Chen Xian opened her red eyes and asked hoarsely: "Do you want me to forget you?"

"If you and I were just for the monarch and ministers, maybe you wouldn't be so heartbroken." Su Zhe said softly, while wiped away her tears.

But when he pulled his hands, he was caught by Chen Xian.

Chen Xian grabbed Su Zhe's hand tightly and whimpered slightly, "You actually told me to forget you. Su Zhe, do you think you are so easy to forget?"

Su paused.

"Do you think that after doing these things, if I forget you, I will have nothing left? Su Zhe, I will tell you, you will never think about it in this life."

Su Zhe said softly: "You think I think I just can't stand you sad."

She finally couldn't help it, closed her eyes and rubbed his palms, crying quietly: "I still remember the despair I felt when you and I were buried in the pile of stones. I don't want to feel the second time in my life."

"Why do I feel heartbroken, don't you know? I hate you who hides me from it, and I hate you who are ignorant of human life, but these... are not more painful than losing you... Other people's lives are also fate, but in the end, no one's lives are important to you."

She now recalled that she had no courage to bear the feeling that she was about to lose him.

No matter what he is, even if he is extremely insidious and cunning, then he is Su Zhe.

Chen Xian looked at his eyes and said, "Do you know what I am afraid of? I am afraid that you will walk in the dark for too long and have too many murderous sins on your hands. In the future, you will not have time to accompany me to the end. But you clearly agreed to me, and you will no longer be you alone in the future. If you gave your calves a name, we will be a family in the future... If you do these to help me, then who will help you?"

Su Zhe said: "Isn't you there? I did something bad, but you are helping me with the aftermath and making up for it. In this way, I think even if there is retribution in the future, God will consider it as appropriate."

"No," Chen Xian shook his head, "It is also the retribution for me to be repaid, because you are always doing this for me. There are injustice and debts and a master. What I want the least is to see you have something to do."

"If there really is one day," Su Zhe said softly, "I will definitely not let you see it."

"Su Zhe, I have a headache." Chen Xian took a deep breath and said, "Come here to hug me."

Su Zhe was stunned. Seeing her crying, he slowly reached out and hugged her hard in his arms, hugging her tightly.

"Axian, don't you settle the score with me?"

"What I have to calculate is that I am temporarily in chaos and can't figure it out for a while... I want to keep it for the time being and calculate it slowly." Her thoughts were indeed very messy, everything was blurred, and even the sadness and sadness of something gradually turned into blurry in the end.

She buried her head in his clothes, breathing deeply and shallowly

"I used to think that the man I fell in love with was the most perfect man in the world. He had his clean and thunderous side. It was not that I could not forget his clean and honest, but that I hope he could be as peaceful as he would in the future."

"But I gradually realized that the faint agarwood fragrance on his body gradually faded, replaced by bloody killing. Now I think that I probably fell in love with not the most perfect man in the world, but a perfect imperfect man."

Su Zhe said in her ear: "I'm very happy to hear you say this. It's a pity that you drank tonight."

"I have nothing to do with drinking, I am very sober and know what I am talking about."

"If I haven't drunk, I can't hear you say this even if I ask you to touch me. Axian, can you do me a favor?" Su Zhe stuffed the ointment he carried on Chen Xian's hand.

"I haven't had a chance before. Now the scar on my back is scarred, but it's hard for me to touch. Can you help me erase it?"

What he stuffed her was a scar removal ointment.

This ointment is very effective. It was prepared by Su Zhe himself. Chen Xian used it. It only takes one month to make the scar disappear invisible.

Chen Xian lowered her head and looked at the ointment in her hand silently, asking, "Why must we erase it?"

Su Zhe slowly took off his belt and said, "It's troublesome to keep it for people to discover it in the future."

He has always had no scars on his body and no calluses on his hands. In the eyes of others, he is a completely powerless scholar.

Chen Xian raised his hand and touched Su Zhe's chest at the fingers, which was stronger than expected. She passed through his waist and touched Su Zhe's back.

When Chen Xian stroked his shoulders and back, the mottled scars wandered under her fingers. Even if she didn't look at them, Chen Xian clearly remembered every scar on it.

It was all left by Su Zhe for her. She felt so painful.

Her fingers trembled and she asked silly: "Can you not do it, just keep it for me."

Su Zhe said gently: "What's the use of keeping it? Is it making you feel uncomfortable and guilty? These scars can also be healed by you. They will not hurt again in the future."

"I don't want it," Chen Xian said stubbornly, "You are mine, and even this scar is mine, so I want it to be kept."

"Don't Axian think I'm despicable," Su Zhe whispered, "It's obvious that I'm trying to soften you with these scars, making you reluctant to leave me."

Chen Xian cried and laughed, "You clearly said it yourself, so how can you be despicable? You don't use any means or methods, and I won't be willing to leave you..."

As she said that, she hugged his waist and brought it to her side with force.

Chen Xian lay on the bed, Su Zhe was stunned and pressed on her.

The light in her eyes was so beautiful that it was intoxicating. The clear tears flowed down the corners of her eyes and sank into the hair on her temples.

Chen Xian said, "Su Zhe, no matter where you go in the future, I will accompany you. Whether it is hell or heaven, you can't even leave me behind."

I want to count the days with you, and the long flowing days.

Even if there is no such day, it doesn’t matter. You can’t walk alone in the darkness.

Is it true that as long as I have the reputation of being shining for thousands of years, I can illuminate the road under your feet?

If so, I will definitely do what you wish.”

Chen Xian stroked Su Zhe's back with both hands, and described his scars over and over again.

She took the initiative to lift her chin and kissed him. She used all her enthusiasm and strength.

She climbed Su Zhe's shoulders tightly from behind, gasping for breath, tears filled her eyes, and opened her mouth, looking at his deep and slender eyes, and the outlines of light and darkness, and said moist and hoarsely: "Su Zhe, I want to sleep with you. I will think about it tonight, and now I will think about it. Do you want me to sleep with me?"

Su Zhe's body was a little tense, his fingers penetrated into her hair, held her head, leaned over and held her lips, and kissed her fiercely.

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