Chapter 1782 tangled feelings
Duan Shuxian knew that her mother's family background was very ordinary. At her grandfather's house, she never dared to offend anyone. If she was asked to know, she would definitely be scared.
"Dad, I promise you all except asking me to leave school!"
Duan Shuxian sat up, she sniffed and said, "I promised you won't really date him, I just want to stay in school."
"It's better to leave instead of letting you see him, the deeper you get stuck."
Duan Deming understood that his daughter would only continue to suffer.
"I just want to see him, I won't have any unfair thoughts! I just want to see him twice a week."
Duan Shuxian only has this one requirement.
Duan Deming was soft-hearted, and he sighed, "Okay! You can not leave, but you have to maintain a relationship with him, and you have to explicitly reject him, so that he can also stop dating you."
Duan Shuxian's heart was hurting. She bit her lip and nodded, "Okay, I will."
"If I know you're getting closer, go to your mother's shop to help, and never see him again."
Duan Deming reminded.
Duan Shuxian held back her tears and replied softly, "Okay!"
"Let's have a meal!"
Duan Deming said to her.
"I can't eat it now, I'll eat it later."
Duan Shuxian just wants to be quiet now.
Duan Deming didn't bother her anymore. He got up and pushed the door away. Duan Shuxian lay softly on the bed, looking at the ceiling, tears slid silently from both sides and penetrated between her hair.
There was only a persistent and strong thought in her mind, so that she could see him a few more times! Even if she couldn't be together, let her accompany him until the day when his teaching ended! She had only such a request! And when she was with him, she really didn't dare to think about it.
At this moment, a message came from her cell phone. Duan Shuxian immediately flicked and sat up. She reached out to take the phone and took it. Her eyes, which were covered in tears, suddenly widened a little. She looked outside the door with guilt.
It was a message sent by Xi Jingchen, and she reached out and clicked.
"Have you got a meal yet?"
A simple question.
Duan Shuxian suffocated her breath. He sent the message she didn't dare to send just now.
Duan Shuxian immediately wanted to reply to him. She reached out to write, but an anxiety circled in her heart. Even though she wouldn't be with him, why should she show that she liked him?
Even if she really likes her, she still needs to keep her distance from him. She wants to lock her heart and can no longer be moved by him.
Duan Shuxian looked at the message, and she felt a little tormented inside. God knows how much she wants to reply to him.
Duan Shuxian bit her lip and looked at his message. She could only bear it and forcibly suppress the impulse. Looking at the words he sent, she felt a sense of trance and honor.
Time passed by bit by bit. Duan Shuxian forced herself to stop sending him a message. She thought he would not send it again. She was thinking about lying on for a while because she suddenly felt very tired.
Suddenly, the phone she placed next to her suddenly sang a song. Duan Shuxian was shocked. She picked up the phone and saw the name she called. She hurriedly hid in the quilt.
She didn't dare to pick her up immediately, but she didn't want her father outside the door to hear it. If she knew that he was calling her, he would definitely give birth to the decision to let her leave school again.
Duan Shuxian was lying in the quilt, and the ringing sound was so deafening that she was in panic that she reached out and pressed to connect.
"Hello!"
A low magnetic male voice rang out in the narrow quilt.
Duan Shuxian's heart was about to stop being scared. Unexpectedly, it was connected. She hurriedly leaned over to the microphone and said, "Hey!"
"are you sleeping?"
At that time, Jingchen heard her voice surprisingly quiet, and there was also a sense of ethereal inspiration.
"I...yes, I'm sleepy, sleeping."
Duan Shuxian pretended, after all, she didn't reply to his message just now, and if he asked, he wouldn't know how to answer.
"No wonder you didn't reply to my message."
Xi Jingchen smiled lowly.
Duan Shuxian had a few seconds of blank thoughts in his ear-thinking laughter. Everything about this man was like a huge magnet, attracting her. Even if she listened to his breathing through the phone, she was so heartbeat.
