Tai-Yu's eyes were covered with blood. He hadn't had a good sleep for a long time.

Every night, as soon as he closes his eyes, he dreams of the scene where the head of the boy who looks exactly like him is cut off. After waking up, he always subconsciously touches his neck until he is sure that he is still alive.

The scene in the dream is so terrible, so bloody, and so real, as if he had experienced it personally.

Sometimes, Tae-young can't help but doubt, always feeling that it was not just a dream. Because the feeling was so real, it made him feel that he had an immersive illusion, and he always felt that the person whose head was cut off was himself.

When he wakes up from his dream and finally adjusts his emotions, he often finds that he has already sweated.

At this time, Tai Hung Woo would involuntarily remember what happened a year ago at the concert, something he would never forget and would always remember in his heart.

Tears were circling in the blood-filled eyes. Tai Hung-woo couldn't help it. He blinked his dry eyes, and tears flowed down the corners of his eyes, blending with the warm water sprayed from the shower.

Maybe he had been crying for too long, Tai Hung-woo felt his eyes dry and astringent, and there were stinging pain from time to time. But what do these pains count for him? What do you think of compared to the injuries he suffered in that disaster a year ago?

Maybe he was too excited. The old wound on his body was touched, and his body, which had not fully recovered, trembled uncontrollably. The wound on his back had not healed yet. Although it had scabs, it was the wound left after being attacked by a monster, which was difficult to heal. And it was impossible to say that the monster's claws and weapons contained any special energy. Of course, it might also be a psychological effect. Anyway, as long as he thinks of Wen Kexin and Tian Yu Chuge, as long as he thinks of what happened a year ago, there will be a burst of colic on his chest and back.

Tai-young was so painful that he knelt on his knees, his facial features became ferocious. He supported his hands on the ground, bent his body, and lowered his head. Large beads of sweat emerged from his forehead, intertwined with the tears in his eyes and the hot water sprayed from the shower, and then flowed along the bathroom floor to the sewer.

At this time, he was already in extreme pain. There seemed to be thousands of knives in his chest, piercing into his skin without mercy, peeling off his flesh and blood... and his back also ached faintly. The wound that had been sewn for more than a dozen stitches, which was about to heal, seemed to be about to crack, and was hot and hot, making him frown.

But the pain in his body was nothing compared to the guilt in his heart.

He was so unwilling and helpless that he didn't know how to save himself and escape from the abyss of guilt and pain.

Tai Hung-woo has always been unbeliever. He always feels that a person’s life should be controlled by himself, rather than absurd and unruly destined.

But at this moment, he actually complained to God, feeling that fate was so cruel and unfair to Miss Wen Kexin.

That woman is so beautiful and so kind.

She was willing to stand up for the audience who loved her and fight with the monsters, hoping to delay time and let them evacuate to a safe place as soon as possible; she was also willing to face the ninety-nine-nine-stop night for Tianyu regardless of the scars on her body; in the end, she even sang the forbidden song for them, and sacrificed herself to save them.

Although Miss Wen Kexin left this world with a smile and could not have any regrets to die for her beloved Tianyu Chuge. Ke Tai-yu couldn't help but blame herself. He always felt that if it weren't for her, Wen Kexin might not have died. At least half of her responsibility for her death. After all, not only Tianyu Chuge, but also him.

He blamed himself for his powerlessness and weakness. He obviously did not have the ability. He was very scared, but he insisted on showing off his heroes, thinking that he could save people from monsters. At the same time, he also hated his arrogance. He didn't have the strength at all. He was so scared that he had to die, but he had to stand up. He ridiculously thought that he could fight against the god of death and protect Wen Kexin and Tianyu.

He was wrong, really wrong, and he was wrong in a mess.

Not only did he fail to save the person, he also took Wen Kexin's life.

Even if this was not his fault, even if he had delayed them for a while, even if he knew that no matter whether he appeared or not, they would not be able to leave without any loss... but he could still blame himself.

He was so helpless and unwilling.

He clenched his right hand tightly into a fist, raised it high, and then slammed it hard on the ground. The water droplets splashed up and flew onto his face and body.

Tai-Yu closed his eyes tightly, lowered his head, and his forehead hit the cold ground.

The scene that made him feel heartbroken again reappeared, in his mind, played over and over again, like a movie, repeated again and again.

He bit his lip unwillingly, and accidentally bit his mouth to pieces. Blood flowed down from the corner of his mouth and was washed away by the flowing water sprinkled from the top of his head...

Tai Hung-woo repented in her heart over and over again, and scolded herself over and over again, but she still couldn't stop her guilt and anxiety.

"Tai-young, you bastard, can't even protect the people you like. How can you protect the people around you and grandma?"

"Miss Wen Kexin, I'm sorry, I was unable to rescue you together. It's all my fault for being too weak and self-righteous."

"Miss Tianyu Chuge, I'm sorry, I'm the one who hurt you and makes you watch the important person die... I'm sorry..."

"It's all my fault. It's not your fault at all. It's all mine. If I were stronger and more successful, maybe Miss Wen Kexin wouldn't die because of me, Miss Tianyu wouldn't be so painful. Watching my dear disappear from my eyes with my own eyes..."

Unfortunately, Wen Kexin can no longer hear these words, and the incident a year ago has come to an end.

No matter how painful or unwilling he is, he cannot change Wen Kexin, and he cannot change what had happened a year ago.

Tai-Yu can't calm down for a long time. Although Wen Kexin has been away for a long time, she has been living in her heart and has never left.

The water from the shower was still flowing out, wetting the young man Tai-yu's body. He was in the abyss of pain, but was suddenly awakened by a harsh sound.

There was a "dongdongdongdongdong" knocking sound from outside the bathroom, mixed with the sound of running water, and it seemed that someone was calling his name outside the door.
Chapter completed!