I fainted again.

This time it was not the effect of the drug. My father's sudden appearance has stimulated me too much...

When I woke up, it was already light and I was lying on a piece of sand. The wind blew over and it was a little cool.

My mind is much clearer, but my body is still out of control.

I don't want to move, I have to think of a lot of things.

I remember firmly that the old man listened in my heart for a while, and then he said, I am theirs.

I suddenly realized that the reason why my heart rhythm is 600 times per minute is definitely not that the machine has failed!

Am I theirs?

Am I the undercover agent they sent to our team?

Or, I'm bringing everyone together, actually doing things for them?

I felt that my brain was completely messed up, so I quickly sorted it out with rationality—

My name is Zhou Dedong, I am a writer, I was born in Juilundi Town, Qiqihar City, Heilongjiang Province.

I joined the army in 1987. I worked as a radio operator in the recruit company, as an oil custodian in the agency, as a driver in Inner Mongolia, as a sheep on the Gobi grassland, as a cook in the mountainous areas, as a reporter in the regiment, as an electrician on the China-Mongolia border...

After retiring, I worked as a salesperson in a village in my hometown, and then as a secretary in a county enterprise. Later, I worked as an editor at the "Girlfriend" magazine...

Later, I went to Beijing to write novels, and served as editor-in-chief of "Motto" and "Youth Digest" (color version)...

Later, I told stories to the audience on the Farmer Channel of Hebei TV...

Later, I arrived in Lancheng and was in a semi-secret state...

How could I be theirs!

My father showed up.

When he left home, I was 9 years old, but Xu Sui was actually 10 years old. He was in the third grade of elementary school. Of course, I remembered his appearance in a firm way!

But why does he look as big as me?

I suddenly remembered that we were trapped in Lop Nur for 10 days, and a month has passed outside, and the time difference is 3 times. My father came to the northwest in 1977. It took 36 years. That year I was 9 years old, and now I am 45 years old. My father only passed 12 years in this ecstasy land. That year he was 33 years old, and this year he was 45 years old!

God, are you kidding me?

I guess little by little that maybe, my body is really flowing with blood from their race, otherwise why did my heart rhythm stay well 600 times a minute? Otherwise, why did my father come to the Northwest back then?

Someone was walking on the sand and walked towards me.

I turned my head with difficulty and saw my father.

He walked to me, sat down on the sand, and looked at me with a kind look.

I wanted to call me "Dad", but I couldn't call me.

He was a little unrecognizable to me and asked, "Are you... a red light?"

I nodded. The red light is my nickname.

My father looked at me quietly, as if he had thousands of words.

I noticed that the clothes he was wearing were very old, with sand and dust all over the threads, and looked very embarrassed.

The father said, "How is your mom... OK?"

I said, "She has been missing for many years." I don't know if it was the effect of the drug, but my voice was very hoarse.

My father didn't speak for a long time.

Finally, he took out a bottle of water from his pocket and fed me a few sips. I wanted to see what trademark was posted on the bottle, whether it was Nongfu Spring or LeBay, and nothing was posted on it.

I said in a serious way: "Thank you."

The father said: "Your mother named you Boss Zhou. When did you change it?"

I said: "It was changed after being discharged from the army."

The father asked again: "Then why did you come to this place?"

I said, "Now I meet you, I feel that God asked me to come."

My father said, "I was surprised, too."

I said, "We look the same size, aren't you surprised?"

My father said, "I know this place, and I'm not surprised. I even pinched my fingers a few days ago. Your mother is a chicken, one year younger than me, and she should be 68 this year."

I said, "Who are they?"

The father said, "I can't say it. This is our rule."

What he said was - us.

He is my father. If he kept his mouth shut to me, then I probably would never have known the answer.

The father continued: "Originally, we have been living in an unmanned land. For thousands of years, we have only left one person, and that is your grandfather."

I realized immediately that if they thought I was theirs, then my father should be my grandfather’s biological child.

The father continued, "Your grandfather had committed a taboo and should not be alive, but he was lucky and fled everywhere. Finally, he ran to Guandong, gave himself a surname and hid it."

I said, "How could that old man hear that I am theirs?"

"We have different heart rhythms than humans," the father said.

This sentence scared me. That is to say, are they not humans?

The father said: "If your bloodline is pure, they will not carry you back. You will know it as soon as you smell it. Your grandma is a human. Your grandpa married your grandma and gave birth to me. Only one-half of my bloodline is left. In your generation, only one-quarter of it is left."

After a pause, my father asked me: "Do you want to stay?"

I will never be able to stay in Lop Nur, appear in ancient tombs all year round, and live like a mouse for the rest of my life.

However, I was not in a hurry to express my opinion. I said, "Whether do I want to stay or not, are there any different results?"

The father said: "You have been assimilated by humans. Even if you want to stay, they will not agree. Not wanting you to die is already a great favor. Unless you do something, maybe I can convince them..."

I asked, "What's the matter?"

A fierce light suddenly appeared in my father's eyes: "Kill all your companions."

I said, "Why kill them?"

My father said: "We generally will not let go of those who enter Lop Nur. They break into our homes and we will never let people outside know about our existence."

I said, "We walked into the ecstasy, and all the communication equipment failed. Are you blocking us?"

The father shook his head: "No. You don't understand us, and we don't understand them. This is a mysterious place, not just us."

they.

Although during the conversation, I wasn't sure if my father was talking about "them" or "them", I guess it must be the latter. This made me feel chilled on my back.

I said, "That's to say, you don't know how to get out?"

The father shook his head: "I can't get out when I come."

I was desperate.

After a stop, I said, "Do you know? I got your notepad from that year."

The father was a little surprised: "How did you get it?"

I said, "When someone traveled through Lop Nur, he picked it up and finally fell into my hands. I still remember your font. Is the rumors about Lop Nur real?"

The father said, "What rumors?"

I said, "As long as someone passes there, he will kill each other."

The father said, "That's right. But we won't."

I said, "You mean, we will?"

The father said, "Yes."

I said, "But we were stationed near the Storm Slope and nothing happened?"

The father said: "That's not really scared."

I said, "Where is the Scared Po...?"

The father said, "You will meet."

I said, "Can't you avoid it?"

The father said, "Can you avoid 50 years old?"

I said, "What does it mean?"

My father said, "I mean it very clearly."

I was suddenly desperate. Then I said, "In that notepad, is it true that you said you killed two people?"

The father said, "It's them who want to kill me."
To be continued...