Chapter 1138: Greed for love, who can be mean to me
I just regard the love of an excellent man who has never seen the world and who suddenly appears in the real world, in a limited world like her, as love.
It was not until she met Xia Zhengguo that she realized that love is such a strong and crazy thing.
She has found many opportunities for them to get along alone, but the results she received are minimal.
Later, Xia Zhengguo directly chose Min Siyun before she decided to confess her love.
Although I know that Min Siyun is her benefactor.
Because at that time, Zhao's mother had already found a man for her.
An honest man like her father, a man who can call her a woman around her completely collapsed and crazy.
But just because the other party was able to give her a betrothal gift of 2,000 yuan, she sold her daughter.
At the critical moment, Min Siyun also gave Zhao's mother three thousand yuan, and promised that Zhao Lan would not spend a penny on all the expenses she had in college, which gave her the opportunity to continue studying.
But even so, when Zhao Lan couldn't control her jealousy when she looked at Xia Zhengguo and Min Siyun always in front of her, looking loving and loving.
As this jealousy grew day by day, it gradually became more and more serious. While she spent Min Siyun's money, she prayed every day that she would not die a good death.
Even so, Zhao Lan still doesn't feel that she has done anything wrong.
Even in his natural heart, he felt that she was not wrong.
She just chose the former between love and kindness.
With such thoughts, everything that happened later seemed to be natural.
In the second floor bedroom while Anton was telling it all.
When Tang Yuehua recalled this, she looked sobbing.
She looked at Xia Zhengguo sitting by the bed and said sorry, "It's all my fault. Siyun is so good. Since childhood, she has treated me like a real sister. She has given me so much care, but I can't do anything for her.
At that time, we lived in the same dormitory and were inseparable almost every day.
I clearly know that Zhao Lan is not a good thing.
But I was unable to stop their interactions, so that she could get closer to Siyun step by step, and became more and more jealous of her.
If I could have gone beyond Siyun, I would go directly to Uncle Min.
If he asked him to stop funding Zhao Lan, he would let Zhao Lan leave Yuncheng and even marry into another place.
Then they must have been people from both worlds from the beginning.
If this is true, Zhao Lan will never have the chance to get close to Siyun again.
Then everything that happened later would not happen.
It’s all my fault, it’s my fault, it’s me who killed her.”
When Tang Yuehua said this, she actually cried out loud.
Xia Zhengguo frowned and gently patted her back: OK, Yuehua, it's okay.
All those things have passed.
It's not your fault. Don't put too much pressure on yourself, it's not your fault.
I am very grateful for your help so much at the beginning, and thank you even more for my loneliness and pain in the years I was the loneliest and painful.
I have always accompanied me and gradually walked out of my sadness.
So it's not your fault, you just underestimated the selfishness and viciousness of human nature."
While he was talking, he pulled a tissue from the bedside table and helped her dry the tears that had crawled on her face.
Then he sat next to her and hugged her tightly: "Yuehua, I have known from the past that you are a kind and good woman.
Otherwise, you wouldn't know that I was having an engagement with you, and you wouldn't... when you clearly knew that you loved me.
I decided to cancel the engagement we had originally planned, just because I fell in love with your best sister.
And it fulfilled Siyun and me.
It was you who almost lost the opportunity to be a mother in order to worry about my and Siyun’s feelings.
All you have done for me will make me understand.
Although I lost my thoughts, I was in pain.
But this is not a regret that I cannot save in my life, because I have you in my life.
As long as you can stay with me for the rest of your life, I believe that my wound will heal one day.
You healed me.
This is all my fault, it is because I did not protect her and you.
It's all my fault.
It's all my fault.
I gave up on you for love.
This is my fault.”
Xia Zhengguo's voice gradually cried: "I shouldn't have asked her if I can't protect her.
It's all my fault."
All of this is because he is greedy for the sweet feeling brought to him by love, but cannot protect the person he loves, which causes such a tragedy.
"Yuehua, it's my fault. I shouldn't have been looking for any love after I clearly had an engagement with you.
And you made you choose to cancel your engagement with me.
If I had learned to cherish what I had, relax my heart, and wish Siyun the best of one day I could find the person I truly love, then nothing today would have happened.
I was wronged by you and killed Siyun.”
He knew at first sight that Tang Yuehua's love at first sight, love at first glance, and even the feelings of his life were all maintained by him.
But he still made a willful choice and hurt her with his self-righteous love.
Over the years, she has never blamed herself for this.
I am still willing to choose to fight for him again when my relationship is at its worst.
Pull him out of the swamp of pain.
In fact, if you want to say despicable words, who can do it to be despicable?
He had already chosen to give up on her at the beginning.
What qualifications do you have to go back and lick your face and accept the tenderness she gave him?
"Yuehua, listen to me, everything in the past is certainly difficult for me to pass.
But I know very well in my heart that the most important thing in my heart so far is not the things in the past, but you and the children.
Only if you protect yourself well and don’t let the things that happened in the past continue to repeat them in our homes, this is really good to me.”
...As something like this happened at home, everything linked together seemed to have already covered everyone in the Xia family in a heavy breath.
In such an environment, naturally, no one can become the final egg under the collapse of the nest.
Xia Weiye is of course no exception.
Although Tang Xiao kept comforting her all night.
But she still couldn't avoid insomnia.
Of course, when I went to the company the next morning, I looked listless.
Because when Xia Weiye got off work yesterday, she had just discussed with the design department staff. This morning, the designer will finalize all the design drawings of the new models to be released this quarter.
So of course, Shu Xue, who just arrived at the company today, went directly to Xia Weiye's office.
Chapter completed!