Chapter five hundred and thirty fourth melancholy(2/2)
At least that's what he thinks.
Without money or power, even a pig will not look at you.
So, he has been working very hard.
In his concept, there is only "change".
Exchange what women need.
He never understood what love is, nor did he think about understanding it.
Because he doesn't believe it.
He likes to use addition, subtraction, multiplication and division, and to measure it with visible and tangible things.
At this moment, he didn't know what this girl was to him or to this girl.
He thought it was because of his jealousy of his sister, but when he looked back on every bit of the past, he became increasingly confused.
I thought about it for a long time, but there was no answer.
Perhaps people like him will never understand something from another dimension.
"Oh..." He put on his belt and kicked the small stones on the roadside, and walked towards the aerobatic outside the town in a melancholy mood.
On the same night, Ye Yang Bailiu, who was meditating in the Great Hall, received a message from his third uncle.
"Big niece, that boy is good! He convinced your uncle and now he agrees that you are together."
Seeing the information, Ye Yang Bailiu's expression was still calm and she didn't seem to have any special feeling.
Neither relieved nor excited, he fell into long-term contemplation.
Is this what she expected?
Does she like that person?
Does she love that person?
Like is certain.
If I don’t like it, how could I think about sleeping with that person when I see him?
If I don’t like it, how could I look forward to the message he sent every day and night?
If you don't like it, how could you easily be amused by him?
Do you love him?
She doesn't know.
Because she doesn't even know what love is.
She has always been a rational person and does what she thinks is the right thing.
Pursuing "correct" and being "correct".
She looks very similar to that person in this regard.
In a sense, they are one type of people.
Be cautious, rational, and rarely do you get dominated by emotions.
In Longshi Town, the clumsy theft, the other party discovered and captured her alive, then destroyed her defense with words and threats, and took her first off by rape.
But the next day, she did not cry like other women, showing her fragility and unwillingness.
She adjusted her emotions in the shortest time. Through calm thinking, she found that the best way to avoid being humiliated again was to follow the cunning fox and learn the skills and experience of independent survival from him.
So, she followed him.
She chose what she thought was right.
After that, she did learn a lot from the other party, whether it was fighting skills, grasping people's hearts, and understanding of the cruel world outside the campus.
So, she was grateful.
Later, the man was seriously injured and dying.
Her heart seemed to have lost an important part. She didn't want that person to disappear, but hoped that she could still see him and hear his voice in the future.
She had only one idea at that time to save him, no matter how, at any cost.
Under this strong desire, something in the soul was broken, and a green storm swept through her world, leaving behind a tranquility.
She woke up.
Again, she chose what she thought was right.
Later, she chose to join Hua Beidou, which was also correct in her heart.
Because she wants freedom, her own life, she no longer wants to bear the hope of her family, and she no longer wants to be a prisoner in a cage.
She rejected the pursuit of the second prince and rejected the proposal of the Grand Duke of Red Dragon. She would rather join the Iron Sisters and swear to never marry for life than submit.
This is what she thinks is correct.
Her future is not a prisoner in the royal city, and that is no different from before.
What she wants is not luxury, but freedom.
True, your own life, breathe the air you want, and do what she thinks is right.
The man came back from the Black Death Continent to find her, and she decided to kill him, if he was still as weak as before, and could not bear their future.
Between freedom and him, she chose freedom.
Because freedom is more important than him, he is not a supreme being, so she feels that she does not love him, but just likes him.
Maybe one day, she will leave everything now and marry and have children with him.
But that wasn't because of love, she just felt that he was suitable to play the role of husband, so she made the right decision.
So she wasn't sure if this was the result she wanted.
I like him and love freedom.
Maybe this is the answer she wants, but she is not sure.
While meditating, I don’t know how long it took, and suddenly the chirping of birds came from above.
Looking up, the morning light shone out from the stained glass window, and colorful spots of light were reflected on the ground.
"Please forgive my willfulness..." she said to herself, stood up and walked outside.
Chapter completed!