"To be honest, I was not like I am when I was a child."

"Oh?" Hei Lu'er raised his eyebrows, "What did Mr. Xiaoshan look like when he was a child? What is he like now?"

"Now I can talk to people normally and interact with people, and lead a team to work on missions alone. This was completely unthinkable before. When I was young, I was very quiet and unwilling to contact people. It may be difficult for you to imagine that when I was six or seven years old, it was difficult for me to say a complete sentence." Shanda looked at several people, "Do you think it's particularly incredible? Other children started to enlighten me at the age of three or four, but when I was six or seven years old, I couldn't say a good sentence."

"Is this born, or is it the day after tomorrow?"

"It's not born, it should be acquired. I should be stimulated in that tragedy, so this situation happened. When the family-killing disaster occurred, I was still a baby in the cradle. In fact, I had no impression of what happened that night, but this situation happened inexplicably. The master did not expect that I would become like this. Although I tried my best to treat it, it still had no results. They gave up. Anyway, there are so many children, and one more person who is busy waiting to die will not have much impact on them. Maybe in the future, such a stupid child will have other places to use it." Shan smiled, and the smile was particularly helpless, "I don't know what the master thought. The meaning should be similar. Otherwise, they wouldn't be able to raise me for so many years without reason, right?"

"you……"

"Don't worry about me. I have nothing to be sad at this point now. Don't say that the master is a stranger, and you don't have to be responsible for my life, just your brother..." Shanda paused for a moment, forced himself to suppress the tears that were about to burst into his eyes, and continued, "You can also give up on me at that time. If he gave up on me at that time, will the situation now become different again? Unfortunately, there is no if."

"Let's talk about your childhood, how did you go from such a child to what you are now."

"Because of an accident! I have always been the role of my brother's tail since I remembered, until I was thirteen or fourteen. In the words of the brothers in the same village, they were just a burden and a follower. But my brother would not be at home forever. He was sent out to perform some tasks when he was twelve or thirteen. I don't know very well what those tasks were. He never told me, but just told me that he would go out for a few days and let me stay in the house and not go out to run around."

"Don't let you go out and run around?" Apiao frowned slightly, "Are you worried that you will encounter any accidents? Or are you worried that he will leave you behind and that you will encounter any accidents? Only the safest in the house?"

"I don't know." Shanda shook his head, "Anyway, every time he says this, his expression is very serious and very scary. I remember this very clearly, so I stayed in the house obediently, not eating, drinking or sleeping until my brother returns."

"What does he look like every time he comes back?"

"Everything is good, there is nothing wrong with it." Shanda sighed quietly, "To be honest, that period was the happiest day in my life. Even if my brothers always regretted that they were not strong enough, they said countless times that I would not be timid, even if the brothers in the same village would mock me in person, even if..." He shrugged, "I am very happy and carefree."

"Your brothers in the same village will mock you in person? Isn't it at all?"

"What's there to avoid? Because they know very well in their hearts that no matter how ugly they say, I can't understand it, so they don't care at all." Shanda smiled bitterly, "Although my brother is a little bit dissatisfied with me, he just said that I was not good at it and did not take any special ruthless discipline. I guess he was worried that if he really did ruthless discipline, it would cause any unpredictable results. If I was really stupid, he would feel very guilty at that time! But..." The bitter smile on his face became more obvious, "Now, my thoughts are too naive."

"Then how did you become like this?" Wu Shu Dan frowned, "Is something happened?"

"It happened about 11 or 2 years ago. Once, I saw my elder brother coming back in blood late at night. Usually, my elder brother would hide it from me and not let me know about the big things. Before this night, I didn't know that his mission was so dangerous. After my understanding, I later realized that every time my elder brother told me that he would go out, it would be more than three or two days longer than the scheduled one, so that if he was injured during the task, the extra few days could be used to recover from the injury."

"Why did you see Mr. Dashan covered in blood that time?"

"It was purely an accident. I drank too much water before going to bed that day and got up a lot at night, so I accidentally ran into it."

"What happened later? What happened later?"

"I don't know who was fainted. When I woke up, it was already three days later. I saw my brother sitting by the bed with a glance and looked at me worriedly. The first thing I thought of was my brother's injuries. Although he told me that those injuries were just terrible, it was actually nothing important. It was from that time that I had the idea of ​​practicing kung fu well, protecting my brother and sharing some of it for my brother."

"He was also very surprised by your changes, right?"

"Brother?" Shanda nodded, "It's not surprising. It may have been unexpected for him, but he accepted it soon. He looked at me forcing himself, and although he expressed his feelings for his heartache, he should give more encouragement. Otherwise, I can't be like this." He sighed softly, "The brothers in the same village are also very oppressive when they see me like this. After all, a guy who is a waste in their eyes has made such great progress. If they don't work hard, they will be unreasonable."

"You have grown so much, haven't you done anything to you?"

"Haha, if you touch me and bully me, how can I do it after I grow up? From childhood to adulthood, this has been their favorite pastime. Otherwise, my brother wouldn't tell me to stay in the house before going out and not come out if I have nothing to do, right?"
Chapter completed!