It was over, Duan Shuxian felt a sense of panic and powerlessness in her heart. She really fell in love with him.
“Why sleep now?
Have I disturbed you?"
Xi Jingchen asked apologetically.
"Uh...I woke up and didn't disturb me."
Duan Shuxian didn't want him to feel guilty either.
"Your father seems to have an objection to me this afternoon! He should know my identity!"
Xi Jingchen asked helplessly.
Duan Shuxian hurriedly said, "No, my dad has no objection to you, he probably guessed your identity! But don't worry, he will never reveal it to anyone."
Duan Shuxian was very aware of the times to protect her father, but she caused a magnetic chuckling from the other side, "What are you doing so afraid of?
I won't do anything to your father."
Duan Shuxian immediately didn't know how to answer the conversation. She was indeed scared just now.
"I haven't eaten yet, I want to go and eat!"
Duan Shuxian was also afraid that her parents would come in at any time, so she wanted to end the phone.
"It's eight o'clock, why haven't you eaten yet?
This way of starvation is not good for health.”
The male voice on the other end blamed him.
"I know, so, I'm going to eat now, I'm hanging up the phone."
Although Duan Shuxian was extremely reluctant to leave, she didn't dare to talk to him.
"Okay, go!"
Xi Jingchen responded.
Duan Shuxian directly pressed the phone. She let out a sigh of relief and came out of the quilt. She couldn't eat, as if she had played a game just now, and she was very tired.
At this moment, the message on her cell phone rang. She thought it was a spam message, so she picked it up and took a look.
Seeing this, her heart that had just calmed down was thrust twice again, which was sent by Xi Jingchen.
She reached out and clicked on the message, and saw a passage asking, "How are you thinking about what you are thinking about?
When will I reply?"
Duan Shuxian swallowed, and looking at the passage, her heart was extremely bitter.
Can she still consider it?
She had no room for consideration because she could not be with him.
Too many factors were stopping them. First of all, my father refused to agree. If Duan Zhai knew about it, how would my grandfather, uncle's family, and cousin think of her?
This is not easy for fathers to behave in this way. Of course, this is one reason, and there is also a big psychological obstacle between them.
Does she really have the ability to be his wife?
She had no idea about this at all, and she was even a little scared. She was not greedy for power, and she never thought that she had such a noble identity.
She was not afraid of being with him, but her own shortcomings would lead to his future achievements and would become a stumbling block for him.
Just think about it, she may bring disaster to his life, and she dare not love him without any scruples. Maybe he needs an excellent woman who is suitable for him and is also suitable for the president's wife.
Compared to his future, does her pain seem insignificant?
And they have known each other for less than three months! In such a short period of time, would he be lost for a moment?
Duan Shuxian's heart aches when analyzing all this calmly, but reality is like cold water.
Duan Shuxian only wanted to maintain one thing, that is, during his teaching period, she would accompany him greedily, and only look at him twice for a week, even if it was just from a distance.
Duan Shuxian picked up her phone and edited a message back, "I'm sorry, I haven't thought about it yet!"
After returning, his message soon came.
"Okay, no hurry, think about it slowly, I'll wait for you."
Xi Jingchen's words were full of patience and tolerance.
Duan Shuxian looked at it and felt ashamed.
Duan Shumin was drunk in the bar until she was very drunk. She called one of her subordinates to come and pick her up.
She did not go home, but went to the hotel. She was a very proud person. How could she let her family see her like this?
She would rather spend it in the hotel.
Although Duan Shumin was drunk, she was very awake. She lay on the bed, and the scene she saw in her mind in the afternoon behind the bookshelf.
She had a strong sense of crisis. She thought that in this matter, she would not look for Xi Jingchen. She wanted to find Duan Shuxian. She wanted to let her know that she was not allowed to rob the man she liked by Duan Shumin, nor could she rob it.
That's hers.
Chapter completed!