Chapter 62 Broken(1/2)
The night is as bright as silk. The roses in the flower beds of the community are blooming just in time, and the fragrance of flowers is floating in the air. When the evening breeze blows, the trees rustle.
Zhu Yao sat quietly on the edge of the flower bed with her arms around her arms, her thin and soft curly hair draped over her shoulders, and her drooping hair ends swayed in the wind... The dim street light fell softly, and there was a small shadow on the ground.
Looks lonely.
Looking down at the sandals on her feet, Zhu Yao could hardly remember what posture she had just gone downstairs. She reached out and buttoned up the sandals on her left foot. When she was about to button her right foot, the skin on her knee suddenly became hot, and something seemed to fall down... Zhu Yao was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously touched her face, which was wet.
Zhu Yao sniffed quietly and quickly flipped her bag...
I tossed and turned my bag and searched for a long time without a tissue.
Zhu Yao sobbed gently, and her tears fell even more fiercely.
The "buzzing" sound of the phone vibrating in the bag was particularly clear. Zhu Yao looked at the phone crying, and the screen kept flashing, which was opened by Hara Ze. His eyes were soaked by tears and blurred. Zhu Yao wiped it thickly with the back of his hand and stared at the phone screen - the first time, she did not answer Hara Ze's call.
She doesn't know what to say.
She is not the kind of shameless person... She is also a girl and is shy. But these are far less than her likes for Hara Ze. There are some things that Hara Ze never thought about, and she could mention them first. Anyway, he likes her too, and everyone takes the initiative to end up with the same result. But now, she suddenly thinks about other things...
She began to wonder: Does Haraza really like her?
Just like Zhang Jiajia's cousin and her male god. In the Great Wei Dynasty, she was a princess, Yuan Ze was a loyal minister, and he respected himself. When he arrived here, he could not help but think about his past relationship.
...If he hadn't had the identity of the Great Wei Dynasty, Yuan Ze would probably not be with her.
Thinking of this, Zhu Yao felt very uncomfortable.
An elderly couple who passed by during exercise saw Zhu Yao in the corner, stopped and said something to his wife beside him, then stepped forward and asked with concern: "What's wrong with the little girl? Don't be alone outside when you're so late."
The old lady's hair is gray and her smile is kind.
Zhu Yao sucked her nose and her voice choked: "I'm fine, I'll go back soon."
"...Why are you crying?" The old lady looked worried and her voice softened, "Have you been bullied by the bad guy?"
Zhu Yao couldn't speak, so she just shook her head gently.
My wife next to me looked at the phone that was constantly flashing in Zhu Yao's hand and said, "Have you quarreled with your boyfriend?"
Zhu Yao did not deny it.
The old lady seemed to suddenly realize it, and said softly, "Oh" and began to comfort her: "Young people, it's normal for a small quarrel. Just open it if you have something to say..." and said again, "If you are angry, you still have to answer the phone. If you run out like this, see how anxious your boyfriend is."
"Yeah." Zhu Yao nodded, "Thank you, I understand."
The old lady comforted her a few more words, and was a little worried before leaving, and advised her, "Don't stay for a long time, go back early."
"...Okay." Zhu Yao sobbed and responded.
When Hara Ze found Zhu Yao, he saw her sitting by the flower bed from afar.
The hem of the skirt was hanging, revealing her snow-white knees. Under the dim street light, her back was thin, weak and confused... At that moment, Hara Ze felt helpless and had a rare panic, and she didn't know what position to hug her.
As if there was a sense of emotion, Zhu Yao slowly raised her head. The moment she looked over, she saw Haraze Ariroka walking towards her...
Zhu Yao's eyes were red and she opened her mouth. She didn't know how to speak, but she just wiped her eyes randomly. Her heart was up and down, and she was nervous.
Yuan Ze squatted gently in front of her, trembling and stretched out his hand, carefully stroked her face, and his voice was as light as a feather: "Be good, stop crying..." His fingertips slowly crossed her swollen eyes. He probably cried for a long time, his face was pink and his eyes were red, like a rabbit.
Zhu Yao couldn't stop sobbing, and her little shoulders trembled. She looked at Haraze silently.
