Chapter 180 The final choice
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After Han Jiaren helped Jin Jingcheng cover the bedding, she got up and looked at the bedroom. She had slept here for one night last time, and seemed to be familiar with everything here, whether it was the big bed, the pure white sheets, bedding, pillows on the bed, whether it was the bedside table on both sides of the big bed, or the bedside table, or the books placed beside the pillows...
Han Jiaren likes such a bedroom, but she thinks that although this bedroom is good, the layout is a bit simple, and the atmosphere of a single man is a bit strong. It lacks a gentle debugging. Don’t be too much. As long as it can penetrate some, it will be very good. Obviously, the best way to do this is to live in a woman.
Han Jiaren suddenly wanted to be such a woman.
Her eyes were focused on the big bed. Han Jiaren remembered the feeling of sleeping on it last time. It was so comfortable. What made her even more fascinated was the smell and smell of Jin Jingcheng on the bed.
At this time, the bed was here, and Jin Jingcheng was also on the bed.
At this moment, Han Jiaren suddenly wanted to lie down on the bed impulsively, and slept beside Jin Jingcheng tonight...
Unfortunately, she just thought about it impulsely in her heart. Due to her personality, it was difficult for her to take action on such things, at least she felt that it was not that time yet.
He didn't dare to stay any longer. After staying for a long time, Han Jiaren was afraid that she would really not be able to resist lying on the bed.
Immediately turned around and walked out of the bedroom, Han Jiaren walked into the study next to her.
Han Jiaren likes this large study very much, likes the large, beautiful and antique desks and bookcases inside, likes the dense and diverse books placed in the large bookcase, and likes the atmosphere of the atmosphere when she walks into this study as if the room is full of talent.
Han Jiaren couldn't help but wonder: "I like his apartment and his study. Actually, I like his entire apartment very much. What exactly do I like?"
She didn't give herself an answer directly, but a sentence she saw on the Internet not long ago suddenly popped up in her mind: "If you like someone, you will fall in love with everything about him!"
When he saw this sentence, Han Jiaren disagreed. He thought that if he really liked it that way, he might be too crazy. At present, when Han Jiaren thought of this sentence, he suddenly felt that it made some sense, but it seemed too absolute. If he changed it slightly, it would become "if you like someone, you may sometimes like everything about him". It would be more reasonable.
Because Han Jiaren knew that love was intense and dull.
Han Jiaren never wants to find a man in this world who has always loved her fiercely, nor does she want to have a man who will fall in love with her, including all her shortcomings. Her wish in this regard is very simple, that is, there is a man who is willing to accompany her for the rest of her life. No matter what happens in the process, she always has an important position in her heart for her, which is enough.
She knew that this seemingly simple wish would often be difficult to realize.
"Can he be the kind of man I long for?" Han Jiaren murmured softly, not thinking about it anymore. Some things are in vain when they think about it now. The boat will naturally straighten when it reaches the bridge. What should come will come, and when it should be straight.
Just like when she came last time, Han Jiaren walked around the big bookcase while browsing the books curiously, and then sat in a comfortable seat behind the large desk.
Han Jiaren subconsciously looked at the desk in front of her. The thick notebook that was placed last time disappeared.
Han Jiaren was a little regretful. She was really curious about the notebook. She knew that every page inside contained a secret of Jin Jingcheng. Instead, she thought about it. She felt relieved. She was really on the desk. Out of respect for Jin Jingcheng, she would probably not look at it like last time and check it out without authorization. In this way, she would definitely be confused about it.
However, at this moment, Han Jiaren suddenly found a white manuscript paper on a stack of books on the left side of the desk, and intuition told her that something special must be written on this white manuscript paper.
"look?"
"Don't look?"
Han Jiaren hesitated.
"It's just a piece of manuscript paper, it shouldn't be anything? It shouldn't be counted on checking him, right? Well, yes."
After hypnotizing himself like this, Han Jiaren reached out to pick up the white manuscript paper and looked at it. It turned out that there were some small paragraphs of text, which looked like a prose poem and a lyrics of a song. There was a title on the top written in large characters: "The Last Choice", and there were also a few small characters marked next to it: another theme.
"Another topic? What does this mean?"
Han Jiaren was puzzled and thought for a while but couldn't come up with an answer. She simply stopped thinking about it. Anyway, she was not surprised by Jin Jingcheng's mysteriousness.
Han Jiaren began to carefully read the few short passages in the main text:
"When the story is swallowed by the night, the love is left with the remains, you can't see the way forward and the footsteps, this journey makes you sink alone!"
"When things are blown away by the wind, the past is like clouds and smoke, I blurred my past life and this life, where will I be born in the next life!"
"Oh, this is my last choice of fate. I don't want you to see me breaking into a desperate situation in sorrow!"
"When the soul is illuminated by the light and the sun is raised to the sky, I will find the gate of heaven, and I only wish you happiness for a lifetime!"
At first, Han Jiaren was just looking with her eyes. As she looked, she found that these small passages were well written, full of extreme sadness, but also hidden a sense of relief. She couldn't help but read it softly, and she felt even more as she read it.
Moreover, Han Jiaren vaguely felt that if these short passages were accompanied by a passionate song, it would have to be sad and would have been very touching.
"Did he write these short passages? It should be true. If it weren't for him, how could he write them on the manuscript paper and place them in an important position on the desk?"
Han Jiaren muttered softly. She already knew that Jin Jingcheng was a very planned person. Many of the things he did had hidden deep meanings. He would not easily waste time and energy on things that were meaningless.
"But what are these short passages of texts used for?"
Just like last time, in this deep night, in this quiet study, Han Jiaren, who was sitting alone by the big desk, felt a strong doubt and an inexplicable surprise in her heart.
She enjoyed this feeling very much, feeling like Kim Jong-sung was running in front, and she was chasing his shadow curiously behind her. Although she couldn't catch up, she felt very happy, because Kim Jong-sung was already the man she liked!
Han Jiaren hurriedly stood up from her desk and couldn't help but walk into Jin Jingcheng's bedroom again...
ps: This song is written by me. The original "The Last Choice" is just a violin soundtrack, which is the background music in the TV series "Sorry, I Love You", adapted from the composer Baccarbel's most classic tango dance music "por-una-cabeza".
I have long wanted to add lyrics to "The Last Choice" and become a song. Now it has been realized in the novel. Well, if you are interested, you can compare the original song and watch the lyrics, or hum it. It will feel very good. If you are familiar with the TV series "Sorry, I Love You", you will feel even more.
Can you guess what this song will do?
In the future, I will likely be able to write lyrics with pure music. I hope everyone can like these words. (To be continued.)
Chapter completed!