Chapter 379 Letting go slowly
"This is." When Tang Jing saw the dressing box at a glance, she froze in place, as if something was exploding crazily in her brain.
"Xiao Jing, what's wrong with you!" Tang Botao hurriedly stepped forward to help Tang Jing.
Tang Jing closed her eyes in pain. She grabbed Tang Botao's hand with all her strength, and memories rushed in like a raging tide.
That dressing box was given to her by her brother.
She then thought about that night, when her mother sent her into a room, she was drugged, she had a ridiculous night with the man, and he was also drugged.
They have no feelings for each other, all this is mother's design.
Her mother wanted her to separate from Tang Botao and wanted her to marry that man to help settle down the family.
She lost her innocence and had no face to see Tang Botao again, the Tang Botao she loved so much.
She remembered that she was pregnant, she remembered that she suffered from severe depression, and she committed suicide many times, but she was saved every time, and she could not die.
She was taken to see a psychiatrist.
The psychiatrist was Bai Xu, a good-looking young man. He helped me hypnotize him again and again. Later, I forgot about that man for a while, and also forgot about Tang Botao, whom I once loved deeply.
She followed him to Jiangcheng. She was pregnant. Bai Xu said it was his child. He accompanied her and gave birth to the child, named Xiao Mo...
She remembered that Bai Cheng had tried to cheat on her, and she remembered that she had been in a serious car accident.
After the car accident, she was brought back to the imperial capital by Tang Botao. She underwent deep hypnosis. She forgot everything and became Tang Jing! In order to comfort her, Tang Botao brought back a baby girl. The baby girl was named Tang Duoduo. She thought that
It was her daughter, and later she had Tang Yi.
She thought that Tang Botao was trapping her tyrannically, but he was just afraid that she would think of the terrible past.
She...remembered everything.
"Xiao Jing!" Tang Botao called distressedly. "Go to the hospital."
"No, don't." Tang Jing burst into tears. She bent over and squatted on the ground. She was in so much pain that she couldn't help herself. She thought of something and looked for Bai Xiaomo in a panic.
She was looking at herself anxiously and distressedly.
Tang Jing couldn't help it anymore and stumbled over and hugged Bai Xiaomo into her arms.
"Xiao Mo, my daughter." Tang Jing cried.
Tang Botao looked at Tang Jing in shock, "Xiao Jing, you, you have remembered."
"I remembered, I remembered, my Xiao Mo, my Xiao Mo." Tang Jing hugged Bai Xiaomo and cried uncontrollably.
"Mom." Bai Xiaomo took a long time to summon the courage to call.
Tang Jing cried even harder. She knew that Bai Xiaomo had had a hard time in these years, and no one loved her. And in these years, she had forgotten that she had a daughter, and she cared for her adopted daughter in every possible way.
She failed in her duties as a mother.
She felt sorry for Xiao Mo.
"Mom, stop crying, okay?" Bai Xiaomo asked choked with sobs, but he couldn't control his tears.
Tang Yi also burst into tears, "Mom, sister."
Tang Botao half hugged Tang Jing, and Mu Nanjin also hugged Bai Xiaomo.
Everyone returned to the room again.
After a while, Tang Jing finally calmed down.
"Xiao Mo, I'm sorry, mom...it's mom's fault that I made you suffer." Tang Jing said with choked sobs.
"Mom, you are not wrong. Don't blame yourself. I am very happy that we can recognize each other." Bai Xiaomo looked at Tang Jing and said firmly.
"Yes, Mom, what my sister said makes sense. Stop crying. If you cry any more, you will become a mess." Tang Yi followed.
Tang Jing looked at An Ziqing on the side, choked with tears and said, "Brother."
"Xiao Jing." An Ziqing's eyes were very red. He was just glad that Tang Jing didn't know all about the hardships Xiao Mo suffered. If she knew that Xiao Mo had been captured for experiments, she would be heartbroken.
Tang Jing wiped her tears and said, "I'll go back to the room to calm down first. Xiao Mo, you should also go to bed early. It's been a tiring day. Brother, you should also go to bed early."
Bai Xiaomo nodded, knowing that Tang Jing had something to say to Tang Botao.
She and Mu Nanjin returned to the room.
An Ziqing and Tang Yi also returned to the room.
Tang Jing returned to the room with her head lowered, and Tang Botao followed her in.
As soon as she entered the door, Tang Jing punched Tang Botao on the shoulder, "Tang Botao, you are so bad."
Tang Botao tightened his embrace, "It's me who is bad, I'm not good."
"How can you bear these things alone for so many years? How can you... You are suffering too much. I'm sorry. It's all my fault. If I had been more alert, I..." Tang Jing cried and said, she was a little incoherent and didn't know.
How to express your emotions.
She is not in her twenties now, she is already forty-five years old.
She has two children, and she is no longer vulnerable, but she cannot forget the pain of that year.
"Xiao Jing, the past is in the past, don't think about it anymore, okay? Now you have a son, a daughter, and me. Let's live a good life together, okay?" Tang Botao looked at Tang Jing and said warmly.
His deep eyes were full of affection.
Tang Jing hooked his neck with both hands and kissed him hard.
The two fell on the bed.
The night rises and falls.
The next morning.
Tang Jing and Tang Botao decided to leave Jinyuan with An Ziqing and Tang Yi to celebrate the New Year at their own manor.
"Mom..." Bai Xiaomo was a little reluctant.
"Xiao Mo, please stay with Nan Jin these two days. Mom will stay in Jiangcheng. Mom will come back when you have calmed down." Tang Jing held Bai Xiaomo's hand and said warmly.
Bai Xiaomo nodded, "Mom, I can."
"Sister, remember to prepare a New Year red envelope for me. I will come over to get it after the New Year." Tang Yi said hurriedly.
Bai Xiaomo smiled, raised his hand and rubbed Tang Yi's hair, "Okay, I'll prepare a big one for you."
Tang Yi smiled happily.
Bai Xiaomo and Mu Nanjin exchanged glances, and they sent everyone away together.
Soon only Mu Nanjin and Bai Xiaomo were left in Jinyuan.
They sat on the sofa, and after a while, Bai Xiaomo lay on Mu Nanjin's lap. She raised her eyes and looked at Mu Nanjin, and Mu Nanjin also looked at her. The two of them looked at each other and smiled. In each other's eyes,
They read the warmth.
It’s New Year’s Eve in the blink of an eye.
Bai Xiaomo and Mu Nanjin were sitting at the dining table making dumplings together.
The two chatted. They had experienced too many ups and downs this year, but fortunately, they always had each other. This is luck.
Boom boom boom!
There was the sound of fireworks exploding outside.
Bai Xiaomo ran to the floor-to-ceiling window, looked at the fireworks blooming outside the window, and raised the corners of his lips, "Ajin, come and look, it's so beautiful."
Mu Nanjin stepped forward with a smile. He hugged Bai Xiaomo from behind and whispered in her ear, "The fireworks are not as beautiful as my Xiaomo."
Bai Xiaomo chuckled, "When I get older, my husband is even better at sweet-talking."
Mu Nanjin laughed, and they were slowly letting go of the burden of the past and healing each other in their company.
Chapter completed!