Chapter 93(1/2)
The next morning, Bai Xinyu brought two cages of small meat buns and soy milk and ran to Jian Suiying's office.
Jian Suiying was discussing something with Li Yu, but she narrowed her eyes as soon as she saw him.
Bai Xinyu put the breakfast on the table and showed a bright smile, "Brother, I..."
Jian Suiying raised her hand and said, "Stop, I will know what you want to say when you see you like that, no."
Bai Xinyu's face suddenly collapsed, "Brother, I just said a few words just after entering the door. I'm just sending you breakfast..."
Jian Suiying gave him a blank look, "Li Yu, are you familiar with his expression?"
Li Yu nodded and said with a smile: "If you have something to ask for it."
When Bai Xinyu saw that it was exposed, she simply stopped pretending, sat on the table, opened the breakfast box, "Brother, Li Yu, try it quickly, it's so hot." After saying that, he threw a pill into his mouth, "Oh, I C, it's so hot..."
Li Yu hugged her chest with her hands and shook her head.
Jian Suiying said "tsk" and said, "If you have a fart, I'm busy here."
Bai Xinyu crossed half of his body over the big desk, grabbed Jian Suiying's hand, and begged: "Brother, I want to go to Africa with Mr. Xu."
Jian Suiying glared at her eyes, "Get out."
Bai Xinyu sticks to Jian Suiying's arm like a candy, "Brother, let me go. If he doesn't go to Yu Fengcheng, it's just me, really."
Jian Suiying said irritably: "I love you so much, you can't afford a plane ticket, get out!"
Bai Xinyu almost lay on the table, shook Jian Suiying's arm and begged: "Brother, I don't want to carry you on my back. I want to tell you that I went for business inspections, not for anything else. I really want to start the company. I won't give up easily. Don't be angry with me, okay? Yu Fengcheng really won't go."
"Why didn't he go?"
Bai Xinyu explained: "He... he is a soldier, so it's not easy to go abroad. He didn't have time to go through the procedures. I didn't plan to go there at first, but later he said he wouldn't go there, so I wanted to go there. Brother, believe me, I really went to inspect. I don't want to miss this opportunity. In the future, Zhongwei will separate the Ministry of International Security. Mr. Xu may not have finished it. There may not be such an opportunity in the future. This time it is really important to me. Brother, okay? Please."
“Come off my desk.”
"Brother..." Bai Xinyu hugged Jian Suiying's arm and pretended shamelessly. He knew that his brother would use this trick. Anyway, he was either soft-hearted or impatient in the end, so he would agree to him.
Jian Suiying grabbed his collar and said, "Bai Xinyu, when will you use this trick? Do you feel any shame if you are such a big man?"
Bai Xinyu shook his head and laughed: "As long as it is easy to use, I will continue to use it."
Jian Suiying pushed him away, "If you want to go, go!"
Bai Xinyu immediately rolled down from the table, "Thank you brother!"
"Is there any danger in that place?"
"There is a little bit 2, but as long as you don't run around and follow the protection personnel at any time, are you still afraid that I will be in danger? I am from the Snow Leopard Team." Bai Xinyu said confidently.
Jian Suiying said angrily: "After coming back, I will give me a complete inspection report to let me know that you are doing serious business."
Bai Xinyu nodded vigorously, "Brother, don't worry! When I start a security company and make a lot of money, I will definitely let you enjoy delicious food and drink. If you go to negotiate, I will send you ten bodyguards to support the situation."
Jian Suiying laughed and scolded: "Get out."
Li Yu said: "When you go there, you have to call two calls every day to report your safety, one to call your brother and the other to go home."
"Oh, okay..." After Bai Xinyu agreed, he suddenly realized something was wrong. Li Yu was two years younger than him, so why did he really look like a "cousin-law" tone?
Li Yu said: "What's wrong?"
Bai Xinyu whispered a few words in his heart, but did not dare to say anything. The wind beside him was so scary, so he should not offend Li Yu.
As soon as he returned to the office, Bai Xinyu's cell phone rang. He picked it up and saw that it was Yan Shaozhen called. The two of them had never contacted each other since the meal that day. He didn't know what Yan Shaozhen was thinking, and he didn't want to discuss it, but he still couldn't help but answer the phone, "Hey, Shaozhen?"
"Xinyu, I'm in the cafe downstairs of your company."
