Chapter 54 Xie Zhao's Emotional Lack
"Let them go, it's just a matter of filial piety and brotherhood in the end. But did you forget that when my grandparents wanted to take me home to raise me, my grandparents asked them to sign a separation agreement. That was not the separation agreement between them and grandparents, but the separation agreement between me and them. Sister, my grandparents are so old, how could they still leave hidden dangers? What's more, he is the son of grandparents. I'm afraid no one in this world knows him better than grandparents."
Xie Zhao said a few more words, just to prevent Xie Xuan, who is sincerely worried about her sister. Looking at Xie Xuan, Xie Zhao continued to whisper: "Sister, I live forever and have a long time. I just don't want to care too much. My grandparents have brought me home since I was six years old. I think I have much affection for them, not to mention over the years, who doesn't know that there is only some face left between me and them, it's up to my grandparents to the face of my grandparents."
"Sister, I don't know if I am naturally indifferent to feelings, but it's really hard for me to have feelings for them. I know that they are my biological parents, compatriots and sisters, but when I meet Xie Jiao and Xie Bao, I don't mention the deep sisterly love. Even the sisters of our grandfather, second, third grandfather, I have to be closer to them than to them. I know that they are my biological parents, and I should be very close to them, or the children are born close to their parents, but, sister, I don't have the feeling of wanting to be close to them!"
Xie Xuan felt a little uncomfortable after hearing Xie Zhao's words. She heard her mother say that something happened when Xie Zhao was three years old, which led to Xie Zhao being quite cold and indifferent to any relationship now. In recent years, Xie Zhao looked no different from an ordinary girl of her age. She was just very well-behaved, sensible and obedient, but... "Zhaozhao, this has nothing to do with you. It's because my uncle and aunt did not do well, so it's like this. You were raised by your grandparents early, so it's normal for you to have no feelings for them!"
"Sister, I don't remember what happened that year, but I can feel the love our family love for me, especially the eldest uncle and aunt, our family has many brothers and sisters, and the eldest brother is the eldest son and grandson. But no matter who it is, they let me coax me, I know there must be some reason for this, but the elders hide it from me, and I don't want them to worry, and I won't go to the end, sister, whoever treats me sincerely, I can see clearly and understand."
Looking at Xie Xuan's entangled expression and the distress in her eyes, Xie Zhao smiled softly. It was the kind of slimness of the wind stopping and the clouds clearing and the fog dissipated. Those painful memories are not so easy to forget. But those who once treated her sincerely now treat her sincerely. Xie Zhao is now watching and feeling them day by day. Although those memories will not be forgotten, she has learned to let go now, although it has nothing to do with life and death, it is not a big deal, but the heartache, pampering and warmth she feels in this life, filling her past shortcomings bit by bit.
He reached out and hugged Xie Xuan gently. Xie Zhao leaned on her shoulder and said in a rare coquettish way: "Sister, I'm very good now, really good, grandparents, uncles, aunts and uncles, and these brothers, younger brothers and sisters, I get more than anyone else. I really love you, I'm not less than Xie Jiao and Xie Bao. My uncles, uncles, aunts and uncles regard me as my own. My elder brothers, Binbin and sisters all spoil me and protect me. Even Chaochao, who is younger than me, let me protect me. Sister, although I'm not greedy, the love of you family is my confidence!"
"It would be great that you can really think like this. Zhaozhao, you have been smart since childhood, and your future journey will definitely be bright. Don't worry or pursue it. Let's look forward. We Zhaozhao, the golden phoenix of our old Xie family. Don't worry or be afraid. As long as your brother and sister are still there, we Zhaozhao will have a home to return!" Xie Xuan has always been straightforward in speaking and doing things. This was the case when she was a child, and now it is the same. For Xie Zhao, Xie Xuan is not only because of her blood, but also because of her inexplicable heartache and pity.
Xie Xuan's words are naturally believed, Xie Zhao, and she was the same in her previous life, and she was still like this in this life. Xie Zhao and Xie Xuan actually rarely got along. Speaking of which, whether it was Xie Jiao or Xie Bao, they should have a closer relationship with Xie Xuan, but I don't know why, whether Xie Xuan was a child or a grown-up, she was always in a heartache and care for Xie Zhao, and the same was true for the elder brother, Binbin and Zhang Chao.
Xie Zhao had no great ambitions in both life, nor did she have the ability and enthusiasm of the heroine in the story to call the wind and rain. She actually always wanted to live a life with her own thoughts in a plain way. Unfortunately, she couldn't and couldn't do it in her previous life, but now she can do it. She thought so and did it like this. Whether she took the college entrance exam or chose a major, she would do it with her own heart. However, Xie Xuan's words still made her heart warm.
In fact, Xie Zhao had long discovered something was wrong with her. In her previous life, she was unable to seek family affection. Although once she died, she would have passed, but Xie Zhao understood that even if it was the past, she would not have felt anything like her biological parents. She could feel that she liked those families who really loved her, but she couldn't feel what she cared about. She always thought that they were good to her and she would do something to repay them. No one or anything would make her emotional fluctuate too much.
After thinking about it, Xie Zhao still told the truth: "Sister, I like and care about our family, but now I don't seem to have too much emotional fluctuation. Sister, is this the sequelae after the accident when I was a child?" Xie Zhao didn't think that she is in a bad state now, on the contrary, she enjoys this feeling, but for the family around her, she is good or bad, Xie Zhao wants to figure it out, let alone Xie Zhao doesn't want to lie to others, and she doesn't want to lie to these people who are sincere to her.
"Why did Zhaozhao think so? People have different personalities, some are lively and cheerful, and naturally some are implicit and shy. We Zhaozhao are well-behaved, sensible and smart, but they are quieter, their expressions are more implicit, and their emotions are not very fluctuating. This is also normal. You don't care about your family, but they are just implicit. This is nothing. The family members all watch Zhaozhao grow up. We can still not know what kind of Zhaozhao's temper is. Zhaozhao is so good now!"
Xie Xuan felt a little slack, but she quickly reacted and refuted Xie Zhao too quickly. Her mother had told her carefully about the things that happened back then, and Xie Xuan also remembered the words of her eldest grandmother. After so many years, Xie Xuan felt that Xie Zhao was so good. If she didn't care, she would not be hurt. Besides, Xie Zhao was not as serious as the eldest grandmother said. Looking at her brother's Xiao Ruirui, Xie Xuan knew that Xie Zhao had no feelings for her uncle and family, and she would not do this to others!
Chapter completed!