Wu Ping immediately added: "However, I used to think art was sacred, but now I have been wandering with my wife for ten years. Now art is just a tool for life for me, and it is a tool that can only make some money. What I want most now is to live well, not only to make myself live well, but also to make my beloved wife live well. I will also strive to make our lives better."

After hearing Wu Ping's words, Zhang Yingzhan felt thoughtful. Suddenly, he remembered some things he had forgotten, and he was stunned.

"What's wrong with you?" Wu Ping asked.

"No... nothing." Zhang Yingzhan was perfunctory and quickly changed the topic: "I want to take a photo of you and your wife, is it OK?"

Wu Ping smiled: "Yes, but you have to charge money. You are a photographer. We are equivalent to being your model once."

Zhang Yingzhan nodded: "Okay."

Zhang Yingzhan returned to the photography studio, called two staff members, brought the cameras, and came to Baita to take photos of Wu Ping and Liu Xinyan, the disabled couple.

It was noon at this time, but the sky was a little gloomy. Next to the white tower, Wu Ping, who had no arms and long beards, was pressing his elbow against his beloved wife Liu Xinyan. On the ground in front of him and his wife was a worn microphone and a worn speaker. Zhang Yingzhan also specially prepared two chrysanthemums, which were sandwiched on Wu Ping and Liu Xinyan's chest.

With a "click", Zhang Yingzhan freezes the scene with a photo.

"What name are you going to give this photo?" Wu Ping asked curiously.

"Chrysanthemum's answer." Zhang Ying said.

"The answer to chrysanthemum? Have you found that answer? Do you know why you like to shoot chrysanthemum the most?" Wu Ping asked.

Zhang Ying Zhan looked confused and had no answer.

Wu Ping did not continue to ask, he was not a person who likes to meddle in other people's business.

Wu Ping and his wife packed up the items on the ground, including shabby speakers and shabby microphones.

Zhang Yingzhan asked: "Aren't you singing here?"

Wu Ping said: "No, I have been singing here for three and a half days and want to change places. Goodbye, photographer."

Zhang Yingzhan asked: "We still have a chance to see you again in the future?"

Wu Ping said: "I hope there is."

But Wu Ping knew in his heart that the two of them would not meet again. After wandering for ten years, he understood that he could only come to many places once in his life, and he could only meet many faces once in his life, even if the two had a heart-warming conversation.

The deaf and mute wife Liu Xinyan gently hugged her disabled husband Wu Ping's waist, and the two left silently together.

Zhang Yingzhan kept watching the two disappear from his vision, and then turned around and walked away.

When he returned to the photography studio, Zhang Yingzhan's expression became very dim and sad.

The dark and sad Zhang Ying couldn't help but mutter: "Chrysanthemum answer, chrysanthemum answer, mom, son, I finally remember it. It turns out that chrysanthemum answer is you. It turns out that my favorite chrysanthemum is because of you, my mother!"

Zhang Yingzhan muttered and started crying beside the crowded street. At this moment, the man in his thirties cried like a child.

Some passers-by around looked at Zhang Yingzhan in surprise, curiosity or mocking, but Zhang Yingzhan didn't care.

At this moment, he only had the chrysanthemum that his mother and his mother liked very much!

...

Zhang Yingzhan's mother is called Lin Huishan, and his father is called Zhang Chengzhen. Yes, Zhang Chengzhen is no one else, but Zhang Yingye's father!

Many years ago, before Zhang Chengzhen and Zhang Yingye's mother got married, Zhang Chengzhen had a woman outside, and this woman was Lin Huishan, and Lin Huishan also gave him a son. However, because Lin Huishan was born in an ordinary family, because Zhang's family's strong opposition to Zhang Shunhuang, because marrying Zhang Yingye's mother could make the Zhang family profit in politics, Zhang Chengzhen gave money to abandon Lin Huishan and Zhang Yingzhan, the mother and son.

Lin Huishan was heartbroken and even had the idea of ​​committing suicide, but in order to raise her son, she decided to survive.