"Ah, oh, okay, Dong-won and I will go down now."
Young Master Yan paused, "Can you do it yourself?"
Bai Xinyu hesitated for a moment, "Okay."
After hanging up the phone, Bai Xinyu grabbed his hair irritably. His hair grew longer. He used to like to make a styling and dye it. Now he feels uncomfortable as long as his hair grows. After he has been discharged from the army, he has always been flattering. Fortunately, others are handsome and look good in any hairstyle... Damn, now it is not the time to think about this, he is a little afraid of seeing Yan Shaozhen. He regards Yan Shaozhen as a friend and is unwilling to disappoint his friends, but he cannot develop any relationships other than friends with Yan Shaozhen. Not to mention that he doesn't like men at first, even if he likes them, he will no longer eat grass beside the nest. The acre of three-part land in his heart has been almost completely entrusted by the pig Yu Fengcheng.
He grabbed his wallet and went out. When he passed Feng Dongyuan's desk, Feng Dongyuan looked up at him, "Xinyu, are you going to have lunch? It's too early."
Bai Xinyu blinked, "I'll go and be lazy and buy you cakes."
Feng Dongyuan lowered his voice and said, "I don't eat cake during work."
"I'll eat." Bai Xinyu waved his hand and strode.
When he arrived at the cafe downstairs, Yan Shaozhen was waiting in casual clothes. He sat by the window, the warm sunlight shining on his face, and his smooth skin seemed to melt at any time. The women in the cafe secretly looked in his direction, but he didn't realize it.
Bai Xinyu walked over and said hello to him with a pretentious look, "Shaozhen."
"Sit." Yan Shaozhen smiled, "The environment here is pretty good."
"Well, our company's employees love to come here during rest time." Bai Xinyu said: "Why have you faked so much recently? You ran out again today?"
"I took a special leave today."
"Oh? Why?" Bai Xinyu thought to himself, ancestor, don't say it's just to see me.
Yan Shaozhen smiled helplessly, "My parents introduced me to a female teacher and insisted on letting me meet."
"Oh, good thing, is it beautiful?"
Yan Shaozhen shook the coffee spoon lightly and said calmly: "I didn't look carefully. They knew that I didn't like women, but they kept forcing me to go on blind dates."
Bai Xinyu felt a little embarrassed. He felt that the army was not suitable for homosexual recruitment, and it had nothing to do with discrimination. The main reason was that dozens of men slept in the big bunk bed and took a bath together. It was too easy for something to happen. His life was surrounded by homosexuals. Starting from his brother... So it was not surprising that he got along with men, it seemed to be destined. He didn't know how to comfort Yan Shaozhen, so he could only smile dryly and said, "They are also for your own good."
Yan Shaozhen smiled and shook his head, "For the sake of face. In short, the place where I went on a blind date was quite close to here, so I wanted to come and see you. Xinyu, are you... okay?"
Bai Xinyu certainly heard that he was pointing something and shrugged, "Of course I'm fine, what's wrong?"
"That day..." Yan Shaozhen looked at him deeply.
Bai Xinyu smiled and said, "Oh, it really scared me. Who would have thought that his father would suddenly appear? But it's nothing. Their housework has nothing to do with me."
"Can you really think so?"
"Otherwise, what else do you think? I'm not going to marry him." Bai Xinyu laughed.
Yan Shaozhen seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, "Actually, I am quite envious of Yu Fengcheng in this regard. My parents are not as enlightened as General Yu, but Xinyu, if it is for you, I can fight to the end."
Bai Xinyu's smile froze on his face. He paused and his expression became more serious. "Shaozhen, don't waste time on me, okay? I won't be happy with you. I can only treat you as a friend and comrade. It will not be good for both of us if you continue like this. If you still... I think we should have tried not to meet in the future." After he finished speaking, his heart suddenly felt much more relaxed. It was always difficult to say no to reject other people's words. He knew he should have said it long ago, but he couldn't say it. Now he finally said it, and he felt much better.
Yan Shaozhen was slightly stunned, and a hint of sadness was stained with a pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes, "Xinyu, why did you suddenly say this today?"
"I didn't want to say it today, I just kept thinking about it, but I'm embarrassed to say it." Bai Xinyu sighed, "Shaozhen, in fact, I don't have many advantages besides my face. Even if you like men, you can find someone better than me."
"Even if you and Yu Fengcheng are over, will I not have a chance?"
