Chapter 46 The sky is blue, so I won't be lonely
"Are you really lonely? You have the ability to go time." Lin Yu said.
"I have to burn the granary, don't waste time." Xiaomeiyan said.
"There is nothing to waste, anyway, it is under the cover of time stopping." Lin Yu said.
"At least, for Xiaoyuan's sake, I'll finish what I'm saying."
"For Xiaoyuan's sake... OK." Xiaomeiyan nodded.
"Actually, you should feel that you are getting farther and farther away from ordinary people...even including Lu Mei Yuanxiang?" Lin Yu asked.
"Maybe..." Xiaomeiyan refused to comment.
"It looks quite similar... during the time I stayed at home." Lin Yu said.
"Stay at home, watch anime all day long, and play GALGAME, I gradually feel that I am getting farther and farther away from the world. My friends used to rarely communicate, and I gradually feel lonely. Loneliness is the thing that humans hate the most. Of course, I am pretty good, at least there are animations and games to accompany me, so the second dimension is my spiritual pillar. I think you should be the same, with Lumu Yuanxiang as your spiritual pillar and are always fighting." Lin Yu said.
"Yes, but I'm different from you." Xiaomeiyan nodded, then shook his head again.
"No, it's no different. I'll finish all the anime sooner or later, and I'll finish all the GALGAME sooner or later. When that day comes, it's the moment when true loneliness comes. During that time, I often see the gray world. I'm the only one walking in the world in a daze... Just like the loneliness you have now, disgusted, but I know that sooner or later I'll take that step." Lin Yu said.
"Walking in the gray world, is there the only one I am? It's really similar to me." Xiaomeiyan said self-deprecatingly.
"When people are alive, they are meaningless. When they are born and eventually die, they cannot bring anything or anything, leaving only sadness. However, there is no meaningful life, but some people keep pursuing it. It is just because the pillar of the soul exists, so the meaning of life is to become the spiritual pillar of other people. My pillar is the second dimension. Of course, I also hope that I can become the object of others relying on. Your spiritual pillar is Xiaoyuan, but this is somewhat the same as me in the past. I know that I will leave this pillar sooner or later... By then, I am afraid I don't know how to survive..." Lin Yu sighed.
"I am very lucky to meet everyone. You who only exist in the second dimension in my world may end up playing the animation and the game one day, but if it is the second dimension you wrote, then you can see that it will never end or repeat until I die. My spiritual pillar will never be repeated." Lin Yu looked at the sky through the big hole that Xiang Yu bumped into the ceiling before.
Although it is gray now, if time starts to flow, the sky will be blue.
"Xiaomeiyan, you understand the pillar of your soul, so you want to support Xiaoyuan, and Xiaoyuan is also supporting you all the time. But you, who are different from the world, will eventually usher in loneliness. In the stillness, end your life... But I don't allow it!" Lin Yu said.
"Since you understand what the pillar of your mind is, try to seize it. If you accidentally slip away, you will never get the chance again." Lin Yu said.
"Is that..." Xiaomeiyan murmured.
"What can't be done, what can't be done... it's not someone on the same timeline..." Xiaomeiyan shook her head gently.
Lin Yu suddenly held Xiaomeiyan tightly and held his hand.
"You have paid so much for Xiaoyuan, but isn't it enough to go to the same timeline? Well, then you and I are in the same static time now! So as I said before, even if you don't want to rely on Xiaoyuan, or can't rely on Xiaoyuan, then you can rely on me. At least, as a member of the second dimension, you are also my spiritual support!" Lin Yu shouted.
"Rely on you?" Xiaomeiyan raised her head in surprise.
"Our distance is too far, I can't..." Xiaomeiyan shook her head.
"Is it far? Now your and my hands are holding each other together. Is this distance still far? Xiaomeiyan!" Lin Yu asked.
"It's very far away..." Xiaomeiyan turned her head away, with sadness in her eyes.
"It won't be far away! Xiaomeiyan... no, Xiaoyan!" Lin Yu shouted.
In an instant, the defense line collapsed.
"Yes... Xiaoyuan also called my name like that..." Xiaomeiyan sighed.
"I guessed it suddenly, because no matter whether it is Apricot, Sayaga, or Asami, I just call it Xiaoyuan directly... Only if you keep calling it the full name, you will feel that the distance is very far..." Lin Yu said.
"You shouldn't have shouted that." Xiaomeiyan turned her head back and looked at Lin Yu.
"Why?" Lin Yu asked.
"In this case... I can't help but rely on it... Xiaoyuan was the same at the beginning, and you are the same now..." Xiaomeiyan pounced on Lin Yu's arms.
"Then I'll just rely on me..." Lin Yu hugged Xiaomeiyan.
"So what do you think? How do you, who already has a lot of emotional debts, face my feelings for you?" Xiaomeiyan asked.
"I... I once thought that opening a crystal palace or something is something that men would dream of, right? But after a little mature, I found that this idea is very irresponsible. I opened a crystal palace myself, but will each member be really happy? The Crystal Palace that exists to depend on itself is a prison, so I once wanted to love MIKU only, but that was very painful, because my love was already broken and I could not give up any part of it. MIKU also understood me and told me that as long as everyone can be happy, there is nothing wrong with opening a crystal palace." Lin Yu said.
"Is that right..." Xiaomeiyan tightened his hands.
"So, Xiao Yan, can you help me realize this wish? I hope everyone can get happiness." Lin Yu asked.
"If you can't do it, it's not worthy of my support." Xiaomeiyan said softly.
"Yes, it seems that it must be done." Lin Yu smiled.
"Okay, let's continue our plan next, burn Wuchao." Xiaomeiyan left Lin Yu's arms, and then let time start to flow again...
"The sky is indeed blue." Lin Yu said.
"Yes..." Xiaomeiyan looked into the sky.
Chapter completed!