487 Mama also wears it
Since Jiu Zhongsheng found Ziying, he has been taking care of her carefully and never mentioned the past. After Ziying's mind returned to normal, he did not ask anything.
This did make Ziying relax a little, because if Jiu Zhongsheng kept forcing her, she really didn't know how to deal with it.
Just like now...
Jiu Zhongsheng didn't ask because he cared too much about Ziying, but that didn't mean he didn't think about it. On the contrary, he always thought about it. This matter has been buried in his heart for more than 20 years. Most of the time, he didn't even dare to think about it, because thinking too much is really tormenting!
The only time he had strong love in his life was given to Ziying, so that every time he recalled it, it hurts as much as before.
It was tiring enough to run a company. He sealed up the luxurious and short-lived love he had when he was young, thinking that he would not need it in his life, but he actually found her again!
Drunk people are impulsive and no longer care about so much. They just want an answer!
Ziying said, "I'm sorry."
Jiu Zhongsheng's gentle face was a little angry, "I have been waiting for more than 20 years, not to say sorry! Yingying, tell me, okay?"
Ziying turned her face away. She didn't want to see the pain in Jiu Zhongsheng's eyes, which would shake her.
Jiu Zhongsheng said, "I am... so unworthy of your trust? Can't I do something for you? You have the cultivation level and are a cultivator. Are you afraid that I know about it?
Why do you look for Haiyan? Since ancient times, there are only two types of people who look for Haiyan. One of them is to want resources, an ambitious person who will never be satisfied, and the other... it is to see Haiyan. Which one are you?"
Ziying looked at Jiu Zhongsheng in an instant! There was disbelief in her eyes.
Jiu Zhongsheng smiled bitterly, "What? Are you surprised? The Jingmen was passed into my hands. Can't I know anything that outsiders don't know?
My grandfather died in Haiyan. The previous leader of Jingmen, my master, and my uncle, died in the vortex of the plane. I know the danger of Haiyan better than anyone else.
Maomao has been to Jinghai. According to her personality, she will go to Haiyan sooner or later. Do you want her to go to find him with you? Can you really watch Maomao die too?"
Ziying never stopped being shocked because Jiu Zhongsheng knew too much, and because of the word "一" that Jiu Zhongsheng also knew that cats are cats and Tiantian is sweet.
"Why do cats look for Haiyan?" Ziying asked after a while.
Jiu Zhongsheng said: "Because Mu Jin is looking for him, Mu Jin has a sister who died when he appeared in the Arctic Sea Eye eight years ago. Mao Mao is so paranoid about Mu Jin. She must do what Mu Jin wants to do, and she does it at all costs."
Ziying's eyes shook, a little shaken. Jiu Zhongsheng was right. She had lost Tiantian and could never watch the cat die!
After struggling for a long time, Ziying finally spoke, "Sea Eyes are indeed the door between parallel and direct. Once this door is opened, the violent energy will destroy everything nearby.
But, like a storm, it is destroyed by death, but the eye of the storm is calm. This is the real door. If you can enter this door, you can lead to another world."
Jiu Zhongsheng looked at Ziying, "Why are you so sure?"
Even though there are many people who have studied Haiyan, he has investigated it for a long time, but there is still no accurate conclusion. Ziying's words are so stable, as if there is no speculation at all.
Ziying also looked at Jiu Zhongsheng, and her eyes were calm, "Because, I came through this door."
Jiu Zhongsheng's pupils suddenly shrank, and he held Ziying's hand tighter.
Ziying said, "So, I am the second type of person you mentioned. I have seen the sea eye. Our ship was shattered in the sea eye. Everyone died. I am the lucky one. I am the only one who walked into the "door" and came to this world."
"I want to find Haiyan, and I still have to go home."
After hearing this, Jiu Zhongsheng's shock continued in his heart, but he suddenly said excitedly: "So, this is the reason, right? You left me, you gave birth to Tiantian but didn't tell me, it's all because you always wanted to leave this world, right?"
Ziying nodded with difficulty.
Over the years, this has been her secret, and there have been countless times when she couldn't hold on. She has become accustomed to this world, but she does not belong to this world. The feeling of truth and falseness has always tortured her, and she has always been alone.
However, now when I suddenly said it, I felt extremely relaxed.
"Yingying, why are you crying?" Jiu Zhongsheng suddenly became a little panicked. He clumsily wiped Ziying's tears, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I shouldn't force you. I'm a little drunk... Stop crying, I won't ask."
Ziying also realized that she was actually crying, but she wanted to stop, but she didn't listen to her tears, and instead became more and more fierce.
Jiu Zhongsheng was so scared by Ziying's tears that he woke up most of the time. While wiping Ziying's tears, he admitted his mistake and was in a hurry.
Ziying suddenly hugged Jiu Zhongsheng and gradually cried out. Her eyes were blurred. She seemed to have shed tears from the past twenty years to this day. "I want to go home. Now that my parents are old, they are old, and I have not fulfilled my filial piety, but I am sad."
"But I can't bear to leave Tiantian, I can't bear to leave you. I can't go back to my house, and I and you can't go back to the past."
"Why did God do this to me? What did I do wrong again?"
Ziying's tears had already made Jiu Zhongsheng feel like a knife, and her words suffocated him even more. It turned out that she had endured so much alone.
Jiu Zhongsheng let Ziying vent his anger. After a long time, her crying stopped and the person gradually calmed down.
Ziying slowly let go of Jiu Zhongsheng and leaned on the sofa. She did not hide her loneliness and smiled, "This world is so tormenting. When you get closer, it will devour you. Under the laws of this world, you will find how small you are, like an ant.
If I tell others about this, they will definitely think I am a lunatic, imagining and making up, not to mention that someone can help me go back. Maybe, I have been dreaming, I just want to go back, but the laws of this world do not accept my challenge. I tried three times and failed."
Jiu Zhongsheng looked at Ziying deeply, "I believe you, you should tell me earlier."
Ziying just smiled.
That's right, how could I do it again by mistake?
After a while, Jiu Zhongsheng took a sip of water and calmed down. At this moment, he smiled, "Yingying, no matter what, I am still very happy that you can tell me this... It turns out that you will not be able to bear to leave me, at least, I am your concern in this world, right?"
Chapter completed!