"Zhaozhao, what are you thinking? Why don't you talk? Are you asleep?" Xie Xuan asked in a low voice after a long time without hearing Xie Zhao speak.

When Xie Zhao heard Xie Xuan’s question, he pursed his lips and said, “Sister, I’m not asleep. Sister, what else did the big grandma say?”

"Don't you know? Wait a minute, what did I say just now?" Xie Xuan turned to look at Xie Zhao in shock. It was just in the darkness that Xie Xuan could not see anything clearly.

Xie Zhao said calmly: "My parents are very lucky and sisters are poor. I have closed my heart. Sister, tell me. In fact, I have long discovered that I am a little different from ordinary people!"

"Zhaozhao!"

"Sister, if I want to know, I will always know that for so many years, whether it is the elders or brothers in the family, even my sisters who are the same age as me and younger brothers, they all love me and protect me and accommodate me. Of course, there are reasons why we are relatives, but sister, you and your little cousin are also taking special care of me. I am naturally a little strange, but I know that you all care about me, so I don't pursue the reason. But now I have some understanding, are you still hiding it from me?" Xie Zhao looked at Xie Xuan beside him deeply in the darkness and said carelessly.

Xie Xuan sighed and said helplessly: "Zhaozhao, it's not that I want to hide it from you, but for so many years, the elders in the family, the younger cousin, we don't believe the words of the eldest grandma, nor do we say we don't believe it. Some believe and some don't believe it. The family doesn't believe you. You closed your heart. You have been so similar in recent years, but Zhaozhao, a few days ago, my grandfather said that you have almost lost all emotions and desires, is it true?"

"Sister, my mood fluctuations are a little smaller, so as to lose the seven emotions and six desires. If I really lose the seven emotions and six desires, why should I go to college? Sister, don't worry, it's not that serious. Wait until tomorrow, my grandparents and my grandparents explain, do you think I am a person who has closed the door of my heart and has no seven emotions and six desires?" Xie Zhao sighed secretly, and it was still seen by his grandfather. No wonder the grief in his eyes when he came back this time when he saw her, but she didn't act like a person who has lost the seven emotions and six desires over the years. It should be able to hide it if she said it carefully.

Xie Xuan felt a little relieved, but grandpa said so, so he turned to Xie Zhao and asked softly: "Then tell me, have you been angry, sad and sad for so many years?" Xie Xuan originally wanted to ask if there were any happy times, but because Xie Zhao smiled at them from time to time, Xie Xuan swallowed this again.

"Yes, when I get angry again, I'm not too angry either. As for sadness, I'm almost spoiled by you. Where can I go to be sad and hard to get over!" Xie Zhao was still very relaxed when he fooled Xie Xuan, but just looked at his grandparents. Xie Zhao didn't know if his words could fool him.

After hearing Xie Zhao's words, Xie Xuan thought about it and asked in a low voice: "Zhaozhao, what do you mean by being angry but not being angry?"

"That's it, just like, it's a metaphor that someone will get angry if he says bad things behind his back. But I won't be too angry. I don't care about them. Whether they say bad things or good things about me, it has nothing to do with me. It's just that outsiders are having a good time. Sister, I'll get angry, but my mood fluctuations are not very big, so it's as serious as the big grandma said that she's closed her heart. Besides, grandpa is just concerned, so don't worry, I'm fine."

Xie Zhao thought about it and said, "Just like grandparents, uncles, aunts and uncles, I care about them very much, brothers, sisters and younger brothers, just like my nephew, I still miss him in Kyoto! Sister, I may be as good as my grandmother said, my parents are short and my sisters are poor, but it is a bit serious if I close my heart. Maybe I was young at that time, and maybe even my grandmother misjudged it. Besides, I look like I am so closed."

After talking back and forth for a long time, she finally convinced Xie Xuan. When Xie Zhao heard Xie Xuan's calm breathing, Xie Zhao couldn't help but smile. His big grandmother had some ability, and the grace of being transformed from her birth? Xie Zhao thought helplessly, it was not that mysterious. It was just that she died and lived, and she tore them out of her heart. If the heaven really had eyes, she would not have ended up like that in her previous life, although some of the mistakes were blamed on herself.

In fact, her abnormality was not normal. Xie Zhao had thought that although she only went to elementary school in her previous life, she could just play on a computer and go online. There were all kinds of messes on the Internet. She carefully compared her situation. Her situation can only be regarded as a kind of lack of feelings. Why did it become so serious to close the heart? What they said about closing the heart is that it refers to a person suffering from autism. She did not suffer from autism, but was just a relatively indifferent to the relationship!

Otherwise, she worked hard to go to college and made money, not to make money in order to make her life more comfortable and do whatever she wants. Xie Zhao thought about it carefully. She actually gave up her feelings just to protect herself. Just like those novels in later generations, she cut off her hair and cultivated her ruthless Tao. Thinking of this, Xie Zhao couldn't help laughing again. Her mind was a bit big, but the meaning was similar.

After knowing the reason, Xie Zhao let it go. He woke up in a good mood. Looking at Xie Xuan who was still sleeping, Xie Zhao carefully dressed and got out of bed without alarming her. When he opened the door, he saw that his grandparents had already gotten up. After washing up quickly, Xie Zhao sat cross-legged on the kang, looked at the grandparents beside him, and thought for a while and said, "Grandpa, grandma, big grandma said that, forget it, don't take it seriously. I just don't care much about many things, why did I close my heart?"

"Zhaozhao!"

"Grandpa, I'm serious. When I came back this time, I always felt that my grandfather had something to worry about. It turned out that it was for me. Grandma said that I was so worried about it, but Grandpa, we have a heart here. Do you think I look like someone? I just don't care about some people and some things, I will be happy and angry. I care about my grandparents and other people in the family, so why did I keep my heart closed? Grandma might have been careless back then, but she was so worried about it!" Xie Zhao said seriously at his grandparents.

Grandma Xie glanced at Grandpa Xie and asked softly at Xie Zhao: "Will Zhao Zhao be angry, will you be happy? Grandma hasn't seen you get angry, sad or laugh happily for so many years. Zhao Zhao, your situation is naturally different from others, just..."
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