Chapter 228 The rain keeps falling
Shuangyu dressed in denim shorts and a T-shirt today, which is suitable for traveling tonight on rainy days. Her close-fitting size also showed off her concave and convex figure.
It’s no longer the childish look in junior high school, but it has just begun to have a certain femininity.
Despite the thunder and rain, it can be seen that she can still maintain a happy mood.
If it were before, Long Tian would definitely think that his arrival was the reason why she was happy.
But now, he knows that this is not the reason anymore.
"Who is he?" Long Tian tried hard to suppress the huge pain in his heart, and forced a smile out. After thinking for a while, he asked hesitantly.
As soon as he heard his words, Shuangyu knew that he had seen the scene when he entered the door. She did not intend to hide it. Instead, she was glad that he mentioned it first, so she didn't have to think about how to open this mouth. She replied calmly: "He is my squad leader, named Ling Bingluo."
"Is that all?" Long Tian asked back coldly.
She gritted her teeth, made up her mind, and responded firmly: "He is my boyfriend."
After hearing this, Long Tian sneered: "He is your boyfriend, haha! Then what is me?"
"Longtian, I'm sorry, we're over." She was still a little guilty and didn't dare to look at him directly.
"Are you so casual about breaking up now? You can announce it without saying hello?" Ignoring her discomfort, Long Tian stared at her tightly, his eyes wrapped in a ball of fire.
"Actually, when you came back from Beijing last month, I wanted to tell you, but considering that you are about to go abroad to play games, I don't want this incident to affect your performance, so I want to wait until you return to China before telling you. Congratulations, the National Youth Team won the runner-up under your leadership, and you have also become the king of shooters." She looked at his hot gaze and answered firmly.
If these words were half a year ago, he would have thought they were the most legitimate and most beautiful reasons, but they sounded particularly harsh at this moment;
The meaning of the words was that thanks to her general knowledge, he achieved these honors. After hearing this, he couldn't help feeling disgusted, as if he had eaten half a fly. This was the first time he felt this way for her.
Long Tian sneered and replied: "So, I should thank you, because I can't concentrate on playing football until now!"
Of course, Shuangyu knew that he was talking sarcastically, and was not aroused. Instead, he said calmly: "It's my fault for keeping it from you, but you have to understand me too. You are very nice to me, and it's hard to find someone as good as you in this world, but - hey, maybe we are so destined to be without separation."
"How do I answer you when you sent me this good person card at the last moment? You have said this before, but there will be another half of the sentence, and I will cherish my kindness to you. If two people are together, then where is that half sentence? Are women so fickle? Humph, I only know today!" Long Tian's heart was dead, so he didn't care about her feelings and became rude.
Obviously stimulated by this sentence, Shuangyu gritted her teeth and replied with red eyes: "It's not that I'm fickle, but, but--ah!"
"But what? It's the man who is taller than me and more handsome than me, right?" Long Tian was excited and did not leave any affection for her and directly responded.
"You don't understand! You don't know how I came here in the past six months. Where are you when I was sad? When I was in menstruation, I fainted when I was in pain. Where are you? When I was not satisfied with the college entrance examination, where are you? I don't just have it before, but I have to accompany you forever. What can you give these?"
After saying that, she lay on the table and cried out "screaming".
Long Tian had also felt guilty for not being able to do these aspects, but looking at her well-behaved, she gradually felt a sense of peace of mind that she could understand;
But at this moment, she heard her spit out all the bitter water, and then she realized that she actually couldn't understand.
Girls are selfish and want someone to accompany them all the time. He should have understood this principle long ago, rather than deceiving himself until now.
Long Tian, who regards "not letting his beloved woman cry in front of him" as his life creed, is sad and crying when he sees Shuangyu, but he is reluctant to feel the panic he used to be.
After crying for a while, Long Tian was still soft-hearted and got up and went downstairs to find her tissues;
I suddenly remembered that every time I accompanied her, I would prepare tissues in advance and try to create a good image of my caring boyfriend;
But this time, even this detail was ignored. Is this another breakup preview?
It seems that the subconscious mind has already noticed that the only person who feels good about himself is himself.
A smile appeared on Long Tian's face, very bitter, astringent and sad.
Shuangyu took the tissue he handed over, carefully wiped the tears, and looked at Long Tian with his eyes blank, and thanked softly: "Thank you, Long Tian. I have received the notice and am ready to go to Guilin, a place with the best scenery in the world. When I come to Guilin in the future, I will definitely entertain you."
She still couldn't accept this fact, but she was already like nothing happened. It felt like she had completely forgotten his birthday this year;
This only shows that with a new love, she has already let go of this relationship, and the only thing she cares about is himself.
Long Tian shook his head without comment and said, "I don't know if I have time yet, let's talk about it."
