Chapter 674 I'm afraid he won't want me
Upstairs, Allen's room.
The decoration here is simple and mixed with a bit of heavy metal.
The most attractive thing is the safe on the left side of the bedside.
"You actually put the safe here?" Si Niannian felt a little strange.
Allen walked over and opened the safe, filled with various exquisitely packaged gift boxes.
There are watches, belts, jade, crystals...
"These are all gifts from my father."
He didn't know why, but suddenly wanted to tell others what he was thinking.
Maybe it was the sequelae of crying before.
Alan didn't want to care about that much. He took out the gifts carefully, opened the box, and gently brushed his fingers on it.
"Actually... I know that these are bought by my father, but I still cherish them very much, because no matter what, my father never forgot to celebrate my birthday."
"The second brother actually loves you very much." Si Niannian said.
Allen nodded, "I know, so I don't want to disappoint my dad."
He carefully put all the gifts back into the safe.
"For the past six months, I have been having nightmares every day, dreaming that my father looked at me with disappointment and said to me that he didn't want my son, so he could let me go as far as I can, I..."
As he spoke, Allen choked up.
"I didn't mean it, I really didn't mean it. I wanted to do my best and be my dad's pride, but I messed up every time."
"That's why you bought so many elixirs and want to buy talismans?" Si Niannian asked.
Allen glanced at her and said, "I lied to you before. Actually, it was not my friend who wanted to buy talismans, but myself. I want to buy a few more and win the marathon. I want my father to praise me once."
Si Niannian's eyes were full of disagreement, "But using too many talismans at the same time will cause damage to the body."
"I can't care so much anymore. I can't let my father down anymore. I, I'm afraid... I'm afraid that he really doesn't want me anymore. After all, I'm not my father's biological son after all."
Allen sat on the floor, holding his legs, tears falling silently.
In front of two nearly strangers, he said something he hadn't said in his heart for so many years.
Bu Chensu stood by the window and watched Director Qu and others leave.
"Do you want your father to look at you with admiration?" Bu Chensu asked.
Alan was able to accept Si Niannian because of his seniority, but it did not mean that he would give Bu Chensu a good look. He still remembered the threat of Bu Chensu's wrist being pinched at the school gate.
"Of course I thought about it, do you hope your dad always misunderstood you and is disappointed with you?" Allen's tone was not very good.
"I won't give him that chance." Bu Chensu turned his head, "Because no matter what happens, I will not give up on myself. Even if I only have one last breath and only one second left in the world, I will strive to be the best."
Alan's mouth moved, trying to say something to refute, but he felt that any words would appear pale and powerless at this time.
Si Niannian walked to him, squatted down, and looked into Alan's eyes.
"No matter what the result is, as long as you make the best efforts, I think the second senior brother will be proud of you. Although the zombie virus is terrible, it is not impossible to cure. If I can make you win in a marathon without using talismans, would you be willing to suffer some hardship for this?"
Chapter completed!