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Chapter 1051 I don't love you anymore

Jin Jingcheng acted as if he listened carefully.

After adjusting his emotions, Gu Hye-sun said, "Actually, my first love story is nothing particularly exciting, it's very ordinary."

Kim Jingcheng said sincerely: "I also want to hear it. Many people's first love stories are ordinary, but for the parties involved, this ordinary first love story has very profound meaning and is usually never forgotten in their lifetime, right?"

Goo Hye-sun nodded: “Yes, but you are not the person involved.”

Kim Jingcheng sincerely responded: "I am willing to put myself into your story and be an empathetic listener."

Goo Hye-sun said "um" and was moved by Kim Jingcheng's words.

At first, Gu Hye-sun was still a little embarrassed, but suddenly revealed her first love to Kim Jong-sung, which made her a little timid, but when he heard Kim Jong-sung's words, Gu Hye-sun mustered up the courage.

Goo Hye-sun frankly said: "It was when I was in high school, when I was dating a male classmate in my class."

Gu Hye-sun looked at Kim Jong-sung nervously, and saw that Kim Jong-sung seemed very calm, so she continued to talk: "It's just a very plain relationship, not a very passionate one. After all, we were high school students at that time, and our relationship was mostly out of a beautiful fantasy of love."

"This relationship lasted until we went to college. He and I went to different universities. After going to college, the chances of meeting him were limited. Although I often called, I could only meet once or twice a month, but I still liked him. I thought he would always like me, and I thought he and I would continue to fall in love until we got married."

"However, I was so naive at that time."

"For a while, I called him, but he suddenly stopped answering. Later, one night, he suddenly sent me a text message saying let's break up. I was stunned. After reacting, I quickly called him, but he still didn't answer. He sent me another text message saying that my love for him made him very tired and that he didn't want to be tired anymore."

"I didn't try to keep him. Since he wanted to abandon me, I knew it was useless to keep him. That night, I felt like I was in a state of dismay. I was very lonely alone. Thinking of him being so cruel, I suddenly broke up with me, and I couldn't even give me a word of comfort."

"It was winter when I broke up. That winter, I was always deeply trapped in the shadow of breaking up. Every time I recall my relationship with him, I felt very embarrassed. That winter, I often went out for a purposeless walk at night, and sometimes I got lost because of my upset. That winter, I felt the feeling of despair and understood the pain of loneliness. That winter, I lost love, but became more addicted to the literary world of literature, music, and painting."

Speaking of this, the story is over.

Gu Hye-sun looked at Kim Jingcheng with a shy face.

Jin Jingcheng sighed: "It's a beautiful story."

Gu Hye-sun was surprised: "Beautiful? Isn't it sad?"

Jin Jingcheng smiled and said, "I don't think it's sad, because few first loves will develop into marriage. First love can usually be regarded as a wonderful experience for the whole life, right?"

Gu Hye-sun understood what Kim Jong-sung meant and nodded.

Gu Hye-sun couldn't help asking: "There is a question I have never understood. The reason why he broke up with me was that my love made him feel very tired. He didn't want to be tired anymore. What does this reason mean? Do I mean I am a haunting woman? But I don't think I am such a woman."

Jin Jingcheng said frankly: "Many women are a little bit obsessed when they are in love, but you should not be the kind of woman who is very obsessed. I think the reason for breaking up given by your first love boyfriend is probably just an excuse. Many reasons for breaking up are excuses, and the real reason is actually very simple, that is, he no longer loves you."

This is a bit cruel, but Gu Hye-sun can accept it and thinks that Kim Jingsung's words make sense.

Jin Jingcheng asked with a smile: "Now when you think of your first love boyfriend again, do you still have the feeling of love for him?"

Gu Hye-sun shook her head decisively: "I don't have the feeling of love at the beginning. I even forgot his birthday. When I fell in love with him, I remembered his birthday firmly and thought I would remember it for the rest of my life."

Jin Jingcheng sighed and said, "This means you no longer love him. You have already left the relationship you had in the past."

Finally one year, I forgot your birthday.

This sentence is beautiful and sad, and also cruel.

I finally forgot your birthday, which often means that I finally no longer love you.

Jin Jingcheng asked another question he was curious about: "I remember you said you like night very much. Is it related to the winter when we broke up?"

One night before, Gu Hye Sun and Kim Jong-sung were sitting in the car together. While looking at the night view outside the window, Gu Hye Sun sighed in an elegant tone. That night, Gu Hye Sun asked Kim Jong-sung if he liked the night very much, because Kim Jong-sung had written songs about night, "Night", "The Seventh Chapter of the Night", and the first album was called "Night Heaven". Kim Jong-sung replied that he liked it, and Gu Hye Sun smiled brightly, saying that she also liked it. Kim Jong-sung smiled playfully. He knew that young people who liked the night were mainly divided into two categories, one was young men and women who chased the bright lights and wine, and the other was literary youth. Kim Jong-sung concluded that Gu Hye Sun belonged to the latter, and he himself seemed to belong to the latter, and he also had the side of literary youth.

At present, Kim Jong-sung would ask Gu Hye-sung if she liked nights was related to the winter when she broke up, because Gu Hye-sung just mentioned that her first love boyfriend sent a text message to her break up one night. He also mentioned that in that winter when she broke up, she often went out alone for a purposeless walk at night, and sometimes she would get lost because of being upset.

Although those nights seem bad, they have magical powers. Even if it is not good, when you often sink into it, you may become a fascination later.

Goo Hye-sun nodded: "It's a bit of a relationship, because it was from then on that time that I found that night seemed to have a magical magic that could give me a unique spiritual feeling."

This is a bit profound, but Jin Jingcheng can definitely understand it, because not only is he very knowledgeable, but he himself has similar life experiences.

Jin Jingcheng nodded: "I have had a similar feeling."

Gu Hye-sun smiled knowingly, feeling that Kim Jong-sung was like a soulmate of her at this moment.
Chapter completed!
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