Chapter 149 sisters talk
Ji Mingxuan fell asleep unconsciously with the fragrance of the quilt, and Xie Zhao, who followed Xie Jin and Xie Xuan, was still a little dazed. Even though he had been lying in the quilt, the first kiss that had lived for two lives was gone, which was quite exciting to Xie Zhao. She always knew Ji Mingxuan's strength in her bones, but because Ji Mingxuan had always been gentle in front of her, she had never seen Ji Mingxuan's strength. This kiss tonight made her see Ji Mingxuan's strength.
It was not until Xie Xuan's faint voice came that Xie Zhao realized that everything was real. Regarding Xie Xuan's words, Xie Zhao thought for a while and said, "Sister, I may like Senior Brother. I feel different from others. But if I ask if I love you, I think it should not reach that level. Sister, what does it feel like to love someone? It's really like the one written in the book. Do you have to see you for thousands of years?"
"Zhaozhao, I have never loved anyone, and I don't know what it feels to love someone, but I think love should be more than just a kind of thing. There is love at first sight, love that has been in love over time, some love that has been passionate, some are ordinary and warm, some are fighting, and some are even hate because of love. Zhaozhao, everyone has different personalities and different things pursued, so how can it be the same!"
Xie Xuan's insights were only obtained from books, and she asked her to explain them in detail, but she didn't want to lead Xie Zhao to the point of being so biased by her understanding, so she continued gently: "Zhaozhao, a person must live a wonderful and elegant life in his life, not like a pool of stagnant water. You know the best of Ji Mingxuan's behavior over the years. Zhaozhao, ask your heart, besides Ji Mingxuan, would you want to get married and have children with others?"
"Probably not. I have never thought about any involvement with men other than him. Sister, let's do it. I also told him tonight that I will get engaged to him when the semester is over. Sister, I have been living step by step for so many years. Perhaps the senior brother will bring me a different kind of fireworks so that I can appreciate the scenery along the way. Let's try it!" Xie Zhao said with some uncertainty.
In fact, Xie Zhao didn't know where she could go with Ji Mingxuan. She didn't trust anyone, including Ji Mingxuan. But as Xie Xuan and her grandfather said, people cannot always live as calm as a pool of stagnant water. Although the pain in the previous life made Xie Zhao subconsciously not expect anything related to feelings, the love that was sent to her immediately made Xie Zhao unable to help but want to try it. Even if he was entrusted to others in the future, at least he could experience the so-called love, right?
Xie Xuan didn't know what Xie Zhao was thinking, but she knew about her sister's emotional lack, and she knew that her sister didn't trust others. But since her sister was willing to take this step, her sister's future was promising. Perhaps this Ji Mingxuan could really help her sister fill the part of her emotional lack, making her happy, anger, sorrow, and joy like an ordinary girl!
He patted Xie Zhao gently through the cup, and Xie Xuan said softly: "Zhaozhao, don't be afraid. When some things are delivered to your hands, you must seize the opportunity to seize it. Even if you lose it again in the future, it's nothing. At least you have it. Zhaozhao, you have never been a person who can accept your fate, otherwise you would not have worked hard for so many years to get into the Youth League. Zhaozhao, it doesn't matter if you try it!"
"I know, sister, since I have made the decision, I will not regret it. Oh sister, I won't talk about me anymore, what about you?" Xie Zhao didn't want to talk about her and Ji Mingxuan again, so he asked Xie Xuan.
Xie Xuan looked at the void with her eyes open in the dark and said with a smile: "Me? If I meet someone I like, I will try to develop. If it is not suitable, I will not force it. But letting me do nothing is a pity for me. Zhaozhao, we have different personalities and different ways of doing things. I am just talking about these things now. Let's talk about them when I really meet them!"
"Well, sister is so good." Xie Xuan's words reminded Xie Zhao of the same character as Xie Xuan in her previous life, and she couldn't help but agree. Xie Xuan's character was something that Xie Zhao had envied for two lifetimes. Such free and easy, such a high spirit, can be picked up and put down!
Xie Xuan couldn't help but chuckled when she heard her sister's approval and said with a smile: "Zhaozhao, my sister told you just now that everyone has different personalities and ways of dealing with things will not be different. Don't envy others. Zhaozhao himself is the object of envy and jealousy. Zhaozhao has hidden his own thoughts since childhood and does not let his relatives worry. He is a good child that others envy. But my sister hopes that Zhaozhao is a little willful, a little sweet, or even a little ignorant."
"Sister, I..."
After interrupting Xie Zhao gently, Xie Xuan still whispered with her clear but gentle but alone to her family: "Zhaozhao stop talking, let my sister finish speaking. Zhaozhao has this temperament since I have memory. She has never changed since childhood. However, I heard from my elder brother that Zhaozhao was the most cheerful and lively when she was young and was a little chatterbox who loves to talk and laugh. But one day later, Zhaozhao's personality changed drastically and became caught off guard."
"I don't have the memory of that time, but I can see that when my elder brother mentioned this, his sad expression and his angry and enduring look. Zhaozhao, I know what happened at that time, but I am not the person involved. Only the person involved knows the most about what he has experienced. Just like the knife cuts on whom, who hurts. I am not asking Zhaozhao to forget those bad experiences and memories. What I want to tell you is, don't look back and strode forward. Whether it is the scenery ahead or the scenery you strode forward, it is very beautiful!"
Xie Xuan took a deep breath and continued to say in her unique voice: "Zhaozhao, the scenery on the road is good and bad. Don't care about those bad things. There are so many beautiful scenery that can't be seen. Why immerse yourself in the past or those bad scenery? Our lives are short, and we can't be seen with beautiful and beautiful things. Why bother to care about those bad scenery? Zhaozhao, there are family, friends along the way and there will be people who love you deeply. Don't be afraid, go ahead! We Zhaozhao will definitely have good people to accompany you!"
"Sister, I'm not afraid! I just don't know how to trust people! When the big grandma said I was shutting my heart, it shouldn't be it. I just don't know how to give my trust. Just like the senior brother, when he first told me that he liked me, my first thought was that a person who was not tied would like another one for how long. If he didn't like it, would he liked it as much as he did in the end, and how deeply he hated it in the end!"
After hearing Xie Xuan's words, Xie Zhao felt a little touched. In fact, Xie Zhao's feelings tonight were almost closed to the previous ten years of feelings. Whether it was Ji Mingxuan or Xie Xuan, they all brought a deep touch to Xie Zhao. It was the kind of touch that hit the heart that made Xie Zhao unable to help but have the desire to talk.
Chapter completed!