Chapter 217
Awakening
"This...that...that...that...this...me..."
Lu Xiaofeng was stuttering and didn't know what to say.
He was a human being for two lifetimes, and he didn't know how to deal with emotional issues.
It took him a year to prepare for Chang'e to speak out. At that time, he was still single and not guilty. Moreover, he was not trying to confess his love at that time, just wanted to confess.
As for what happened next, it was purely natural.
But this time it is different. First of all, he is not single now. Although there is no requirement for men to have three wives and four concubines, Lu Xiaofeng can never pass the psychological level. It is not that he is loyal or in love, or something like that, that is pure nonsense.
To put it bluntly, it means having a thief heart. It’s not a thief courage, and I’m embarrassed.
Just like him, if Yang Chan hadn't fallen in love with him, he would never have thought of hugging him in his life.
But he is in danger now.
Whenever he showed embarrassment, Yang Chan would take the lead in breaking the embarrassment and take the initiative to change the topic so as not to make him confused.
But this time it's different.
For some reason, since Lu Xiaofeng came out, Yang Chan has stood not far away from him, looking at him with a steady look without saying a glance.
Moreover, Yang Chan's eyes were very deep and his expression was extremely plain. Lu Xiaofeng could not see anything about Yang Chan's thoughts, so he was really panicked this time.
silence......
Both sides fell into silence...
Yang Chan didn't say anything, and Lu Xiaofeng couldn't speak.
In this way, the two fell into a stalemate, and Lu Xiaofeng's eyes dodged and looked extremely unlike a man.
Finally, Yang Chan's eyes changed, and she seemed a little disappointed, a little painful, and a little confused. The most important thing was an indescribable bitterness.
And it was this look that in just a moment, Yang Chan's look deeply hurt Lu Xiaofeng.
Bang!
Lu Xiaofeng slapped herself without hesitation.
Before this, Lu Xiaofeng was even a little complacent. After all, it was a lie to make the legendary goddess feel so sincere to her. As a man, not being proud of her would be a lie.
But at this moment, Lu Xiaofeng suddenly felt disgusted by his complacency.
This may be a matter of mentality.
Since he came to the prehistoric world, Lu Xiaofeng has always been a lofty and plays the world with a worldly mindset. Treating Yang Chan is like treating a game character. He never thinks about emotions and responsibilities, but the pleasure and pride of conquest.
He has been playing with a game mentality, and he felt the true love from Chang'e. This is not a joke. Love is really amazing. No matter how transcendent Lu Xiaofeng's mentality is, he really fell in love at first sight when facing Chang'e, and it was the kind of love from the heart that comes from the heart.
At first, Lu Xiaofeng suspected that she was tempted, but later, Lu Xiaofeng saw too many beauties, Yang Chan, the fairy of the Hundred Flowers, the Seven Fairies, and even the Queen Mother and Guanyin, were all first-class human beauty. No matter in appearance, temperament or figure, they were not inferior to Chang'e. However, over the years, Lu Xiaofeng only felt the heartbeat in Chang'e.
That feeling is absolutely impossible to fake. Even if five hundred years have passed, he can still find the feeling of first love when he looks at Chang'e now.
I have to say that this is fate.
Lu Xiaofeng is sincere to Chang'e.
But Lu Xiaofeng was really too much about Yang Chan. Even before that, he was not sure whether he liked Yang Chan.
Until Yang Chan's eyes woke up Lu Xiaofeng.
It was like a bolt of lightning that exploded directly in Lu Xiaofeng's heart, shattering Lu Xiaofeng's detached mentality that had been intoxicated by himself for five hundred years.
In an instant, Lu Xiaofeng thought a lot and suddenly realized a lot.
This is a real world after all, not a fantasy or a game.
He has become a member of this world, and he cannot change this and must adapt to it.
Most importantly, he is now the head of the tutoring department, and he is the person behind the scenes who destroyed the plots of the saints.
The reason why Lu Xiaofeng dared to destroy the saints before was that the ignorant people were fearless, the second was that they had confidence in the system, and the third, and the most important thing was that he never took the infinite calamity seriously, and he kept brainwashing himself. This was a game. Even if he failed, it would be no big deal to start over again, and it would be no big deal.
So Lu Xiaofeng was so courageous before.
However, now, after realizing, Lu Xiaofeng suddenly felt a blast of pressure like Buzhou Mountain falling on him.
He destroyed the plot of the saints. Until now, if nothing unexpected happens, the plot of the saints has failed.
In other words, whether the prehistoric world can safely survive the infinite disasters is all due to his limits.
If he fails, then all the living beings in the prehistoric world will be buried with him recklessly.
In this way, he will be seriously guilty.
Because if it weren't for his trouble, in the end of history, the saints seemed to have really seized a glimmer of life. It was him who destroyed the saints' glimmer of life in advance!
Thinking of this, Lu Xiaofeng suddenly felt that he had no way out. And all this was all his own fault.
At this moment, Lu Xiaofeng didn't know whether she should cry or laugh.
To be honest, his mentality before has both advantages and disadvantages.
Without his previous mentality, then he would not have achieved what he is now, and people without courage would not be able to become heroes.
But it was precisely because of this courage that he pushed him onto this path, a path that could no longer turn back.
Do you regret it? Thinking about it now, Lu Xiaofeng really doesn't regret the plot of the sanctuary and destroying the saints. If he had to choose again, he might have done this. After all, the chance of success of the sanctuary's plot is too slim.
If he regrets it, it is a bit too early to wake up. If he wakes up after he has solved the countless disasters, he will not be under the pressure now.
But if he wakes up at that time, he will definitely regret it in the future, because he will lose his love at that time.
That's right, Lu Xiaofeng, who woke up, has realized that he likes Yang Chan, or has fallen in love with him for a long time, but because his mentality was still stuck in the identity of an earthling, he was a little timid about such things and dared not admit it.
But now, he knew that if he continued like this, he would not only ruin his love, but also ruin Yang Chan's life.
It's not too late for a prodigal son to turn back.
Although Lu Xiaofeng felt that he was a bastard before, he has now woken up.
Fortunately! Things are not completely over yet!
With this, Lu Xiaofeng was very glad that he was able to wake up so timely.
Almost, he suddenly raised his head and looked at Yang Chan. There was no longer any dodging in his eyes. Instead, it was a smile and firmness.
Seeing Lu Xiaofeng's eyes, Yang Chan, who was already disappointed, was about to turn around and leave, but suddenly she was shocked by Lu Xiaofeng's gaze.
For some reason, a long-lost numb feeling quietly climbed into her heart.
Chapter completed!