Chen Xian remembered that it seemed that Su Zhe had reported that a document was left behind by him. Unexpectedly, he found it again here.

Why did Su Zhe say that he was lost and why did he let the butler burn it?

Although the butler kept the booklet, he was very self-consistent with not looking through the contents, so he did not know the clues.

Chen Xian looked through page by page, and suddenly stopped when he was halfway through.

I saw mottled blood on the yellowed paper page.

She felt extremely cold, and her hands trembled to touch the blood stains on it, which had already dried up, as if it had been left for a long time ago.

Chen Xian opened her mouth, suppressing the rolling in her throat, and asked, "Have you opened this book?"

The housekeeper replied: "The old slave dared not open it at will, so he never flipped it."

She immediately understood why Su Zhe lied that the book was lost and why he had to let the butler burn it again. Everything he had been trying hard to do turned out to be the answer, which made her cool from head to toe.

She got up barely, picked up the booklets, held them in her arms, and walked out of the study door toward the bamboo forest behind her, saying, "I want to stay alone, don't worry about me."

As soon as Chen Xian walked into the bamboo forest, the bamboo shadows were faint and there was no shadow in an instant. Only a gust of wind came, and a rustling sound was made in the bamboo forest.

This place, which was very sweet to her in the past, was filled with memories of her and Su Zhe. How sweet it was in the past, how heart-wrenching it is now.

She was besieged, tortured, and had nowhere to escape.

She thought that as long as she didn't believe that Su Zhe was dead and had a little hopeless luxury, she could survive the long darkness.

She walked along the bamboo and wood path, walked through the bamboo forest, and reached the end. Further forward, there was a pool of water under her feet, and she fell down on the edge.

He grabbed the books with both hands tightly, and his fingers were almost twisted with force. Chen Xian bent his legs and hugged the books tightly in his arms.

The hair behind her shoulders slipped down to cover her side face, and she lowered her head and was silent.

The love is so heartless that it is nothing to be motivated, probably Chen Xian is like this.

She opened her mouth, and she felt cold sweat on her forehead and breathed heavily, but she couldn't cry.

She couldn't cry loudly, and wouldn't she admit it, is he no longer in this world?

She tried hard to hold herself tightly and curled herself into a ball. Despite all her strength, she still couldn't stop her shoulders trembling.

There are hazy stars and moons in the night sky, reflected into the pond water, like fog rising from the water.

There are no more people who accompanied her here to watch the moon. No one will hug her and speak to her softly in his ears.

Chen Xian was in pain, and the booklet was loose and fell to the ground. She changed from sitting to lying on the ground, curled up, holding her clothes in her heart hard, and there were blue veins on her forehead.

"Why……"

"Why do you treat me like this..." She screamed in a low voice from her throat, "Why do I leave me alone..."

It was quiet in the bamboo forest, and suddenly a light footstep sound broke into Chen Xian's senses. He was walking from the other end of the bamboo and wood path.

He got closer and closer and appeared in front of Shen Xian.

At that time, Chen Xian turned her head, and the hope in her eyes was shattered as soon as she touched it. She was covered in her eyes and asked with tears in her face: "Su Zhe, are you back?"

But when she saw clearly that the person coming was not Su Zhe, her eyes fell into the dark night and she no longer had any light.

That was her most vulnerable and helpless side.

She was obviously the king of a country and was in the world, but at that time, Qin Ruliang felt that she had nothing and was extremely pitiful.

She has always been too calm, and Qin Ruliang has been with her and watched her all the way.

It was probably because she had salvaged her in Qujiang, stayed there day and night, and also rushed to the battlefield with her crazy thoughts to sacrifice her life and shed her blood. After experiencing the process from hope to despair, she was sad in everything.

Qin Ruliang remembered the situation when she fought against the barbarians. Maybe she hoped that she could die on the battlefield at that time.

Qin Ruliang felt sad and heartbroken. But he could not bear her half of the pain for the sake of his own. The only thing he could do was to stay with her silently.

Qin Ruliang said: "If you want to cry, just cry here, no one can hear it."

Later, Qin Ruliang leaned against the bamboo, and Chen Xian was burying her head in her knees with his back. He could only see her back lonely and thin, shaking gently. But he could not hear her crying.

Chen Xian swallowed and said, "He said he would guard Axian and me for the rest of his life."

"Does he know that he will die? People will have some signs and self-awareness when they are about to die."

"A lifetime. It turns out that he is talking about his lifetime, not the lifetime of Axian and I."

Chen Xian suddenly understood what Su Zhe had said to her that New Year's Eve.

He said that when she would not see him closing his eyes, she would think that he was still alive.

Now that I think about it, it actually means 1;148471591054062.

He neglected her and alienated her. He did his best to arrange the funeral afterwards, and then made her hate him and hate him. He broke up with her in such a way, and wanted to leave alone and die quietly outside!

He would never let her find him, even the bones after death.

All his affection is full of love everywhere.

Chen Xian was extremely painful and started coughing violently. This cough could not stop for a long time.

Qin Ruliang stepped forward and put his clothes on her body and hugged her shoulders, only to find that she was so cold all over.

Chen Xian covered her lips with her hands, and Qin Ruliang saw vague blood oozing out of her fingers. He was shocked, and he picked up Chen Xian horizontally, turned around and walked back.

Chen Xian held the booklet left by Su Zhe with a treasure in one hand, and slid down from Qin Ruliang's arms with the other hand, pale and drowsy.

Qin Ruliang carried her out and rode her horse and ran towards the palace. If she was willing to vent her feelings, why would she be so painful?

The cold wind blew against Chen Xian's hair, and she hid in Qin Ruliang's arms and half opened her eyes.

Qin Ruliang lowered his head and his chin pressed against the back of her head, kissed her hair quietly, and said softly: "It will be here soon."

Amid the sound of horse hooves, Chen Xian's voice was weak and said: "I may not deserve to love him. He is not good, I did not notice. I only know that what he did is abnormal. I just don't believe that everything is out of his intention, but I did not realize that he is about to die."

"I didn't realize it. I naively thought that as long as I made a wish, he could really live for a hundred years."

She sighed softly, "I deserve it, I am the one who deserves it."

Chen Xian, who was so persistent and tenacious, never gave up no matter how great the difficulties were. Now, she has to give up herself a little bit.

Qin Ruliang said uncomfortablely: "You don't know what kind of person he is. Be cautious and do things without any leakage. If you deliberately don't want you to find it, you will have no clues to find. This is his insistence on doing this, not your fault."

Chen Xian closed her eyes and did not answer again.

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