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As the saying goes, luck cannot be stopped even if it comes. So, bad luck comes one after another. Here, infinite challenges just now come, and Lu Hongzhe has something wrong.

At around 8 p.m. on February 19, Lu Hongzhe was attacked by a man near his apartment community on his way home from the notice, causing Lu Hongzhe to be seriously injured. Later, the man was caught on the spot by the security guards and residents who rushed to hear the news. The man claimed that Lu Hongzhe insulted his parents, so he found Lu Hongzhe's address through the show, and rushed out to attack him while Hongzhe was returning home in the evening. Although Hongzhe smiled and comforted him throughout the whole process, he did not resist greatly, the man still hurt him mercilessly, causing Lu Hongzhe's left ear torn and three stitches were sewn. The fifth and sixth ribs on the left were also seriously injured. When Lu Hongzhe was sent to the hospital, it took three weeks to heal after being diagnosed. The doctor suggested that he be hospitalized for one week.

Afterwards, after the police investigated and collected evidence, the evidence was issued that the man was extremely unstable at the time, which led to him committing a crime impulse. Later, Lu Hongzhe also issued a statement not to pursue the matter, so the matter slowly calmed down.

However, that night, when Cui Junxiu heard the news and rushed to the Yansei Hospital in Xincun where Lu Hongzhe was, his brother was only with him. Lu Hongzhe looked tired and had just finished the suture. Qiao Zheng had surgery and was lying weakly on the hospital bed.

Seeing Choi Junxi's arrival, he first looked at his brother with a blame, and then cheered up and said, "Junxi, why are you here? This is just a little injury. There is no need to come to see me on purpose...Sit down..."

Choi Junxi carefully looked at the injury in his left ear. Because it had been sewn, there was no big problem. Instead, the ribs on his chest were slightly ruptured, and the doctor suggested that he be hospitalized for rest. When he heard Lu Hongzhe's brother say this, Choi Junxi was angry, "Who did this? Why!! Is that guy crazy!!!"

"I don't know, the police are still investigating now, so I didn't tell us anything." Lu Hongzhe's brother is a teacher. Although he looks very similar to Lu Hongzhe, he is also crazy (please look at the 75th issue of Infinite Challenge in 071013. He is crazy best friend, he is still very similar to Lu Hongzhe). But after all, he is still a literati, and even he is angry, that is really too much.

"Forget it, Junxi, don't be too angry. Look, I don't even care about me, so don't worry about me... Besides, I don't plan to hold that person responsible..." Lu Hongzhe interrupted his brother and comforted Choi Junxi.

"Brother, are you just spared that guy like this?" Choi Junxiu still felt angry. He was sincerely angry about the matter of hurting his brother. Besides, this time, it was not a curse or a malicious message online, but an attack on personal safety. Why should such a criminal act be tolerated?

"..." Lu Hongzhe was silent for a while, raised his head and looked at Choi Junxi seriously, "What can I do?"

"Of course..." Cui Junxiu didn't notice it at first. Just as he was about to bring the murderer to justice, he suddenly saw Lu Hongzhe's eyes. His eyes were filled with sadness, indifference, helplessness, pain, and deep sorrow. That complex feeling was so impressive that he deeply moved.

Choi Junxi finally understood the meaning of Lu Hongzhe's rhetorical question. As a public figure, what else can he do besides showing his tolerance? He chased him to the end, pursued the man to the end, and asked him to apologize? Then let him pay for medical expenses? Or let him go to jail if he is not satisfied?

Perhaps Lu Hongzhe could easily win this lawsuit and successfully make the murderer pay the price. But what could Lu Hongzhe get from it? That insignificant money? Still, the little bit of depression in his heart?

Then it was exchanged for the public's severe criticism of him? For the ANTIs' even more excessive attacks? Or for the endless "disclosure" of him by the media?

It’s not that he is unwilling to let the murderer get the punishment he deserves, but that he cannot! This is the sorrow of being a public figure. Although the gagmans seem to care about their image in front of the camera, in fact, in the big circle of society, everyone needs an image, a mask, or even an identity to show their value, show their existence, and live. Whether this image, this mask, whether this identity is real or false, no one can do without them. The artist itself is a profession that relies on image and mask to survive, which further limits that they must always pay attention to their words and deeds and cannot affect their image.

