Chapter 409: We Divorce(2/3)
Mu Chenxi found the warmth, strode in, stretched out her arms and hugged her.
"Sister Chenxi..."
Nuan Nuan hugged Mu Chenxi back, burying his face in her neck, and tears rolled out.
Mu Chenxi hugged the thin warmth distressedly and patted her back gently, letting her vent her emotions quietly.
After a long time, Nuan Nuan stopped crying.
Mu Chenxi helped her up, walked to the side and sat down.
He took the tissue from the table and wiped the tears on her face.
He sat next to Nuan Nuan, held her hand, touched her head as before, and said distressedly: "Why are you so stupid, carrying such a big thing by yourself?"
She accompanied Nuannuan to see the doctor before.
Nuannuan said that she had never been pregnant and wanted to go to the hospital to see how the treatment was going.
She thought Nuan Nuan asked her to accompany her because Gu Yanzhi was staring at her too closely and she wanted to take a breather. Little did she know that she actually had a child during the implantation period.
And she, choosing to be alone carries such a heavy psychological burden.
No wonder she is getting thinner and thinner.
The two sat side by side, warmth resting gently on Mu Chenxi's shoulder.
It's not that she doesn't want to tell Sister Chen Xi, she knows that Sister Chen Xi cares about her, and she can't help but worry about the people she cares about.
Once she knows, she will worry about her.
Sister Chen Xi will not trust her.
She didn't want to affect Sister Chen Xi's happy married life because of herself. She didn't want to add a burden to her and let her bear it with her.
She doesn't want to.
Seeing that Nuan Nuan had calmed down, Mu Chenxi asked her, "Nuan Nuan, what are you going to do now?"
Wen Nuan said softly, "I don't know either."
"In these years, in this relationship between four people, the most innocent person is Yanzhi."
"When Cheng Jingshu came to me to persuade Lu Jingxing to divorce him, I refused, not only because I was already married to Yanzhi, and I had decided to live a good life with Yanzhi, and I didn't want to interfere in their affairs anymore."
"It's more because I don't want to see her live a comfortable life, and selfishly don't want to fulfill her needs. Deep down in my heart, I resent her. It's her unscrupulous methods that prevent Lu Jingxing and I from being together."
"I also blame Lu Jingxing. Even if I understand his difficulties, I still blame him for not firmly choosing me. Time and time again, I am not his first choice."
"What I blame the most is myself. I don't live up to expectations and I can't control my heart. When I first returned to Jiangcheng, I really wasn't sure I could resist Lu Jingxing. I really love him so much. To love someone deeply
Sometimes, when faced with his approach, it is really difficult to resist."
"I chose to marry Yanzhi, even if he was willing, I still felt that I owed him. My purpose of marrying was not pure, so I tried my best to make it up to him.
I don't dare to trouble him anymore, I'm afraid I owe him too much, so I try my best to cooperate with him, try to be his good wife, and try not to cause trouble to him or the Gu family.
I know that he used many methods and did many things behind his back to force me, but it was all because he loved me and wanted to have the complete me.
It was my fault that I couldn't respond to him. In the end, I hurt him and my parents."
"How did I turn a good marriage into what it is now-"
Nuan Nuan reached out and hugged Mu Chenxi's waist, closing her eyes, feeling exhausted both physically and mentally.
…
Gu Yanzhi woke up to the aroma of coffee, slowly opened his eyes and found that it was already evening.
There is a pink Hello Kitty blanket draped over her body.
He opened it, folded it and put it aside.
Nancy heard the commotion inside, walked in with a coffee cup, handed him a cup, "Try the newly arrived coffee beans."
Gu Yanzhi reached out to take it and took a sip, "It tastes good."
After finishing a cup of coffee in a few minutes, Gu Yanzhi put down the coffee cup and looked up at Nancy, "Thank you."
"I won't send it."
Nancy continued to drink coffee and did not get up to see him off.
She knew from Gu Yanzhi's expression that he had completely calmed down and figured it out.
…
Mu Chenxi has been with Nuan Nuan for a long time.
Until evening, Nuan Nuan sent her downstairs, watched her car drive away, and turned around to go back.
Gu Yanzhi couldn't get through on her cell phone, so she changed her clothes and prepared to go find him.
She wanted to have a good talk with Yanzhi.
As soon as Nuan Nuan arrived at the door, she bumped into Gu Yanzhi who was coming back. She stepped forward and walked up to him, "Yanzhi."
Looking at Gu Yanzhi, Nuan Nuan didn't dare to be like before. Whether she went to the company to pick him up from get off work or waited for him at home, she would give him a hug when she saw him.
Today, Nuan Nuan just looked at him cautiously.
"Go in first."
Gu Yanzhi took the initiative to reach out and hold Nuan Nuan's hand.
Feeling the coldness of her hands, my heart still couldn't help but hurt.
He tightened his grip and led her inside.
The tip of Nuan Nuan's nose felt sore and he held Gu Yanzhi's hand back.
The two walked side by side in silence.
After entering the house, Gu Yanzhi took Nuan Nuan and sat down on the sofa. He called the servants at home and gave them a day off.
After they left, he sat across from Nuan Nuan.
His eyes fell on her face, and his heart clenched tightly as he looked at her getting thinner.
He couldn't help but raise his hand to gently caress her eyebrows, looking at the face in front of him that he loved so much.
The moment she agreed to his proposal, he silently swore in his heart that he would love her for the rest of his life, that he would heal the pain she had experienced, and that she would not suffer any grievance or harm from him.
He will definitely love her more than Lu Jingxing, he will make her the happiest woman, envied by everyone, and he will never let her shed a tear or regret marrying him.
But he didn't do it.
He couldn't control his unique desire, and his pressing step by step made her become more and more haggard and thinner.
He didn't make her happy, but instead made her more miserable and tired.
He deceived himself until today, and he had to face reality.
Their marriage is nothing more than a mirage, just an appearance.
If marriage is about two people building a house together, he and Nuan Nuan did not lay a good foundation from the beginning.
But he was too hasty and just wanted to get a beautiful house as soon as possible.
In order to cooperate with him, Nuan Nuan couldn't keep up with his footsteps but worked hard to cater to him.
In the end, after several years of hard work, the two of them did build a house that looked very beautiful to outsiders.
But only those who live in the house know that the house is just a hollow box.
Can't withstand the wind and rain.
If you are not careful, it will collapse and become ruins.
Now they are standing on the ruins, devastated.
…
The moment Gu Yanzhi touched his face with warmth, he seemed to feel something.
Her body couldn't help but tremble slightly, she held his hand uneasily, tears welling up in her eyes, "Husband."
Before her tears fell, Gu Yanzhi raised his hand to gently wipe them away for her, stretched out his arms to hug her, and whispered in her ear: "Don't cry."
He wanted to hug her tightly, but he didn't dare to use force.
The big hand on her back could clearly feel the cervical vertebrae on her back. The happy marriage he wanted to give her had made her thin and skinny.
A heart aching densely.
He couldn't bear it.
I really can't bear it.
Nuan Nuan leaned into Gu Yanzhi's arms and held him tightly.
The two hugged each other quietly.
After a long time, Gu Yan put his chin on the top of Wen Nuan's hair and said, "Wife."
To be continued...