He had just finished taking a shower and his hair was still wet. He probably just put on a T-shirt and came out. The water droplets dripping from the ends of his hair wet his collar. There were a few mottled water stains on the white T-shirt. It was very embarrassing. Seeing his face, Zhu Yao bit his lips tightly, but tears still couldn't control him...
A drop of "slap". The hot tears fell on the tiger's mouth. Haraze's hand that wiped her face could not help but trembled, and his voice was hoarse: "...Don't cry, okay?" He claimed to be calm, but he had no choice but to have any way to her tears. His head was blank for a moment... He just wanted to beg her not to cry.
Hara Ze held her face with both hands, and his thumbs passed through her eyes one after another. His movements were gentle and soft. He leaned over and kissed her eyes, and then kissed her red nose.
Zhu Yao cried so hard that her whole body was trembling. Her eyes met him, and she opened her lips and stuttered: "Hara Zawa..."
"I am here."
She couldn't help asking, "...have you ever thought about the future?" She stared into his eyes, not wanting to miss any expression on his face, "You are such a planned person, you must have planned the future, then... will you have me in your future?" Her voice was trembling, with sobs. On the quiet night, she seemed particularly ethereal and helpless.
She thrust her voice, her breathing was not smooth, and she asked uneasily: "Hara Zawa...will we break up?"
Will he break up with her?
When Zhu Yao thought of this, she was so angry that she cried: "I don't want to break up with you, but if you feel unhappy with me, I'm willing to break up..."
Hara Ze paused, his eyes were flustered, and his heart seemed to be hit hard... He didn't expect her to be so uneasy. Hara Ze took the opportunity to rub her into her arms, hugged her tightly, and said slowly: "If we don't break up, we will never break up."
Zhu Yao leaned in his arms: "...really?"
"Yes." Haraze nodded, rubbing her head with his palms, "As for the future—"
Haraze bent his lips, kissed her hair on the top, and said, "...Yaoyao, when we reach the legal age of marriage, we will get married, okay?"
He always thought too much about her, and was very cautious. However, this time, he didn't want to worry about anything else.
Before Zhu Yao could recover from his sadness, she was stunned when she heard Haraze's words. Her eyelashes were wet and covered with tears... After a moment, she grabbed the corner of his clothes and said in a depressing voice: "I...I don't mean to force a marriage."
It seemed that he stopped crying... Haraze's heart relaxed slightly, he lowered his head, met the little princess's red eyes in his arms, and put his forehead against hers, and said solemnly: "...It's me who is proposing to the princess."
It was too hasty. He had imagined countless scenes, but never thought that in such an environment... he seemed confused when he looked at her. The corner of his lips curled gently, and the tip of his nose gently rubbed against her, "I want to take care of the princess for the rest of her life... I live in the same bed, die in the same hole."
In the night wind, his voice was soft and lingering, and his deep affection could not be hidden.
It was God's favor to him that he had been grateful to him countless times... However, everywhere is good here, but there is only one thing that is not good, that is, you cannot marry her immediately.
Zhu Yao blinked twice, and her eyelashes gently rubbed against his face. She trembled and her lips were pursed nervously: "I..." She just cried, and her voice was a little hoarse, and then she licked her lips in panic, "Do you... really like me?"
Haraze's eyes were helpless.
It was the first time he was someone else's boyfriend, and he seemed to have done nothing well... he actually made his girlfriend feel that he didn't like her. It was too incompetent. Haraze sighed, and then looked at her face, looked at her eyes, and replied: "I like it so much."
Zhu Yao burst into tears and laughed, her eyes shiny. She cried and laughed, like a child who was finally about to reach candy... She couldn't help but hugging his waist tightly, raised her face to look at him, and then said happily, "No need to ask..."
"What?" Haraze smiled softly.
Her voice was sweet and she said, "I want to marry you."
Hara Ze smiled, and his palm covered her warm skin on the back of her neck and said, "I agree, I can't choose anyone else in this life."
Here, although he was the same age as her, he seemed to be her elder in comparison to his mind. He was mature, and she was still young, and her obsession with him might change in the future. This is also a problem he has always been worried about... He could not imagine that if she liked others in the future, but if so, she really didn't like him... He wanted to possess her, but he still felt soft-hearted and left a way out for her.
Now, there is no way out.