Although Lu Hongzhe seemed careless and heartless, he understood that he had no choice in this matter! Even Zheng Yunhao, who was poisoning him, could only let him go and no longer pursue him. He was alone and said lightly, why should he ask the murderer to pay the price? He could only show his "tolerance", otherwise he would lose much more than he got, and he had no choice...

Choi Junxiu figured it out, and he sighed bitterly, "Brother, I understand, listen to you..."

Lu Hongzhe nodded with relief and self-deprecating, "It's good to understand*2. I know you are worried about me and feel worthless for me. I am very happy to come to see me, really... I am really happy and moved. But this is the case, okay?"

"I understand..." Looking at Lu Hongzhe, who was not as energetic as a normal person, now lying weakly on the hospital bed, his smile turned to fatigue, and his spirit turned dim. The sadness that appeared forced Cui Junxi to agree silently, but he could not hide the sadness that surged out in his heart. Is this the sorrow of the artist? Cui Junxi asked himself. Who knows how much unknown bitterness and pain hidden behind our smiles?

The idols and fans also care about and feel sorry for each other. Who can pity the bitterness and pain of the gagmans?

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Choi Junxiu couldn't fall asleep after returning home for a long time. The strong sadness and anger in his heart made him feel the urge to vent his heart fiercely.

Lu Hongzhe's sad, unyielding, helpless, painful, and sad eyes have been emerging in front of his eyes, and he can't let go for a long time. He thought of Lu Hongzhe's tired expression and weak body, and he had to hold on to smile; then he thought of Park Myung-soo's love that was not blessed by his mother-in-law at the beginning, his girlfriend went away from the United States to avoid emotional entanglements, and the devil brother was cut like a knife but wanted to play ugly in front of the camera to make him laugh; he thought of Jung Hyung-don, because of the character's demand,

He wore a hat that was not funny, and was ignored by countless audiences and smiled when he was teasing; he thought of Li Xiugen's "despicable" smile when flattering his younger brothers for fun; he thought of MC Meng's smile when he forced himself to endure the nausea and drank raw fish sauce; he thought of those gagman artists at the funny concert (a show) who covered their teeth and rubbed medicinal wine in the audience, but they easily ate radish, chewed pumpkins, and smiled when their limbs were funny.

Choi Junxiu felt an inexplicable force prompted him to do something for them and for himself. He jumped up from the bed and came to the studio specially opened for him, turned on the computer, turned on the tools, and started working seriously.

The complex emotions in Choi Junxi's heart, the smiles that kept appearing, as well as the bitterness and pain behind them, turned into notes, gushing out, and finally merged into a complete melody.

Choi Junxiu carefully revised it and improved it twice before he was satisfied with the finalization. It took only more than 6 minutes to complete this. Then he immediately started to create the next song. Tonight, he was completely in the creative frenzy.

After a while, another complete melody was born. After a rough modification, he began to create the third song again anxiously, because he found that his inspiration had begun to gradually dissipate. From the quality of his second song, it can be seen that it was slightly worse than the first song. Therefore, he had to complete the third song while this feeling was still there.

This time, it took much longer than the first two songs, basically 4 times the first song. After finally squeezing out the last bit of inspiration, I finally got the third melody of tonight.

This is not the end. Choi Junxiu began to carefully revise and improve it again until he was completely satisfied. The next step was to write lyrics for the song. After two years of studying at Huang Chan, he was no longer the same as before. Choi Junxiu was already fully capable of composing and lyrics for a song alone. For example, "The Destiny of Words" is a song he completed alone, and the quality is quite good, at least tailor-made for Yoo Jae-suk. So, he now wants to try to complete three complete songs again.

Picking up the first melody, Choi Junxiu slowly recalled the feelings he had when composing the music, and then wrote down those feelings bit by bit.

The light slowly floating in the sky indicates that the night is slowly fading away. Choi Junxi, who is working at the desk, did not notice the passage of time and was still immersed in creation.

It was not until the sky was already dark and Qi Mingxing became the brightest star in the sky that Choi Junxi stopped satisfied. He stood up with difficulty, moved his stiff body, yawned, rubbed his blood-filled eyes, turned around and left the studio, and returned to the bedroom to sleep.

On the studio's desktop, a pile of chaotic manuscript paper filled the entire desktop space. On one of the complete music scores, the words at the top were quietly exposed to the cold air, vaguely visible with the hazy light.

"You are not real happiness"
Chapter completed!