Bai Xinyu smiled faintly, "It has nothing to do with Yu Fengcheng?"
"It doesn't matter?" Yan Shaozhen obviously didn't believe it or convinced, "If I had met you first, you should be mine now."
Bai Xinyu shook his head, "Shaozhen, although there is no 'if' in this matter, if there is really 'if', I will not be with you, because you don't know how Yu Fengcheng and I were fooled together. Yu Fengcheng is a big gangster, you are not as shameless as him. When you met me, you thought I was homosexual and thought I was a possible object, but I was not, I was not from beginning to end. Yu Fengcheng and I... it is difficult to say clearly, but I am sure I can't be hard against other men. If I fall in love in the future, I will find women, so I can't like you. It doesn't matter whether you are good or not, and it doesn't matter whether Yu Fengcheng is. Shaozhen, sorry."
Yan Shaozhen looked at him without blinking, for a while, sighed deeply and lowered his head.
Bai Xinyu felt very uncomfortable when he looked at Yan Shaozhen's depressed look, but being able to express his psychological words is also a good thing for Yan Shaozhen.
Yan Shaozhen took a sip of coffee silently, "What you said today made me figure out something. I always thought you rejected me because I couldn't forget Yu Fengcheng. Although I know you really can't forget it, that's not the main reason."
Bai Xinyu smiled lightly and said, "I have forgotten him."
Yan Shaozhen shook his head, "Xinyu, sometimes your thoughts are easy to see through, because they are all written on your face."
Bai Xinyu's face was a little hot, "I have been trained in confidentiality. If I want to hide, you may not be able to see it."
Yan Shaozhen smiled, "Yes, but because you didn't hide it or couldn't hide it, I still saw it."
Bai Xinyu lowered his eyelids and whispered: "Shaozhen, you misunderstood. I... forget it, there is nothing to explain. In short, I want to say everything to you. No matter what, I still regard you as a comrade-in-arms in my heart."
Yan Shaozhen gently grabbed his hand and smiled gently, "I am the same, but besides my comrades, I have other feelings that I can't control. Xinyu, you don't know how dazzling you are."
Bai Xinyu pulled his hand back without a trace and sneered: "I can't help but praise me. You'd better stop praising me, I'll take it seriously."
"What I said is true." Yan Shaozhen frowned slightly, "After the three months of internship in the Snow Leopard Team, I have been watching you make rapid progress. As I watched you, I was attracted. But I always avoided one problem, that is, you are actually a straight man. Your relationship with Yu Fengcheng may have really gone through a process where I can't replace it. I am quite unwilling to accept it, but I don't want you to alienate me like this. I also hope to see you from time to time, drink and eat with you, so I won't say these words again in the future, and don't ignore me, okay?"
Bai Xinyu said embarrassedly: "I won't see you."
Yan Shaozhen smiled, "There is another thing. Actually, when you blocked the gun for Yu Fengcheng, I wanted to tell you, but I had selfish intentions and never said it."
Bai Xinyu said in a daze: "What?"
Yan Shaozhen paused, "At the beginning, I told you that Yu Fengcheng's eyes were always staring at the deputy team. In fact... In fact, the look he looked at you was different from the look he looked at the deputy team. I can't describe how different it was, but I think Yu Fengcheng was looking at you with a man's eyes. Xinyu, I kept pressing on this matter in my heart and didn't say it because I didn't want you to think that I was deliberately sowing the discord. In fact..." Yan Shaozhen smiled bitterly and said, "I am really sowing the discord, and I don't feel guilty. I am fighting for you in a man's way. If Yu Fengcheng doesn't let me have an opportunity, I can't succeed. I never planned to say it, but seeing you struggle so much, I admit that I regret it."
Bai Xinyu was stunned. It took him a long time to come back to his senses and took a sip of coffee at a loss.
"Xinyu, will you blame me?"
Bai Xinyu thought about it and shook his head calmly, "Actually, this matter has nothing to do with you. Even if you don't tell me, I will sooner or later find out that Yu Fengcheng will still be..." He smiled bitterly, "So there is no difference."
Yan Shaozhen showed a reluctant smile, "Xinyu, you are my first love."
Bai Xinyu murmured: "The first love will probably be misleading, and it will be fine in the future."
"Will I come to play with you and Dongyuan during the holidays?"
Bai Xinyu nodded, "Of course."
To be continued...