Chen Xian's voice was plain and hoarse, without ups and downs, "You said she was a princess, and there were many people around her, so why was she so pitiful? Because the boy who was willing to climb on the tree to pick apricots for her later only wanted to pick apricots for others."

Qin Ruliang slid his Adam's apple and said nothing.

Chen Xian said mistyly: "It's a pity that Chen Xian is dead. After you marry her home, you don't care about it, let her starve and get cold, let her be bullied, and even if the person she loves beats her, her heart will be crushed to death little by little."

Now when she remembered the memories of the original owner who left her only three months of the General's Mansion, she still remembered so clearly.

Each one is a deep scar.

Chen Xian said: "You don't believe that she was cut by Liu Meiwu's face, and you don't believe that she was kicked out of the house by Liu Meiwu. However, when she asked for help in that snow, she was completely dead. Where were you at that time, and never cared about her life and death."

She looked at Qin Ruliang calmly, "Now you say you want to start over, you want to do your best to be nice to her, but the Chen Xian who loves you is no longer here. How do you want to be nice to her?"

Chen Xian's words finally spoke like a sharp knife, adding a series of holes to his heart.

"I'm not her. I don't love you, so I can't even say I like you. If I don't like you now, it's even more unlikely to like you in the future."

Chen Xian closed his eyes tiredly and said vaguely: "If I had known that you might have changed your mind in such a day, I might have been very happy, because I could finally hurt you with your so-called love.

I said this at the beginning, but now I feel that even hurting you is just a waste of time with you.

Why do I waste my time on you, and why don’t I love the person I want to love?”

After a long time, Qin Ruliang found his voice, "So you don't love me, but you fell in love with the person in the room whom you shouldn't fall in love with the least?"

Chen Xian raised her head and looked at him.

His eyes were filled with the golden light of the rising sun, and he was as firm as this.

She said, "Yes, I love him. Even if he is the person I shouldn't fall in love with the most, I love him."

"Do you don't care about the lives of others except him?" Qin Ruliang smiled bitterly, "I was also injured because you blocked the danger. You can guard him without leaving any steps, but you never even look at me."

Isn’t this situation similar to when Chen Xian just married into the general’s mansion, and Qin Ruliang took care of Liu Meiwu everywhere and ignored her life and death?

The only difference is that the woman Qin Ruliang used to love for him, but now the man Chen Xian loved for her.

Chen Xian said: "I don't care about anyone except him, and I also include you."

"But do you know who he is?"

"I only know that he is Su Zhe."

After a long time, Qin Ruliang pursed his lips and said calmly: "He is Teacher Qizhi from childhood. Do you know that one day he will be a teacher for life and a father, Chen Xian, you cannot love him."

The haggard Chen Xian was a little stunned.

Just at this moment, the soup on the medicine stove boiled, and the heat rinsed the porcelain lid and thumped.

Chen Xian suddenly came to her senses, got up and walked towards the medicine furnace. She was uneasy and reached out to get the porcelain cover.

Qin Ruliang was shocked when he saw this: "Chen Xian, hot!"

Just a step slower, Chen Xian felt a biting burning pain after touching the porcelain cover with her naked hands. Her fingers loosened, and the porcelain cover fell to the ground and broke.

Qin Ruliang took her finger and looked at it. Seeing that it was burned red, he said worriedly: "How are you? You need to soak it in ice water."

Chen Xian left him aside and said, "I'm fine."

She had no time to soak the ice water, so she took the medicinal materials and stirred them in it, added some water, and boiled them repeatedly.

When the imperial physician came to change the medicine for Qin Ruliang, he asked the imperial physician for the scald ointment and handed it to Chen Xian and said, "Wipe, wipe it faster."

Chen Xian's eyes fell on the scar on his wrist, and he paused, but reached out to take it.

She was still sitting on the steps, burying her head between her knees, and vaguely heard the imperial physician saying to Qin Ruliang: "The general's injury has not been healed, so it is really not advisable to go out and walk..."

Maybe I've been nagging for a long time.

Later, Chen Xian couldn't hear it anymore, and she could fall asleep by closing her eyes.

Qin Ruliang stood at the opposite door and looked back at her.

She said that she was guarding the medicine furnace and taking a nap, which made Qin Ruliang feel ache.

Chen Xian’s answer is very clear. Losing means losing.

In this life, Chen Xian would not guard him carefully for Qin Ruliang, and he would not even be willing to go back to his room to sleep.

Qin Ruliang finally couldn't bear it and said to her: "If you are tired, go back to your room to sleep. There is an imperial physician here who will guard you."

Chen Xian didn't respond.

She was stubborn and could not change what she wanted to do.

Qin Ruliang didn't see her looking up, but he turned around and entered the house.

Qin Ruliang sat in the room, and through the window, he could still see Chen Xian opposite him.

Seeing that his face was not good, the imperial physician was worried that his condition would affect his condition because of his mood, he advised him kindly: "General, don't worry too much, otherwise it will be unfavorable to recover from the injury. Princess Jingxian took care of the envoy in this way, perhaps just because the envoy was injured for her. The princess was dissatisfied and would be fine when the envoy woke up..."

Qin Ruliang looked at the imperial physician coldly and said, "When is it your turn to interfere in the matter of princess?"

It would be fine if I didn’t say it, but Qin Ruliang became even more depressed after hearing what the imperial physician said.

Don’t say that Su Zhe is not awake now, Chen Xian is like this. After Su Zhe wakes up, Chen Xian is afraid that he will not look at him more.

Although he knew Chen Xian’s answer, he felt uncomfortable, uncomfortable and jealous.

Medicine furnace 1; 148471591054062 is decocted twice or three times, and then concentrated into essence.

Chen Xian put out the soup without wasting a drop. He then put a small amount of rice in it and boiled it into medicinal porridge.

This not only helps Su Zhe's injuries, but also maintains his physical functions.

This bowl of medicinal porridge doesn't smell very good. But Chen Xian thought that he should not be afraid of the bitterness and could drink it.

If he was afraid of hardship, he would frown and let Chen Xian see his reaction, that would be good.

Chen Xian sat beside the bed and fed it carefully spoonfully.

Su Zhe seemed to know that he was drinking medicine, and he cooperated very well. Chen Xian didn't take much effort and didn't sprinkle a drop.

Two days later, Chen Xian had to change the medicine for Su Zhe and acupuncture again.

Su Zhe's face was still sickly pale, but Chen Xian had time to sit down and hold his hand, he could feel a slight warmth. It was no longer as cold as before, which was the greatest comfort for Chen Xian.

It's just a matter of time, he will always wake up.

If he knew that she had been waiting for him, he would not have been willing to sleep for so long.

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