You are evil.

This is my favorite saying, the girl's hostess.

But I think I am innocent because my life is different from them. As a weapon, I think my destiny should not be a decoration.

But my girl host said that I was quibbling.

It doesn't matter, as an old guy, I won't care about the opinion of a little girl, but for some reason, when she said I was evil, I was a little unhappy, so I thought... I won't eat her for now, I will watch her holding me in her hand, step by step towards the same evil as me.

I will definitely succeed.

But... compared to her saying that I was evil, what I disliked even more was her eyes. The eyes were pure, like a mirror, which made me see myself in it... At the same time, there was pity in that eyes, which made me feel even more uncomfortable. I hate pity and purity, and I want to eat her.

But I held back, and I wanted to see that the day when she became the same as me, would there be such pity in her eyes, and would it still be as pure as the stars.

In the first year, I failed.

I didn't expect that after she became my master, she did not use any strength to slaughter any life, even if she was unhappy this year.

The second year, and the same was true, until the fifth year, when I could not stand the days without food, there was an indescribable bloodthirst in my body, which turned into hunger and made me crazy and wanted to destroy everything, I once again saw purity and mercy in her eyes, and could not forget what she said to me at that time.

"Does it have to be killed?"

"I'm hungry!"

"I understand."

After our conversation, my master cut his wrist and dyed my body red with her blood. I greedily sucked her blood. The sweetness inside made me obsessed with me until I looked at her increasingly withered face and the unchanging gaze, I suddenly felt a little scared.

What are you afraid of... I don't know, but for the first time in my life, I restrained my instincts. I became silent. I hated this purity even more. I told myself that I must see the day when her eyes changed.

I thought this day would be brought soon, because in the ninth year when she became my master, the sect where she was invaded by a group of demon cultivators and massacred the entire sect.

When she brought me back, she looked tremblingly at the ruins and the wreckage of countless familiar people. She cried. At that moment, I told her that I could help her revenge. As long as she allowed me to explode my power, I could help her kill everyone, and even go to the other party's small world and be buried with countless lives.

I kept tempting and guiding, but I didn't understand why I failed.

She did not choose to use me, but left silently, but for a moment, I felt a strong fluctuation in her.

The same was true for the days that followed. In the 37th year, one of her pet animals was cruelly tortured and killed, and she remained silent. In the 65th year, an old friend of hers died tragically, and she remained the same.

After the separation of life and death, the unfair treatment, the darkness of the world again and again, she was exhausted all the way, but her eyes never changed.

Even too many times over the years, if my instinct of force field had not dispersed and saved her from some danger, I'm afraid she would have died.

I didn't understand, so I finally couldn't help asking her.

"Why do you want this?"

"Because I owe you, I don't want you to kill again, even if I am sad, even if I want to take revenge, even if I think living is a torture, but for me, the most important thing... is you." I don't believe her answer.

But my desire to see her eyes change became stronger, so I restrained my hunger. Every ten years, she dyed me red with her blood. In this way, with such persistence, I walked all over the starry sky with her.

Maybe it was an accident, maybe it was my guidance, or maybe it was her destiny. In the years that followed, her life was very miserable, helpless again and again, and confused again and again. Every time at this time, I would tell her that as long as I was allowed to take action, I could change everything about her.

But until her hair turned white, my wish was still not fulfilled.

Until one day, she died.

Looking at her body, I should be happy and happy, because I will be free from now on, and I can continue to kill and swallow. No one will restrain me anymore, nor will I see the eyes and pity that make me disgusted.

But... why did I seal my memory of that day?

I don't know why, but after her death, I became silent. There seemed to be a mass of unsealable emotions in my heart, very heavy and heavy, pressing on me.

Under such an emotion, I felt a little uncomfortable with killing. I didn't want to admit it, but I had to admit that the girl, with her short few hundred years of company, influenced me, and even though I met countless masters in my later life, more and more masters took the initiative to abandon me.

Because I no longer kill, because my blade has been rolled up, because my emotions are low, because my power... gradually dissipates as my emotions permeate.

Ten thousand years later, I am no longer a demon soldier, but I have turned into a mortal iron.

My body began to grow rust spots, my obscenity became the past, my body became decay, and my life... seemed to gradually disappear.

I don't understand why this happened, until the moment my life completely disappeared, I sealed it off, and the memory of the day I forgot appeared before my eyes.

On the red mountain peak, she lay there, stroking me and looking at the starry sky. Although her hair was covered with white hair and wrinkles on her face, her eyes were still pure.

"What are you looking at?" I asked.

"Look at the stars."

"It's pitch black, what's the best thing to look at?"

"In my heart, the darkness is the world, and the stars have the brightest light."

"I don't understand."

"Then read more, look at a hundred years, look at a thousand years... I can't finish reading this life, keep reading in the next life, and one day, you will understand."

"I have a next life? I wonder if my next life will be a stronger soldier!"

"Do you know zombies... they are born with resentment and live in darkness forever. I will accompany you. This is my atonement."

"Do you atone for your sins... Why do you always say you owe me?" I asked after a long silence.

But there was no answer anymore. Her blood dyed my body red. This time she didn't keep it. Perhaps... it was also me who forgot to restrain myself.

Or...not maybe.

It was me, who killed her.

I looked at her body and was silent for a long time... I finally realized that what I sealed was not her, but that sentence.

"I'll be with you."

I finally understood that I have always been... very lonely, from the moment I was born, I have been lonely until now.

I finally understood that she was the person I was always waiting for. At the moment when I killed her, my own life was gone.

As the memory emerged, I tried hard to lift the decayed blade and tried hard to look at the starry sky...

Tears flowed down unknowingly, not in the body of the demon blade that appeared in memory, but in Wang Baole's eyes, his eyes, sitting cross-legged, and meditating, no one knew when they would open it.

As he opened, an endless devouring intention exploded in his soul, causing the seeds in his body to be completely suppressed at this moment. The devouring path among the nine rules rose in an instant to a resonance until it reached 97% of the same as the light path!

But these could not bring any feeling to Wang Baole. At this moment, he lowered his head blankly, looked at his hands, and murmured...

"Does all of this really exist in my previous life? Why does my previous life contain cause and effect... and she who has always existed..."
Chapter completed!