Chapter 443(1/2)
Clinker, Han Xiajun thought that Ms. Liu, who wanted to persuade him yesterday, finally took medicine, left the hospital alone this half afternoon. At this moment, she was lying on the bed and coughing up blood. What should he say and what can he say?
"mom……"
With a hoarse voice, Han Xiajun stepped forward, took toilet paper from the table, pulled some blood stains left on the corner of his mouth for his mother to wipe the remaining blood. He cried and asked in pain:
"Why? Why did you leave the hospital? Do you want me as your son and Xiaojia anymore? Mom! What do you think?
No matter where I borrowed the money, as long as your illness can be cured, I will always pay it back to others..." That's right, Han Xiajun used a questioning question. He was afraid that his mother would be separated from his yin and yang due to today's actions.
With such a state of mind, he couldn't help but get angry and questioned.
However, Liu Huiqin was not displeased at all. She leaned against the head of the bed with difficulty, then raised her hand extremely weakly, helped Han Xiajun wipe the tears from her face, and said with a smile: "Mom knows that you are a good child, but Mom doesn't want to drag you down, do you understand?
Besides... let me talk about my mother knows what her illness is, so why should I waste money by spending a lot of money…”
"Who said that you are spending money in vain? The doctor said that as long as you are well hospitalized, you will get better sooner or later! Mom... Let's go, I'll carry you back to the hospital..."
Han Xiajun said, and he was about to get up on Liu Huiqin.
"Xiaojun, don't... Mom just wants to lie down and talk to you at home..."
Liu Huiqin's heart was warm. When her daughter Xia Li, who was also loved, was hurt by her heart, her son in front of her warmed her heart.
If possible, she naturally didn't want to leave the world early, and she didn't want to see her son and little daughter again.
"But I...but I..."
Han Xiajun's lips twitched, and he wanted to say "But I don't want to be a child without a mother", but he couldn't say anything else and could only let the tears in his eyes roll.
"Silly boy, why are you crying?!"
Liu Huiqin didn't know why her son was crying like this, and why she swallowed it back to her belly again and again. Therefore, she felt extremely uncomfortable.
But life and death are alive. She suffers from not ordinary diseases, but cancer, and it is advanced stages of cancer. Even if she wants to survive hard... However, her current state of her body does not allow it...
Holding the heartache and guilt for her son, Liu Huiqin tried hard to keep herself smiling. She said: "Mom knows what you want to say, but some things cannot be forced. I promised that mom, don't spend money on mom in vain..."
Seeing Han Xiajun turn his head and wipe the tears from his face without saying a word, Liu Huiqin said again: "Actually, mom guessed that the money you filled in to the bottomless pit in the hospital recently was probably given by your father Han... Mom was right, right?"
Upon hearing this, Han Xiajun remained silent.
"You know, mom was really ashamed of your father Han back then, but I can't get the qualification to use your father Han's money like this..."
Liu Huiqin said this, without any concealment of guilt in her eyes. At this moment, Han Xiajun met with her again: "Although my father gave it to me, I borrowed it. I told her that she would definitely like him as soon as possible when I have money."
"Do you borrowed less money? In order to treat me, do you tell me that you borrowed less money? Xiaojun..."
Grasping Han Xiajun's hand, Liu Huiqin tried hard, her eyes full of anxiety: "Your savings are spent on my mother, and the money you borrowed from your friends and colleagues is also spent on my mother,
Recently, you took a lot of money from your father Han to treat me. If... If my mother's disease can be cured, it would be fine if you borrow so much money.
At worst, when my mother recovers, she will use her future life to make money to others, but the reality is that my mother doesn’t have much time to live, do you know?
Maybe... maybe Mom will disappear at any time. Do you want to make Mom die with your eyes open and before you die... you still have to watch you spend a lot of money on me?"
"I won't let you die! You are my mother, I won't let you die!"
Han Xiajun was excited. He said, wanting to carry Liu Huiqin back to the hospital again.
At this moment, Han Xiali was tired of a sharp voice from the next room: "Is it over?! Do you want to sleep? I'm so annoying. I can't stay in the hospital and run home to cause trouble. Who do you want to make a living?"
Hearing these heart-wrenching words, Liu Huiqin suddenly coughed violently again.
Seeing this, Han Xiajun hurriedly patted his back and helped him to calm his energy.
"Mom, that's a lunatic. Don't take her words to heart. Just read it, and the doctor said it. As long as we take the medicine as per the doctor's advice..."
Can it really be cured? Han Xiajun had an answer in his heart, but he wanted him to give up the treatment of his mother who had given birth to him. He could not do it because the man was tortured by illness and then passed away in pain!
"Mom is okay, look, Mom is much better now."
He patted Han Xiajun's back of his hand, and Liu Huiqin looked exhausted, and said weakly, "Don't take her to the hospital, she wants to live at home... By the way, Xiaojia..."
Before leaving this world, what she was most worried about was undoubtedly her young daughter...the father was undergoing labor reform.
Restoring freedom has been 76 years, and he has experienced labor reform. Even if he returns to freedom in the future, what will he rely on to survive?
If he couldn't support himself, he would probably not be able to raise their daughter.
But...but just put the burden of raising a daughter to her son. As a mother, can she be worthy of her son?
To cure her, her son is already in debt. If he adds burden on his shoulders, would the daughter-in-law she has never met before be willing?
Thinking of this, Liu Huiqin shook her head in her heart, No, she could not put the burden of her little daughter on her son, at least she could not be suppressed for eleven or twelve years.
As for eleven or two years, isn’t it longer?
It started from eleven or two years later that her youngest daughter became an adult. By then, it should not be difficult for the little girl to find a job and support herself.
