There is no update today, I really can’t write anything.

The outline is okay, the detailed outline is okay, and the chapter outline is okay.

There was something wrong with my mentality, I collapsed.

In fact, I collapsed from the climax of the first volume. During this period, I completely lost the joy of writing a book. It became a job that had to be completed, and there was no excitement and excitement in telling a story.

When I was writing the Three Disasters, many book friends kept urging me to hurry up. I always insisted on speeding up while maintaining quality. In order to live up to everyone's support, I tried my best to write more in each chapter.

But it’s no use, everyone still has unfinished ideas, and there are still many people urging me. I don’t dare to read the chapter at all, until a certain book friend criticized me for “cutting off descendants” out of context. This is the most unpleasant thing to hear. I can’t understand why that book friend

I couldn't bear it if you wanted to scold me like this, so I had to uninstall Qidian Reading and Writer's Assistant.

I finally finished writing the climax of the first volume, and I thought about adjusting it in three days.

In fact, three days can't help me adjust my biological clock. I can't fall asleep until three or four o'clock for a long time, and I can only sleep by taking melatonin. But these are my own problems. Writing a book is also my choice, and I can't deny that I

I can earn royalties from it, and I can’t deny that I am very happy writing my favorite stories.

When it came to the second volume, I tried my best to update the chapters from eight to eight in the morning. I thought the atmosphere would get better and I could read the chapters as happily as I did in the new book issue, but it still didn’t work. Maybe it was because I was digging into details and laying out subplots.

The writing style is too slow and not exciting enough, so the atmosphere is still the same as before.

I had no choice but to try to write two chapters in a row after soliciting everyone's opinions, but I underestimated the difficulty of writing a new volume. It would be really difficult to lay out everything again.

It can be said that the difficulty of the new volume was the primary factor in my stupidity.

The chapters I wrote after sitting all day were not pleasing to the eye... So I completely entered a vicious cycle these days. I still go to bed at three or four o'clock every day, still take melatonin, get sprayed, and then stare.

It’s a detailed outline but I can’t write what I like.

And all of this is my fault. It was caused by me overestimating my writing speed and making blind promises. I lost my original intention of writing stories and turned myself into this confused state. I was in the state of those two updates as soon as I opened my eyes.

The pressure I brought on myself made me vomit.

I knew I couldn't satisfy everyone, I knew I made a mistake and it was time to fix it.

I want to let go of my burden and my pressure.

For future updates, Pangyu can only say that he will try his best and write as much as he can.

I write more when I'm in a good state, and write less when I'm in a bad state. As a normal author, as long as I don't make blind promises, I think everyone will be happy.

I think what book lovers want to read is "The Legend of Immortality" with a good story.

This is what I want to write.
Chapter completed!