Lin Huishan also gave up on men because of this and never asked other men to fall in love and get married.

Zhang Yingzhan grew up to the age of twelve under the raising of Lin Huishan, his mother.

Just when Zhang Yingzhan was twelve years old, a tragedy suddenly came.

It was an autumn day and a Sunday. That morning, Lin Huishan took Zhang Yingzhan to the mall to buy a camera that Zhang Yingzhan had longed for. After returning home, Zhang Yingzhan excitedly practiced the camera in the yard at home, while Lin Huishan was watering and fertilizing the chrysanthemums.

Lin Huishan likes chrysanthemums very much. She has dozens of pots of chrysanthemums in her small courtyard, which looks like a small garden.

Autumn is the time for chrysanthemums to bloom. In the bright sunshine in the morning, the chrysanthemums in the courtyard are golden. Lin Huishan, a beautiful woman, stood among the chrysanthemums, looked more beautiful than flowers, time is quiet and everything seems to be beautiful.

However, the tragedy suddenly came.

Tragedy sometimes comes like this, without any warning, and it catches people off guard.

Under the bright sunshine, Lin Huishan suddenly suffered from cerebral congestion and suddenly fell into the golden chrysanthemums.

A sudden "bang" sound broke the quiet time and the beauty of everything.

"Mom!" The twelve-year-old Zhang Yingzhan was shocked.

Lin Huishan died young like this.

When Zhang Ying was a child, he was equivalent to having no father, and on the autumn day of the year when he was twelve, he lost his mother again.

Afterwards, Zhang Yingzhan lived with his grandparents.

Moreover, Zhang Yingzhan also suffers from selective amnesia.

Selective amnesia refers to a person who forgets something that he or she does not want to remember or something that he or she escapes after being stimulated by external stimulation or brain collision.

Selective amnesia is a defense mechanism in psychology. In layman's terms, if a person encounters a powerful stimulus that makes the person unacceptable, then the subconscious will choose to forget this matter, which will form "selective amnesia". However, although it seems to be forgetting this matter on the surface, its shadow still exists. When doing things, you will be unconsciously affected by that matter. You may not even understand it yourself, and it will gradually become a knot in your heart.

Selective amnesia will gradually recover after the erosion of time, but if something has a great psychological impact on you, you may selectively forget it all the time, but most of it may be cured.

Based on selective amnesia, many related film and television works have been produced. For example, the Korean movie "Happy Family" starring Cha Tae-hyun, which Kim Jingcheng personally likes very much. It tells a story about selective amnesia and is also a very touching movie.

In reality, the probability of suffering from selective amnesia is very small, and few people will suffer from it.

But Zhang Yingzhan suffered from it.

Due to strong external stimulation, he selectively forgot the scene before his mother Lin Huishan died, the chrysanthemum bushes where his mother fell to the ground, and forgot that his mother liked chrysanthemums very much.

But the shadow of chrysanthemum still exists. Zhang Yingzhan would be unconsciously affected by chrysanthemums. He couldn't even figure it out, and it turned into a knot in his heart.

Zhang Yingzhan started learning photography at the age of twelve. He has been learning photography for more than 20 years. His favorite thing has always been to photograph chrysanthemums. As for the reason, he himself can't explain it clearly, or even knows it. It is because he doesn't know that he always wants to find a special answer for himself. Unfortunately, he has been unable to give that answer for many years. As time goes by and with the advancement of photography technology, he wants to know the answer more and more. In his own words, that is, if one person does something, at least he has to understand the exact reason for doing it.

And this time, due to more than 20 years of erosion and by chance, Zhang Yingzhan suddenly recovered the forgotten part of his memory. He finally remembered it. It turned out that the so-called answer he had been looking for for more than 20 years was his mother. It turned out that his favorite chrysanthemums in the past 20 years was because of his mother!

Mom, it turns out that you are the answer to chrysanthemum!
Chapter completed!