Liu Huiqin was sure, and sure that before leaving the Han family, whether Gu Yan's name appeared at home or when she came to visit her home, she had never seen a trace of admiration in her daughter Lili's eyes.

"Lili is a little girl. How should I, a big man, take care of me? Don't make things difficult for me. Take the time to have a good chat with Lili, so that she won't see the girl in the Han family, as if she wants to fight the enemy."

Speaking of this, Song Shinian turned his back to Liu Huiqin: "I'm sleepy, go to bed."

This is just an excuse. Song Shinian couldn't sleep at all at this moment, and the reason why he couldn't sleep was neither Shu Ying nor Gu Yan nor Liu Huiqin and Han Xiali.

So what is the reason why Song Shinian lies in bed but doesn’t feel sleepy?

——A phone number, a phone number from the imperial capital, and a phone number from the imperial capital to Song Shinian's home before the evening.

"Are you okay in Ancheng?"

“Everything is OK.”

"Do you go back to the imperial capital during the Chinese New Year?"

"...New Year's Eve is on holiday, I'm afraid I can't go back..."

"Then you have to take good care of yourself."

"The same to you."

"Yeah. You..."

"What?"

"Have you forgotten something in the last month?"

“…”

"Tel. You haven't called me in the past month. Did you meet a suitable lesbian in Ancheng and want to get married?"

"...No, no, why do you think so?"

"I really met a suitable lesbian... Actually, this is nothing! Cousin, I have been bad for all these years. I clearly know what you want,

But I can't give you the response you deserve, I will make you feel bad... If you want to settle your home in Ancheng, I...I support you. In this way, if my cousin is by my side, I will feel less guilty...."

"Don't say that, you know, in my heart, you don't owe me anything."

"No...if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have been married yet, my cousin... I'm really sorry..."

"I personally want to do it."

...

Thinking about the phone calls I received in the evening and the content of the call, Song Shinian was very worried.

He likes Yun Qiu's cousin and loves this cousin deeply. He has always kept people in his heart for many years, but he is a man and has his own emotions and desires. He has hoped that he can be with him more than once.

However, she was kept in her heart by him... but she couldn't let go of her family, the identity and status that family brought to her as the hostess, and the children she could not let go of.

Yes, she met him once or twice in a month... But when did she not have more than two hours? When did she not find excuses to his residence?

It made him look as if he was too shameful.

Well, he admitted that his relationship with his cousin was indeed shameful, but they were interested in each other when they were young. It was because of his sudden marriage. The explanation given to him was due to helplessness, and he believed it.

Because no one knows his feelings for him and his feelings for him than them.

So, in his cousin's tears, he said in his own words that he would not blame the other party, and even promised to protect his cousin as before.

Even if they cannot be together, his newness to her will remain unchanged.

Over the years, he has indeed received a promise.

I maintained a unclear relationship with my cousin in private, but I watched my cousin give birth to one child after another for another man, and watched my cousin live a happy life.

Even though he kept telling himself again and again, don’t think about it, don’t care, after all, you are the one who is kept in your heart by your cousin.

However, as he grew older, he felt uncomfortable involuntarily as he watched his peers' children be happy.

I want to give up this shameful relationship and want to find someone to marry and have children casually, but I can't make up my mind, afraid of seeing my cousin's helpless tears.

Just like this, he was living in a daze in the imperial capital...

Maybe he had a grudge in his heart. At work, he made mistakes from time to time, but a cousin borrowed his husband's family's connections to get along. Those mistakes never affected his work.

However, there are times when a thousand-mile horses are at a loss. Before coming to Ancheng, he made mistakes that cannot be ignored in his work in the imperial capital. If he continues to stay in the imperial capital and stays at his original job, what is waiting for him will be destroyed in the rest of his life.

In this case, he thought about it over and over again and asked his cousin to work in a city far away from the imperial capital, not to ask how important the position is, as long as he can live a stable life in the second half of his life.

My cousin told him that he would find a way to help him.

Facts proved that my cousin, the woman he kept in his heart, Yun Qiu... she cared about him and tried every means to do something for him, help him get out of his original job, and successfully came to Ancheng to work.

Before leaving, he boarded the train. When he saw tears and reluctance in his cousin's eyes, he felt moved. He left a sentence and would often call the imperial capital and go back to the imperial capital to visit the other party when he had time.

I really liked the woman I really love, and he is unforgettable to forget, but he knows very well that although my cousin has him in his heart, he will never divorce him.

Now, he is middle-aged and wants his own home and someone to be with him because he... is afraid of loneliness.

Unexpectedly, when I arrived in Ancheng, I met the "first love" I once looked up.

My cousin knew Liu Huiqin and knew that Liu Huiqin was his formal girlfriend. She didn't like him being with Liu Huiqin, but she was already married at that time.

Although he said nothing, his expression would become very wrong when he saw him and Liu Huiqin being together.

At that time, he was secretly happy.

He couldn't stand his cousin sad, so he had to tell her that he actually had no feelings for Liu Huiqin.

As for Liu Huiqin... she encountered an ambiguous relationship with her cousin twice in a row, but this woman was simple-minded and could only be jealous.

I won't think deeper, she just became his open lover because she was somewhat similar to her cousin's eyebrows and eyes.

If you are a little coaxing, you will revolve around him again.

After clinking, Liu Huiqin was tough and encountered the ambiguous relationship between him and her cousin for the second time, and she directly disappeared for him.

But in the end, fate arranged for her to be his woman and to be pregnant with his child.

Song Shinian was very happy that he had a home now and was about to have his own bloodline. It had nothing to do with whether he had feelings for Liu Huiqin. He was just happy that he had a home and a child that belonged to him.

He lost his mother when he was young and his father when he was young. Later, he lived under someone else's roof. Song Shinian longed for a home of his own.

However, jealousy is indispensable for people, but some people are jealous, some are broad-minded, and their realm is high. Even if they are a little jealous, they will be unknowingly resolved by themselves.
Chapter completed!