——After agreeing to spend the rest of her life with him, she can no longer choose anyone else.
Zhu Yao said, "I don't want to choose others..." Whether it is her previous life or this life, he is the only option.
"Yeah." Haraze smiled, slowly let go of her, pulled up a corner of her T-shirt and carefully wiped her face. Finally, he leaned over and kissed her on her lips, "Let's go back."
Zhu Yao nodded.
Hara Ze stood up with her shoulders, squatted down again, and buttoned her sandals.
Zhu Yao quietly looked at his broad back and noticed his wet hair... Just now, he actually came out like this. She didn't know what was going on. Maybe she saw Jiang Tianya and Cheng Jiawei had planned the future, but Yuan Ze never mentioned it or Zhang Jiajia's cousin, which made her associate, and... She had already suggested it clearly enough, but he still wanted to sleep on the sofa. At that moment, she felt ashamed and wronged, and became more and more uneasy. Some emotions could not be controlled.
Thinking about it now, Hara Ze is so kind to her. Can't she feel it if he likes her? Why did she suddenly... think about it all the time. Her emotions stabilized, and Zhu Yao blushed when she remembered her previous behavior again.
When entering the elevator, Zhu Yao turned her head and looked at Haraze, and asked with a shy expression: "Am I... so embarrassing today?"
After pressing the elevator floor, Hara Ze held her hands with both hands and said, "No, it's because I'm not good, I always have too many concerns."
Zhu Yao pursed her lips and smiled, and she felt a little comforted.
...
When I returned to the apartment, my mood changed drastically.
After Zhu Yao entered the house, the first thing he did was to go to the bathroom to wash his face.
When Zhu Yao saw her appearance in the mirror, she was shocked... Although she put on light makeup today, she still painted her daily eye shadow and eyeliner. Now she was crying, her eyes were black, her eyes were red and swollen... so ugly.
Facing this face, how did Hara Ze kiss and...proposal.
Zhu Yao's mouth curled up and her face began to get hot. She took a few deep breaths, touched her face, and then began to wipe her face carefully with makeup remover. When she was about to wash her face, Zhu Yao found that she didn't wear rubber bands, so she hurried out to find Hara Ze...
There was no one in the living room. Zhu Yao looked at it and the bedroom door was open. Zhu Yao walked in with her slippers and called him: "Hara Ze, you--"
Harazaki stood by the closet and turned around.
Zhu Yao paused and his eyes fell on his naked upper body... He was holding a T-shirt in his hand, just about to change his clothes.
At that moment, all the blood in Zhu Yao's body seemed to flow towards his head... but his eyes stayed on his prominent abdominal muscles and strong chest for a while before pursing his dry lips, trying to make his voice sound natural: "I want to ask... do you have rubber bands at home? I want to tie my hair."
Hara Ze obviously didn't expect her to suddenly break in. The surprise flashed in her eyes, and her expression seemed to be calm: "Yes." After putting on the T-shirt, Hara Ze walked to the bedside, pulled open the bedside table, took out a rubber band, and handed it to Zhu Yao.
It was a hair band with strawberries falling on it, Zhu Yao had fallen here before. Haraza said, "I have always forgotten to give it to you."
Zhu Yao's face was still very red. She reached out to take the hair circle, looked at Hara Ze's face, smiled, and spoke a little uneasy: "Then, then I'll go take a shower first."
"Yeah, go." Haraza smiled faintly and watched her enter the bathroom.
When the door was closed, Hara Zawa stood there for a while, thinking, then slowly walked to the fitting mirror, put her white fingers on the hem of the T-shirt, slowly lifted up, revealing her firm abdomen... Thinking of the little princess' expression just now, Hara Zawa smiled again.
Zhu Yao took a shower slowly, it was already late. He came out of the bathroom and was wearing a loose T-shirt on Haraza's T-shirt. The skin that was fumigated by the heat was pink and white and bright.
Hara Ze prepared ice cubes, wrapped them in a clean towel, and applied her red and swollen eyes. After applying them to her eyes, Zhu Yao went into the bedroom to sleep.
When she turned around and wanted to close the door, she saw Hara Ze following her, holding a pillow in her hand...
Yes... the pillow I just put on the sofa.
To be continued...