"Oh, yes, you are going to play football abroad. Congratulations! Have you thought about where to go? I don't know when I will have the opportunity to go abroad. I envy you so much." She blinked and her mood had indeed recovered.
All of this was in Long Tian's eyes. The broken heart would no longer be shaken. Looking at her who suddenly became so strange, he chose to remain silent, and did not want to pay attention to her who would be talking about it.
Seeing that he did not respond, Shuangyu thought for a while and said calmly: "I know that no matter what I say or do now, I can't get your forgiveness. But, I still want to thank you again, Long Tian. Thank you for your care and care for me over the years. I have given so much for me unconditionally, and in the end I failed you. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!"
Long Tian glanced at her sideways and replied coldly: "Zhang Shuangyu, do you think it is useful to say these things now?"
Since he met her, his name has always been "Shuangyu", intermittently mixed with favorite names such as "wife" and "baby", but this is the first time she called her full name like this. She was stunned for a while when she was not used to it.
After reacting, he said embarrassedly: "Maybe, you won't want to see me again after tonight. If you don't talk about it now, you will have no chance in the future. Long Tian, you are really a very good boy with a bright future. I am not worthy of you, so there should be a more suitable girl waiting for you in front. I wish you happiness and I wish you a great generation of superstars as soon as possible and win glory for the country."
Long Tian bit his lower lip hard. He originally wanted to say some harsh words to find some things, but he still couldn't say it. After sighing heavily, he turned into a blessing as soon as he spoke: "Thank you, I also wish you progress in your studies and sweet love."
After saying that, he picked up the gift he had prepared from the stool beside him and handed it over, "This is for you. Although it seems inappropriate now, since I have brought it all, I don't want to see it again, so I'll just ask you to take it away."
Shuangyu glanced at the packaging box with sweet messages such as "520" clearly printed on it, and immediately knew what kind of gift was inside. She reached out and pushed it back, refusing: "Thank you for your kindness, I really can't accept this anymore, so I'd better leave it to your future girlfriend."
This feeling of being rejected is even more embarrassing and uncomfortable than when she refused him to give him a ring on KTV at the beginning of the year, because the situation at this moment is completely gone from the tactful way she was at the beginning;
Instead, it was a hard landing, and Long Tian’s fragile heart was thrown to the ground and shattered pieces.
He took the gift weakly and put it back to the position where the stool was placed next to him. He didn't want to speak or know what to say.
Seeing that he could accept this reality, Shuangyu calmed down a lot of worry, and the atmosphere at the scene was indeed very depressing, so she was about to leave;
She stood up and stretched out her right hand to him: "I'm going home. It's too heavy to stay outside for too long. Thank you again, Long Tian."
Long Tian looked at her without any hesitation, and under her warm eyes, he stood up blankly, reached out to hold it;
The feel of the hand is still what I remember, but the two of them can never go back.
Looking at this look of silence, she suddenly felt very distressed. She stretched out her hands, hugged him, and said softly in his ear, "Remember to be happy", and then turned around and left without looking back.
Long Tian stood there blankly, not knowing what had just happened. In a daze, he felt the familiar touch and smelled the familiar body fragrance. It seemed that nothing had changed. She was still the same she used to be, his beloved girlfriend;
But the cruel reality soon told him that all this was just an illusion. She was no longer her. He was still in the same place and could only accept the consequences of being abandoned.
After Shuangyu left for a long time, Long Tian could react. Thinking of what she said, Long Tian, who was sad, felt an inexplicable pain and couldn't help but burst into tears;
The shrill crying also reached the front desk on the first floor, attracting the attention of the waiter. I couldn't help but step forward and ask: "Boss, what happened?"
Long Tian ignored the fearful little girl, grabbed the gift from the stool, ran downstairs, and rushed into the heavy rain without any scruples;
He ran and cried all the way. The rain in the sky hit his face hard, blending with tears. It was no longer clear whether it was rain or tears that were flowing down.
Long Tian was 100 meters in a speed of more than ten seconds, and he ran wildly on the streets of the small county town on a rainy night. This momentum was very terrifying;
The moment ago, I saw a figure running over from a distance. If I were not careful, I could no longer see the figure. I was confused and thought it was a ghost.
As he ran, he was suddenly blocked by a branch-like object under his feet. Long Tian fell to the ground, and half of his body was sank into the rain flowing on the street.
Looking up at the surrounding environment, I found that it was the bridgehead of the water plant. It was the place where Long Tian bent down to carry her after taking her to Xiaoju at the beginning of the year. How sweet it was at the beginning, how sad it felt when I think about it now;
Long Tian, whose fragile heart suffered another critical strike, stood up and rushed to the bridge despite the huge pain from his knees and left leg;
Looking at the turbulent Jiuzhou River, after shouting, he threw the gift in his hand into the river with all his might;
In fact, what he lost was not a gift, but that past that disturbed me and worried.
Chapter completed!