Chapter 140 Xie Zhao wants to try
After hearing his grandfather's words, Xie Zhao looked up at his grandfather hesitantly and said, "Grandpa, I, I am not afraid, I just think that I have to do uncertain things. Isn't it better not to do it? Besides, these things are not something that people must do in life. Even if they are perfect, they are just icing on the cake!"
"Zhaozhao, a person lives for only a few decades. A life of calmness is a lifetime, and a life of liveliness and colorfulness is also a lifetime. Zhaozhao, grandparents hope that you will live a wonderful life and be happy, rather than like a pool of water without flowing. Zhaozhao has also seen what a pool of stagnant water looks like and what will it become in the end. Does Zhaozhao like this?" Grandpa Xie said with some pity as he looked at her.
Seeing that Xie Zhao didn't say anything, Grandma Xie stroked her head and said kindly: "Zhaozhao, you are still young now, so you can think about it slowly if you have time, but Grandma, like Grandma, I hope that we Zhaozhao will live a perfect life in this life without regrets."
For a moment, the three of them didn't speak anymore. After a while, Grandma Xie looked at the time and gently pushed Xie Zhao and said, "It's getting late. Zhao Zhao goes back to the house to sleep. If you have something to do tomorrow, you have to get up early!"
Xie Zhao greeted his grandparents, got up and went back to his house, and cleaned up himself. Xie Zhao lay on the bed thinking about his grandfather's words, and naturally thought about what happened to her in her senior year that year. Originally, Xie Zhao planned to never think about this matter in his life, but being raised by his grandfather would inevitably make Xie Zhao feel even more depressed.
That year, Xie Jiao failed the college entrance examination, and Xie Dashan and his wife wanted to send Xie Jiao to the county No. 1 Middle School to repeat the exam. It would be fine if they followed the normal procedures, but no one knew what they thought. They asked Xie Jin to arrange Xie Jiao to Xie Zhao's class and let Xie Zhao take care of Xie Jiao. If Xie Jin was not talking about Xie Jin, even the other Xie family members were very angry when they heard this. After all, Xie Zhao was the most critical time that year. Why did Xie Zhao take care of Xie Jiao? Xie Jiao was so old that person would not take care of herself! Let Xie Zhao take care of her several years younger than her!
Xie Dashan and his wife's unreasonable trouble made Grandpa Xie angry. He directly scolded Xie Jin for not being allowed to interfere with this matter. He even issued a ban order to prevent the incident from reaching Xie Zhao's ears, so as not to interfere with Xie Zhao's thoughts and miss Xie Zhao's college entrance examination again. However, no one expected that Xie Dashan and his wife would actually bring Xie Jiao to the school directly, and Xie Zhao, who had no idea, became the topic of conversation that everyone said.
If the school leaders at that time were not afraid of ruining a good seedling like Xie Zhao, they made a decision immediately, and would not let Xie Jiao repeat the school at No. 1 Middle School. They would be extremely disgusted with Xie Dashan and his wife, and would not let the school talk about this, and would also make the teachers pay more attention to Xie Zhao's emotions, for fear that Xie Zhao would be hit. After all, Xie Dashan and his wife were extremely bad in public at that time and could not be heard.
This is also the reason why Xie Zhao didn't want to remember this incident in recent years. He was suddenly mentioned by his grandfather. Xie Zhao felt a little confused. She didn't know why she got to this point with her biological parents. In her previous life, her relationship with her parents had been cut off. In this life, she thought that she would do her duty and just be a familiar stranger. After all, since she was six years old, she was raised by her grandparents.
The original division documents also made it very clear, and Xie Zhao also fulfilled his obligations. Not to mention that she had not yet grown up a few years ago, she would prepare things for the New Year and the Festival. After she became an adult in the past two years, she also gave things during the New Year and the Festival, and each time she spent 200 yuan. Isn’t this enough? What else do they want? However, after they were beaten by their grandparents in the past few years, they basically stopped interacting.
This is also what made Xie Zhao always curious. But she remembered that her father Xie Dashan was always filial to his grandparents in her previous life. Why did he change in this life? Can filial piety to his elders still change? However, Xie Zhao couldn't figure it out, so he didn't think about it. After all, it's good now. If they don't have filial piety, they will be Xie Zhao will be filial to his grandparents. Besides, grandparents do not lack filial piety to their family.
After thinking about it, Xie Zhao let it go. If she couldn't figure it out, she wouldn't understand it. Anyway, she didn't understand it in her previous life. She just thought about her grandparents' words. Xie Zhao was still hesitant. She did like Ji Mingxuan a little, but she knew that this love was not enough to support the two of them for the rest of her life. However, Ji Mingxuan has been chasing her closely, and everyone in her family is optimistic about them, so Xie Zhao himself is also hesitant.
After all, it is difficult for Xie Zhao to have another person like Ji Mingxuan to be like him. Putting aside his previous life, Xie Zhao carefully recalled what happened in the past ten years of this life, the love and care of her family, and the relationship between friends. Xie Zhao thought that people could also have trust, but there must be a degree in between, so can she and Ji Mingxuan be like this?
Don’t trust someone wholeheartedly. No matter what you do, you can leave a little room for yourself. Then even if there is filth between the two in the future, you can still be separated decently. If this is the case, it doesn’t matter if you try it. Xie Zhao is indifferent to his feelings, and may not be yearning for a sincere and unreserved relationship in his heart.
Xie Zhao thought that he would never like her biological parents or sisters for two lifetimes. Perhaps it was not because she was bad, but because she was born with a weak relationship with her parents. After all, Ji Mingxuan, a stranger who had nothing to do with her, would like her because of her, so she could also make people like her.
Then wait for Ji Mingxuan to attend the brother's wedding banquet and talk to him. The two of them decided to make their name. Although she has not fallen in love with Ji Mingxuan yet, she knew that if Ji Mingxuan remained unchanged, then it would be just around the corner for her to fall in love with him. Who doesn't like being held in her hand and hurt and protected, especially someone like Xie Zhao who lacks love.
The two old men on the kang looked at the lights in Xie Zhao's room and sighed together. Grandma Xie asked in a low voice: "Can Zhao understand it? Ji Mingxuan is not bad. We have seen all the concerns about Zhao Zhao over the past year. He should not change it easily."
"I will figure it out. Zhao Zhao has always been smart. In recent years, she has also changed slowly. She has not rejected others as much as before. What's more, she likes Ji Mingxuan, but she hasn't learned yet. Don't worry, not only Xie Jin and his brothers have talked with Ji Mingxuan, but I have also talked with Ji Mingxuan. He is a responsible child and will not easily let Zhao Zhao down!"
Chapter completed!