"The little family is very good. When I go home from school, I help his sister-in-law choose vegetables and wash vegetables, and play with my nephew. I am a good helper for me and his sister-in-law!"
Han Xiajun didn't lie, but it was not all the truth. But he could only say this now. He couldn't tell his sick mother that her younger sister was very sensible and helped her sister-in-law take care of her nephew.
He helped her sister-in-law do housework within her ability, but his wife... didn't like this sister-in-law at all. She disliked her every day and quarreled with him a lot in private.
It cannot be said that although Han Xiajun was rough, he knew very well that he could not say some things here.
A faint smile appeared in Liu Huiqin's eyes: "Xiaojia has caused trouble for you and your wife."
"No, Xiaojia didn't cause us any trouble."
Han Xiajun shook his head.
"Xiaojun..."
Liu Huiqin called out lightly, but she was a little reluctant to speak but stopped.
"Um?"
Han Xiajun looked at his mother quietly.
"When it is early March of 1976... Xiaojia's father will be released. Before that, Xiaojia will ask you, the brother to take care of you. Mom knows that this is a burden for you, and also knows that it is selfish.
But I have to entrust Xiaojia to you for the time being, but my mom has no other way... Xiaojun, I will regard it as my mom owe you in this life. If there is a next life,
If you are still your mother's son, your mother will definitely be kind to you thousands of times. Of course, if your mother is no longer the chance to be your mother, she will only owe you something!”
Liu Huiqin looked serious and said things, no matter how she heard them, she seemed to be explaining her last words.
In fact, this is indeed Liu Huiqin's last words, the last words she wanted to entrust her little daughter to her son for her temporary care when she was awake.
After hearing what she said, Han Xiajun suddenly stood up: "I said you will not have any trouble, you will not have any trouble!" He knew that he was deceiving himself, but Han Xiajun opened his mouth and said it, which showed how much he did not want to lose his mother.
Without caring about what Liu Huiqin's expression was, Han Xiajun walked out of the bedroom and pushed open the door next door.
"Are you very happy that mom is like this now?"
Han Xiali had dreamed of sleeping in the quilt. Well, only she knew whether she was asleep or not. However, the moment the door was pushed open by Han Xiajun, she lifted the quilt, her hair was as messy as a chicken coop, and she glared at Han Xiajun:
"Did you take the gun medicine? I didn't provoke you, why should I shout in front of me?"
Seeing that Han Xiali was not wrong at all, Han Xiajun was already in a state of great trouble. He couldn't hold it anymore. He came to Han Xiali's bed in a few steps, raised his hand and slapped him twice.
"Since I was a child, how did you repay me? After graduating from high school, I didn't find a job to help my mother reduce the burden of life, and insisted on going to the imperial capital secretly. The result was good.
Being mixed up with human traffickers, he was sentenced, sent to reform, released after prison, and returned to Ancheng, but still didn't want to find a job and live a good life. He stayed at home and had lunch all day long.
I'm looking for trouble yet, which makes my mother angry. Seeing that my mother is in a bad condition, I don't know how to take her to the hospital for examination, so... so my mother's illness is getting worse and worse. Xia Li, are you willing?"
Looking directly at Han Xiali, Han Xiajun looked angry: "You don't, you're just a disaster! Mom needs hospitalization now, so you don't say you are here to take care of it. At least you go to the hospital to see your mother when you have time, but have you been there once?
I don’t visit my mother, but I don’t take my job, but I don’t go to work well, and I ask for leave from time to time and lie at home. You still have the face to be at home and go out, get out of this home, so that my mother won’t be upset when she sees you!”
Han Xiali endured the scorching pain on her cheeks, stared at Han Xiajun fiercely, and shouted: "Why should I get out? I am now a formal employee of the Wengong Group, so this house is mine. I want to drive me out. Are you sure that you are not talking to me in a fool?"
"I'm too lazy to spend more time with you!"
Han Xiajun got up, grabbed Han Xiali's arm, and dragged the person out of the bed.
"Let me go, you let me go!"
Han Xiali struggled, slapped Han Xiajun with one hand, and her feet were not idle. She kicked Han Xiajun's calves hard. Her eyes were red and she gritted her teeth and said:
"I am indeed not a good daughter. I am indeed embarrassed for you, but you put the root cause of your mother's cancer on me, and I don't recognize it!"
In fact, Han Xiali regretted it very much, regretting that she shouldn't have forgotten to take her mother to the hospital for examination as soon as possible. She was obviously reborn and went to the imperial capital.
I always thought that I must not let my mother die of cancer in this life, so I should take her mother to the hospital for early examination and treatment, so as not to repeat the same mistakes and lose her mother too early.
However, when she returned to this home after the renovation period, she forgot everything... She didn't notice that her mother's physical condition was in trouble all day long, which led to... This led to the things in her previous life, and she reappeared in this life.
Her mother fainted at home and was taken to the hospital by her brother. She was diagnosed by the doctor... The advanced cancer is the kind that cannot be cured. The only way to use drugs to inhibit the spread of cancer cells...
The most important point is that Ms. Liu Huiqin, her mother, obviously, went to the hospital when she found something was wrong, and she learned from the doctor that she was suffering from cancer.
However, he did not follow the doctor's advice and immediately went to work, dragging his condition to the late stage of cancer.
Knowing that her mother's condition was so serious that it was no different from her previous life, Han Xiali regretted it, but it was useless to regret it. So she pretended to be deaf and dumb to numb herself, so that she felt better.
Don't bear too much and be too stressed.
So, after taking over her mother's job, Han Xiali fell into depravity and secretly got along with Wen Tao, the youngest son of the art troupe's literary leader.
After not seeing each other for a few years, Wen Tao is already married and has a daughter with his wife.
To be continued...