcasm, "It's not his fault, he has been working hard..."

The ending sound slowly grew, without any further text, but the sadness and sigh in my eyes were really understood. I could also taste the bitterness of regret in a vague way, which hurt the heart in an instant and penetrated into the bone marrow.

Ryan did not continue to speak, but just listened quietly, the whimpering crying, the low lullaby, the melodious tune, the light and gentle, the strange tune, the strange language, but had no effect. He just made the tight and sharp face lines gradually soften, and all the sharpness and defense were removed, returning to the most original barefoot look.

"You said, can I still see him?" Ryan murmured softly, vague words colliding between his lips and teeth. Before he could finish speaking, he had already disappeared in regret.

...

He quietly stared at the dark brown eyes, calm and calm, as if there was no trace of turmoil, but he was immersed in the deep thoughts, but Rooney read the delicate changes between her eyebrows, sadness and despair, bitterness and pain, struggle and torture, all the miscellaneous and tediousness are slowly dissipating, returning to a state of calmness without joy or sorrow.

Then, she knew that he had decided to give up. He gave up the hope of survival, the possibility of resistance, the effort of struggle, and accepted his destiny calmly, opened his arms and hugged the god of death. She knew that he was ready for death, just like the moment Alex let go of the buckle.

However, Alex's decision was a critical moment, and it seemed to be just an action of instinct. It cut off hope in the flash, and the severe pain was only a moment. It even became slow and paused due to the adrenaline burst in critical moments. It was over without having time to experience it carefully.

However, Ryan had an extremely long process. After struggling repeatedly for a long time, he successfully escaped from birth. When hope arises, he suddenly fell into the ice cave. Then he suffered torture, cut off all the ropes of hope bit by bit, and defeated his inner defense bit by bit, attacking all his fragility to pieces.

Not only is it painful, but it is also long and cruel, it is almost impossible to continue watching.

But Rooney still opened her eyes wide, savoring the torture and torture of this moment, and sensually feeling the performance of this moment, profound and magnificent, allowing every audience to completely empathize.

The sound of wiping the tears silently came from my ears, and the sound of choking with strong suppression. The depression and pain magnified to the extreme at this moment, which made me feel unbearable.

...

Ryan let out a sigh of relief, and the curve of the corner of his mouth rose up as if it were not enough. Then without any extra pauses and preparation, he moved again, began to turn off the lighting, turn off the power, and finally... turn off the oxygen.

The whole movement was done in one go, just pausing for a moment before turning off the oxygen, without struggling too much, and then completing the movement, stable and gentle, as if this was the simplest and normal move.

However, the sirens of beeping were extremely harsh, constantly reminding the oxygen content to begin to drop, but he was extremely calm. He took off the mask on his head, rubbed his messy short hair casually, and slowly lay down.

Amid the chaotic sound, the lullaby on the radio was still humming softly. The sharp contrast between extreme panic and extreme calm caused a storm in the hearts of every audience. Only Ryan was the exception.

Ryan folded his hands on his chest, lay peacefully, slowly closed his eyes, the tightness of the corners of his mouth and face lines was completely relaxed, and he murmured softly, "It sounds nice, An Ning, don't stop, keep singing." He let out a sigh of relief, as if he had finished a busy day of work and needed a long sleep, "Please accompany me to sleep, I will fall asleep immediately."

"Don't stop, continue, continue..." The fatigue and tension between the eyebrows slowly faded away like a tide, experiencing ups and downs of self-salvation, thrilling the thrilling of crisis, experiencing despair, hope, and despair. Now, the whole person has completely relaxed, and it is obvious that the troubles on that face can be felt.

The sound calmed down little by little, and in the end there were only vague syllables that whispered between the lips and teeth; the emotions between the eyebrows also dissipated and entered a complete calmness. The serene was falling into a deep sleep, as if the whole world had become quiet and everything was quiet.

This is not giving up, but the dissipation of life; this is not compromise, but the silence of life; this is not calm, but the bleakness of life.

He was tired, but he was still tired after all. He struggled for so long, ran for so long, and struggled for so long, and finally he could take off his burden and rest for a while. He needed sleep, a real deep sleep, and he didn't want to continue fighting anymore, tired and tired, and just let it go, just a moment of peace.

That calm calmness seemed to clearly see fatigue and fatigue slowly dissipating on the surface of the body, and at the same time, the bright light gradually fading away was also disappearing. It seemed to see the flames of life slowly extinguishing. The oil was gone and the lamp was dry. This is the most suitable and appropriate word.

All the sounds in my mind disappeared, all the noises in my ears calmed down, the world completely quieted down, and only himself was left, like a newborn baby, born alone and dying alone. It began alone and ended without any worries.

Suddenly, a gentle knock on the door came from the tranquility, bang bang, bang bang...

He slowly opened his eyes, opened a gap, and the light penetrated into his eyes, and in the hazy, he saw... Heather Cross.
Chapter completed!