Tang Siwen and Zhao Dacheng didn't pay attention to anything.

The two talked about asking Zhao Yuankang to go to Rongcheng with them.

Tang Siwen agreed.

"He should go somewhere else to avoid it. I don't want to go back to my parents' house again."

Zhao Dacheng didn't expect it.

"You actually went back to your parents' house because of this?"

Tang Siwen asked back: "What if that's not the case? Everyone came to ask you about that matter, and then laughed at me. I also wanted to go back to my parents' house to avoid the limelight. Those people all knew it, and they kept asking questions one by one.

Yes, yes, my son just had his pants in his pocket, which is embarrassing.

It's so funny, why do those women have to listen to it over and over again?

Huh... I'm so angry."

Zhao Dacheng held it in for a while, couldn't hold it back, and laughed out loud.

Tang Siwen couldn't help but glare at him.

Zhao Dacheng put away his smile with great difficulty.

he explained.

"The main thing...I saw too many people, in front of so many people, and that girl...

Sigh, it’s okay to let him go somewhere else, but after this period of time has passed, not many people will talk about it.”

Zhao Yuanxi next to him also sighed as he listened.

"Poor brother."

The young apprentice sat quietly beside him, listening to these words in his ears and remembering them in his heart.

He thought that if he had time, he would still want to comfort people.

After a while, Zhao Yuanle was called out by his family to have dinner.

Zhao Yuankang silently emerged from nowhere and sat at the dinner table.

Not seeing Zhao Sicheng, Zhao Yuanxi asked.

Zhao Dacheng: "He is a little busy at this time, he has an exam soon."

As he spoke, he moved his chopsticks first, and the others also started picking up vegetables to eat.

Zhao Yuanle was eating this pretty good meal, but it didn't taste very good in his mouth.

Today's dinner table was particularly quiet, because not only Zhao Yuanle didn't want to talk, but Zhao Yuankang didn't want to talk either. Zhao Yuanxi, Tang Siwen and Zhao Dacheng, in order to take care of Zhao Yuankang's mood, didn't say much either.

After dinner, Zhao Yuanle helped put away the dishes and washed the dishes and swept the floor together. Finally, she washed up directly, got into bed, covered herself with a quilt and started to sleep.

Zhao Yuanxi was a little puzzled.

Seeing that Zhao Yuanle was still asleep, she asked.

"Would you like to go to the night market under the street lights?"

Zhao Yuanle shook his head gently and refused.

"I'm too tired today and want to go to bed first."

Zhao Yuanxi said oh, helped Zhao Yuanle blow out the candle, and closed the door gently.

There was no one around and the house was dark.

Zhao Yuanle's face fell.

Her sigh was very obvious in the darkness.

At this moment, her mind was blank and her body seemed to have no strength.

Although she responded to Yi Li, Yi Li's words still hit her hard.

I don't know how much time passed before Zhao Yuanle slowly fell into sleep.

In the dream, the Pig God appeared.

When Zhao Yuanle saw the Pig God, he was no longer as excited and happy as before.

She just looked at the Pig God tiredly and asked a question.

"Can I go back now?"

The pig god touched his mane with his hoof.

"What's the matter?"

As soon as he heard this question and thought that this was in a dream, Zhao Yuanle couldn't hold it in any longer.

She sat down on the ground and looked up at the sky.

"I just feel a little homesick. I miss my parents, my classmates and friends."

The Pig God chuckled twice.

"Here, you also have family and friends."

Zhao Yuanle's voice became even more resentful.

"They are not my real family, and I have no real friends here at all."

As he said this, Zhao Yuanle became a little excited.

"Why, why me, why did you bring me to this era?

Even if the family you chose for me is okay, this era is really not good!

I really don't like it here.

I hate the atmosphere here, I feel uncomfortable looking at the people’s lives here, and there are all kinds of unfairness here. I really have had enough.”

Speaking of these, Zhao Yuanle's eyes couldn't help but turn red.

"I am here as if I made a mistake, but I am obviously right, and they are the ones who are wrong. Many of them are wrong, but they blame me in turn?

It's like whatever happens to me, as long as it happens to me, it's my fault.

I'm obviously living a good life in my own world, but here I feel like a fool.

I know this is the trend they have now, but it’s really hard for me to adapt to it.

In the past two months, I have been tending pigs every day and going up the mountain to chop firewood. I have never done these things before. Even with your blessing, I am really tired and hard-working.

I also have to get used to a toilet where I can see a lot of maggots when I lower my head, and when I cook with firewood, my head is covered with ashes, and my fingernails are often very dirty and have to be washed many times."

As he spoke, Zhao Yuanle's voice became a little more choked up: "You can get used to these and you can also tolerate them.

But I'm really lonely here.

I don't fit in here, I can't find anyone of my kind, I don't have any real friends.

None of them can understand me, so I can only live alone here.

My mind is like a lonely boat. It seems like there are people everywhere, but I am only one."

As he said that, Zhao Yuanle looked at the Pig God with tears in his eyes.

"Please let me go back. Everything I do here seems to be wrong. It seems like any bad luck can happen to me. Anyway, everything is my fault.

I obviously had good intentions to save you at the beginning, but in the end, you sent me here.

I really don’t want to stay here anymore. Everything in this era is denying my values ​​and devouring my willpower. Life here is mental torture for me.”

The Pig God listened quietly to Zhao Yuanle's words. When Zhao Yuanle calmed down, it laughed peacefully.

"That's right."

Zhao Yuanle nodded.

"That's it."

What she encountered today felt so real to her.

Everything here is true, not false, and not something she takes for granted.

She was actually stared at by a ruthless man with a dagger, and she was left with lingering fears.

This era is very cruel, and it will be even more cruel in the future.

Before thinking about it, and after thinking about it again, Zhao Yuanle suddenly felt tired.

Here, the Pig God slowly spoke.

"Are you really willing to leave here?"

Zhao Yuanle nodded.

"I want to go home."

Pig God: "But, they really treat you as family."

Hearing this, Zhao Yuanle shook his head.

"Just because of the identity you gave me, they loved the original Zhao Yuanle, not me. Others became Zhao Yuanle, and they treated me the same way.

My parents love me for who I am."

The Pig God did not refute Zhao Yuanle's words, but it also had its own opinions.
Chapter completed!