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Chapter 101 Xiaoxian's state of mind

Li Huanrong thought it must be the black-bellied and reborn girl who started to make trouble again.

This black-hearted and reborn girl has always been restless and always wants to change something... I can still understand if you want to change the Black Sea, but for you, the program "My Knot" should only have benefits but no harm, right?!

What's your point of change?!

"Just want to see... how much I can change!"

Late that night, Li Huanrong sneaked into Xu Zhuxian's phone number in the room again. After telling her own questions, Xu Zhuxian answered.

"I think about it now, it's not simply relying on me or the two of us can change it, but I want to try my strength alone to what extent can my strength change!" Xu Zhuxian explained, "This time the "My Knot" itinerary itself is not something I have to go. MBC just hopes that one of us can go. The company's choice was me, Sikaoni and Xiuyingoni at the beginning."

"And what?!" Li Huanrong asked, "Since you said you want to give it a try, you must have refused to participate in this show, right?!"

"Well, I refused, because I'm still young and really want to be considered an adult, I have to wait for my birthday to be counted!" Xu Zhuxian said, "But you also saw the final result... After New Year's Day, I went to MBC to have a meeting, and I recorded my first meeting at the end of the month!"

"...... So, I told you all the hard work you have. Even if you don't talk about the butterfly effect, this world will definitely have the world line binding force... You have been struggling for a long time and something has changed?!" Li Huanrong persuaded him earnestly.

Xu Zhuxian still has his own ideas about this.

"I also know that the current situation is different from what I think, but I still don't want to give up!" Xu Zhuxian said, "I believe that even if there is the so-called world line binding force, everything will be forced to turn back to what it should be... Then there should be a flexible space to operate, for example, you are a good example!"

"Why is this related to me?" Li Huanrong asked speechlessly.

"Think about it yourself, my situation is okay. I am Xu Zhuxian at least. Even if I have been reborn, I am still me, and my life has not changed much... But how should you explain your existence?! There was no trace of your existence in my previous life. Similarly, there should not be a possibility of your existence in Chulong's life... But aren't you still living well and not struck by lightning to death?!"

"...It's so reasonable that it's not unreasonable, but do you have to describe my existence as "being struck by lightning"?!" Li Huanrong complained speechlessly.

Xu Zhuxian's voice broke, and then said, "Anyway, I think there should be a flexible space. I want to try to find out what level it can be changed. In this way, I can know what to do in the future and how much I should do..."

Well, if this is the case, Li Huanrong really has no way to say anything... Otherwise, his existence should have been struck by lightning.

"You make your own decision!" Li Huanrong said at the end, "But you should not go too far with the show "My Knot"... After all, it is a beautiful memory in my memory. Don't make me feel bad, it's very sad!"

"...... Are you really our CP fan?!"

"... Actually, it can't be counted, but people always yearn for beautiful things... Who makes your condition really enviable... I was young and ignorant at that time..."

“…”

After probably talking a few more words, Li Huanrong hung up the phone and hid back in the quilt to sleep.

However, Xu Zhuxian was a little troubled by this phone call.

In this life, I really don’t want to go to this show again...but it’s not just for changing anything.

Xu Zhuxian is also a girl, and she is a girl who is about to be over 20 years old... What does a girl in her 20s know?

In her previous life, she was at this age and her experience was not as rich as she is now. She was protected by her sisters... It is impossible to meet a boy who is wholeheartedly pleasing to her.

For Xu Zhuxian, who was twenty years old in her previous life, this show... is actually not just a show.

But his identity and concerns at that time were destined to be just one program... Xu Zhuxian might not have thought too much, but that oppa must have thought a lot.

So, the show is a show, and in private, the two actually don’t have much contact.

Let Xu Zhuxian take the initiative to contact Jung Ronghe... Even Xu Zhuxian, who has experienced emotional baptism in his previous life, cannot do it, let alone the simple self in his previous life.

But Xu Zhuxian still remembers her feelings in her previous life. This is probably the first time she has a clear affection for a boy, and she also knows that she has a good impression of that boy...

But in this life, Xu Zhuxian didn't know if she would be moved again. After all, this is a program that is destined to have no results, and even ambiguity cannot be achieved... Participating in is just a matter of adding trouble to herself.

Xu Zhuxian doesn't want to go, not because she wants to change something, but really doesn't want to go... But now she has to go. She doesn't have the ability to compete with the company's arrangements now. The company has decided on the matter for her, and she doesn't even have the possibility of saying no.

It’s not that I can’t say it, it’s that I can’t say it now.

If you have to participate in this program and have a fight with your agent, at worst, you will have a breakup, and the company will not be able to change individuals to participate in this program... But the problem is, what if you have a breakup?!

In the past, I could have relied on Li Huanrong's family relationship to make the company look down on the odds, but now... well, I can't do it.

Now that the company has a bad relationship, it is still a trivial matter if it doesn't give resources and doesn't praise itself. The real trouble is that when you really need to make the company change something by yourself, what else can you have to make the company concessions at that time...

So, this show is still something to be done, but Xu Zhuxian doesn't want to continue to be the same as in her previous life.

Not to mention whether it will ruin your pure girlish heart, just talk about the result. If only you are foolish and swayed, that oppa will not react at all... Wouldn't that be at a loss?!

Xu Zhuxian really wants to make things perfunctory. Anyway, Shao Shi does not lack such a little attention. At worst, her personal popularity and fans are affected a little...

But some guy told her not to destroy good memories... This is a bit...

It is not a beautiful memory for you alone, it is also a beautiful memory for me... Although I really don't want this memory now, it was indeed quite beautiful at that time...

Xu Zhuxian was depressed and confused...what should I do? The day after tomorrow is the day after tomorrow...

Xu Zhuxian had been struggling for two days, and finally decided to let it go...

Well, on the day of the shooting, Seo Joo-hyun regretted it... She couldn't find the feeling she had done back then.

I vaguely remember that in my previous life, this time I was filming at the amusement park, and it was also the only time she remembered that she didn’t feel that she was filming at the amusement park where she worked. She really had a lot of fun.

But this time...Mao always remembered the way he played with Li Huanrong and Xiao Zhuxian when he was a child...

Moreover, I always feel like I can't get close to the oppa around me who is still trying to please me and do the show effect.

It’s not that this oppa is not good, on the contrary, sometimes Xu Zhuxian also feels vaguely sorry for this oppa... It must be very hard to shoot variety shows with someone who doesn’t know how to do the show effect.

Moreover, some things are unknown, so there is expectation... I know everything, and the feeling of expectation is zero, how can I be moved?!

I always feel that this person will disappear from his life sooner or later, so Xu Zhuxian can't find the feeling he was originally moved by...

Then...well, even Xu Zhuxian felt that the two of them were not close, and the shooting effect this time was imagined.
Chapter completed!
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