Secretary Chen said carefully: "Young Master, this is your illusion..."

"It's not an illusion! She said in person that she was with me because of those monsters! And I could feel that her feelings for me were different from my feelings for her! I need her a lot, and she doesn't need me at all!"

Miyagaki stood up and said excitedly, "I want to possess her, get her, and want to be with her all the time! She can make me burn like a fire!... But she doesn't care at all!"

"What should I do..." Miyagi turned around and paced irritably, "...How can she make her like me...I can't let those monsters get her..."

"Young Master, don't worry."

Secretary Chen observed Gong Yuan's increasingly anxious expression and became a little worried.

"Ah——" Miyagi hugged his head, suddenly let out a painful roar, and fell to the ground.

Secretary Chen quickly stepped forward and held Gongyuan, "Young Master, calm down... don't think about it anymore..."

Secretary Chen suddenly realized that feelings are a double-edged sword.

If it has a positive effect, you can pull the palace wall out of the mud.

If it has a negative effect, it will completely bury him in the abyss.

Most people cannot accept the dark self-protection personality of Gongyuan.

He is sinister, sensitive, paranoid and strong.

I can't even love myself, and I don't know how to love others.

And he never thought of having love and always locked himself in a cold and dark world alone.

On the set, Secretary Chen found Shu Yanan anxiously and said to her: "Xiao Shu, the young master is in a coma..."

Shu Yanan's face changed and she suddenly clenched the script in her hand.

But after her expression changed a few times, she said in a plain tone: "Then let the doctor take good care of her."

"I'll take you to see him?"

“…No.”

Shu Yanan refused.

Secretary Chen's face was slightly dark, "Xiao Shu, the young master is stimulated by you that causes coma. Shouldn't you go and see him?"

"Secretary Chen, I don't think I did anything wrong."

Shu Yanan did not give in, "I don't think I'm responsible for everything about him."

She calmed down, "I know you want to say that Miyagi's situation is special, he is a patient, he has not received care, and he doesn't know how to love others.

I should be more tolerant and understanding of him, right?

I've thought so, too.

But now I feel that tolerance and understanding should be within a certain level, otherwise it would be infinite indulgence."

"Secretary Chen, don't you think Miyagi's personality is bad?

If we blindly indulge him and let him do whatever he wants, it will only make him even more out of control.

I think what we need to do is change him and give him guidance on the right way to get along with himself and others.

There will definitely be discomfort and pain in this process, but this is the way to be really good to him.”

Secretary Chen was silent for a moment and said, "You are right.

If you can change the young master, that is the best.”

"I remember you said that the prerequisite for treatment is that he can accept other personalities and live in harmony.

But you see, when he mentioned them, they all hated them to the core.

How can he heal himself if he hates him so much?

Those are fragments of his soul, but he refused to face them."

"This is also what I worry about. The young master is too paranoid, I am afraid that he can't bear the too strong stimulation..." Secretary Chen sighed, "If he is strong enough, he will not split up multiple personalities."

“It’s always a hard time trying, right?

If you don’t change, you will never be better.”

Shu Yanan said, “And if he doesn’t change, we can’t go on.

I am not the Virgin, nor the Savior. I have my own life.”

Secretary Chen nodded: "Miss Shu, I understand you very much.

You have put in a lot of patience and tolerance when you can do this."

Shu Yanan took a long breath and suddenly felt exhausted both physically and mentally.

There was an unspeakable sadness in her chest.

This sadness is not only for herself, but also for the palace, for the light voice, for Anger, for the few incomplete souls trapped in that body...

She whispered: "Don't say that, Secretary Chen.

I know I'm not doing well enough.

Sometimes I also have a temper, and I can't unconditionally tolerate everything about the palace.

Actually, I am very confused now. Sometimes I feel like I am about to split…”

Whenever she followed Gongyuan, she couldn't help but think of several other people, especially Qingyin...

Although she repeatedly told herself that they were all part of the palace, the completely different feeling, each of their obsession with themselves, made her fall into a chaotic struggle.

She also asked herself what kind of feelings she had for Miyagi and several other personalities?

Compassion, gratitude or like?

Can all these emotions be placed on Gongyuan?

But before she could even sort out her emotions, he and his personalities appeared alternately, completely disrupting her pace.

The unpredictable physical entanglement between the two made her even more confused and entangled.

She needs to distance herself from Miyagi to cushion her mood.

If you don’t organize your emotions well and cannot face the palace well, it will only make the situation worse and worse.

"Maybe you and the young master need space."

Secretary Chen said.

He no longer insisted that Shu Yanan go to see the palace.

However, this decision made him regret it...

Miyagi woke up in the hospital, sat up immediately and looked around.

There was no expectant figure...

His expression stagnated and his eyes immediately dimmed.

Secretary Chen explained: "Young Master, Miss Shu is rushing to make progress in the shooting during this period, so..."

Miyagaki interrupted him, "She doesn't want to see me at all!"

"The young master may have a little misunderstanding about Miss Shu..."

"Enough!"

Miyagi scolded coldly: "Don't mention her again!"

After being discharged from the hospital, Miyagi left the film and television city without delay.

For the next period of time, he worked as usual, held various business negotiations as usual, and even social engagements that he rarely participated in in the past began to refuse.

Miyagaki has always been a model worker. In addition to fighting his personality, his life is endless work.

As a result, after he officially entered World Asia at the age of 20, he spent seven years working hard to become the deputy general manager of the group, which was convinced by everyone.

Although Miyagi himself is a workaholic, his status during this period still makes Secretary Chen unintentionally worried.

Not only did he work hard, he was also very abnormal, almost day and night, like a spinning top, untiring.

When the body can’t bear it, use medicine to assist sleep.

Moreover, his aura is more gloomy and more cunning than before.

Gong Yuan never mentioned Shu Yanan, and Secretary Chen never mentioned it.

But he paid more attention to Miyagi's every move than ever before.

On the other hand, Shu Yanan devoted himself to the filming of the film.

During this period, she had to go back and forth, take the time to record a new album and shoot song MVs.

This time, the solo album was called "Metamorphosis". The first main song "The Best Me" received a warm response after it was broadcast.

These days, Gongyuan did not contact him, and she seemed to have put him behind her.

However, when it was late at night, in the rare moment of leisure, he would come to his mind very clearly, making her toss and turn, unable to sleep.
To be continued...