Chapter 369 The truth about youth
"Because of you, I was quite successful in Tai Academy. Because of you, I often see generals at that time."
When he mentioned Qin Ruliang, Liu Meiwu's face had a gentle, bitter and envious smile, "He treated you so well at that time. Every day he sent you to school, he only smiled at you coldly when others, and climbed up the apricot tree to pick the top apricots for you to eat."
"Because of you, I can also feel his goodness one or two points. No one has ever treated me like this, I am really envious." Liu Meiwu fell into the memory, "envious and jealous."
"But jealousy is such a terrible thing. It takes root and sprouts in my heart and expands day by day. It makes me unable to ignore it, and it makes me have other ideas. I also want to get his kindness to you."
Liu Meiwu looked at Chen Xian with no regret on her face and said, "You are a princess, you can have everything with your hands. But I am different, all I want is 1;148471591054062 A simple warmth and protection.
I think you just lost someone who is good to you, and you still have many people who are good to you, and as for me, as long as I get someone's goodness, I will be satisfied."
Qin Ruliang's eyes under his sword eyebrows were like cold stars. He pursed his lips tightly, and even his breathing seemed to have cooled down.
The face was full of disbelief.
Liu Meiwu said, "So I began to think of ways to create more misunderstandings between you and the general. For a while, when you were strictly controlled in the palace, I often asked the general to meet in the Xingzi Forest in your name."
"At first, the general was disappointed, and even more disappointed with your failure to break the promise. Later, he became more and more disappointed, and the general gradually got used to it."
Liu Meiwu showed a satisfied expression, "The general is finally willing to climb a tree and pick apricots for me to eat. He is finally gradually forgetting you.
During that time, I felt more and more that he and I were the same person in the same world. That was the happiest period of my life.”
"But the general doesn't come to find you, and you always want to find him, so I figured out a way, found many excuses again and again, and gave up the idea of asking you to find him. You don't know why he wanted to alienate you, but he was disappointed that you took the initiative to ask him and did not take the initiative to see him."
Liu Meiwu said: "You know that people like the general have nothing on the surface, but in fact they always feel inferior. At that time, he was just an ordinary child of an official, not very outstanding, but you are the most favored princess who are noble and favored. He will also worry about gains and losses."
"Every time I ask him out in your name, he always sees it is me, and the general will think that you don't want to be with him, so he uses me to send him perfunctory. The general will do what you want and will be with me later."
"But you know, it took me a long time and effort to slowly walk into his heart."
Chen Xian remembered the chaotic scene in her memory and asked, "What happened to the time when I had a fierce quarrel with him?"
"That time," Liu Meiwu said, "It was you who discovered that I secretly wrote a letter to the general to ask him to play in Xingzi Forest, and you also discovered that I tried every means to destroy your friendship with the general, and you stopped interacting with me. But that time you said that I stole your jade pendant and wanted to search me."
Liu Meiwu's eyes smiled and said, "I'm very happy. The general finally stood up to protect me. He finally couldn't stand your arrogant look."
"Later, I didn't search my body, but searched around the school, and found your lost jade pendant under a willow tree. After the general knew that you deliberately slandered me and wanted to blame me, he started a big fight with you."
Later, he left with Liu Meiwu. Chen Xian knew about this.
Before Chen Xian asked, Liu Meiwu said it himself, saying, "Actually, I took the jade pendant, but it was something you princess wear with you. Even if I took it, I couldn't keep it in my hand. I just left it under the willow tree and waited for everyone to find it."
Chen Xian raised her eyebrows and said, "You are quite clear."
"You have a strong temperament and will never bow your head. I don't have to worry too much about what happened next, because you always want to settle the score with me and believe that I ruined you."
"I am also happy to be bullied by you, because only in this way can the general hate you even more.
You are the princess who are surrounded by you, and I am lonely, helpless, and only the general protects me. Therefore, every time, he can see you bullying me and making things difficult for me."
"In fact, sometimes I want to bump into you and deliberately bully you. Later, you gradually got farther and farther away, but it still took him a long time to completely let you go."
But since then, Qin Ruliang has never smiled brightly like he was when he was young.
Now the truth is revealed, I just don’t know if Qin Ruliang heard it very clearly.
No one would have thought that everyone at that time was just a matter of minority, but the innocent Liu Meiwu had already started planning early.
At that time, Liu Meiwu knew very well what she wanted.
Qin Ruliang acted in a state of mind and was straightforward and reckless. He had always believed only what his eyes saw.
He believed in Liu Meiwu's innocence and weakness, and Chen Xian's domineering and bullying. He never believed even if Chen Xian explained, she said she had never done it, but he didn't believe it.
He always thought that he and Liu Meiwu were the ones who were hurt. The long-term neglect and alienation made him reluctant to get close to him humbly.
He always thought that it was the original Chen Xian who betrayed their friendship first.
When I was young, some people were right and some were wrong; some people regretted more, and some people regretted less.
Sometimes these past events can be blown away by throwing them in the wind, but some people keep them in their hearts and have been unable to rest for many years.
Qin Ruliang really worked hard at that time. That's why he now feels that he is a fool who is being played around with.
It was him who hurt the person he once liked the most, but he always felt that he was betrayed.
Later he went to the border to temper himself.
He followed the situation and joined King Huainan, fought with Yeliang, and won fame through life and death.
When that dynasty collapsed, he did not go back; when Shen Xian was the loneliest and helpless, he did not go back.
After seeing each other for many years, he could finally look down at her in a lofty posture. He watched her fall from the clouds to the mud, watch her family breaking down, and watch her struggle in a pool of blood.
There is nothing left between them except cold and strange.
Until now, Qin Ruliang still remembers that Chen Xian's eyes were covered with blood, and when he saw him, there was still a flash of light.
She called him like cold.
Qin Ruliang's heart was caught off guard and felt a dull pain.
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